Confess on My Wayward Son

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Leaving to go to Suffolk in 2 and a half hours and I’m beyond excited. Making the most of this year!

people need to stop acting like they're entitled to demand the game's multiplayer features be put out the moment they want it. Sure it's been over a year since we heard any news about the multiplayer mode but when it comes out, it'll be mostly bug free and then the developer will have iron out the bugs that do pop up. As is, the mp mode is probably extremely buggy or maybe the developer is a bit busy thinking up a new project to work on when he finally finishes Stardew Valley as a whole.

I hate nothing more than hypocrisy and try my best to avoid doing it myself, except when it comes to smoking because I'm the biggest hypocrite going and I am trying to quit. The same rules should apply to all, not just some. Don't tell us to get over stuff and then hold a grudge.

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Ahh it's such a pain in the arse to update Minecraft. I always mess it up somehow. You know there's a server update cos I don't play for a month!

My period is 3 days late but I have zero s/sx of pregnancy and was nearly a week early last month so if this would just happen, that'd be great.

I just wish the black dog would leave me alone. Even for just a day.

I think I've only slept a couple hours in the last three nights. I'm so exhausted but I can't sleep. Everyone thinks I've got a stick up my arse and I suppose I do. You didn't happen to catch if it had insomnia carved into it, did you?

Ten days. I'm not ready.

youtube's wigging out. why are you spazzing out on me, youtube? I just wanna add some of these amazing song covers to a playlist, thank you.

My next two tattoos that I have planned are Batman.....what hve I come to?

if my period could just end now, thanks.

I thought I didn't have any lasting romantic feelings towards you, but of course, seven years' worth don't just disintegrate in a few months.
I dreamed that my current boyfriend left me, so I went back to you and picked up where we left off.
I pray pray pray to myself that I will never do this.

Booked another tattoo, oops?

I'm damned if I do. Damned if I don't.

I am so lost that I'm not sure I can find my way back any longer. What happened? I suppose the song has never been more poignant and meaningful than now. I don't belong here.

I'm so tired that it doesn't matter anymore. I don't care. I am not strong enough. I can't weather the constant shitstorm anymore. I don't want this.

Things that I really want right now.:
My period to start (acne and bloating are a bitch).
A new car (because I have to be SO careful driving in the rain).
Dinner to make itself.

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It's been one month since the BU and I'm back on track to focusing on my career. End of.

Perhaps it is an early midlife crisis to be so concerned with where I am and what I have/haven't done. No real plans. Not really. It's a milestone. Of course I'm going to let it slip away like any other day.

Oh jfc. Kids these days don't appreciate what they have and do get and feel that they need everything given to them because they're kids.

If I said hello, would you say hello back?

Would you rather forget I exist?

fuck being an adult. if it's not having food stamps when I need them, its having my brakes and rotors making grinding noises and i just quit with life.

I'm feeling serious emotions about remembering my mibba password, holy shit. I'm glad this happened because I was feeling a little down and now it's just! Woah!