Never Found Anyone Like You

"Tired...just..not really myself," she said as she looked at her then closed her eyes a little, "Dizzy the last couple of days but this morning it's been worse," she told her lightly as she lifted her head to look at her.

He looked at her, "Did anything happen recently that would put you in a sad state?" he asked.

"He said he didn't love me," she whispered, the words he'd told her the night before and she sighed, "Said... what we had ended in school," she whispered softly.

She sighed a little and took a step back. “This... is extremely rare. It only happens in extreme cases of heartbreak most times,” She explained. “Our Magic is almost tangible, think of it like an element of our minds, when your mind is hurt, your magic hurts too,” She said softly. “Your heart was broken, meaning, your magic will be as well, until the object of your heartbreak is gone or has accepted you,”

She looked at her, "So... I'm fucked then right?" she said to her as she sighed then looked at her hands, "This means I can't even be there for him in animagus form," she murmured gently, "I can't make his potions anymore either," she felt the tears begin to fall and she covered her face.

"Call him," he said looking back at Lucy, "This has gone on long enough," he muttered as he stroked Rosalies hair.

She sighed a little. “And say what, Sirius?” She asked softly, before looking at Rosalie. “You will be fine, but it will take a little effort on your part, whether Remus comes to his senses or not.”

“What were you working on? Let us help you out for the time being until your magic comes back, and in the meantime, you might need to move in with one of us,”

She sighed a little, "I've been working on a potion to help when he changes, I think it's almost done," she said to her lightly, " If the potion is effective, he can take it the whole week before the full moon and he won't lose his mind - he won't be harmful to others but it's been brewing for two days and today its supposed to be done," she said to her lightly.

He sighed a little as he stod up, "He should know whats he's done," he said to her then wet his lips a little, "I'll get some tea,"

“I know that, and he will, but do you think sending her directly to the reason she’s lost her magic is a good idea right now?” She asked him.
“Sirius can go get it, and I’ll help finish the potion,” Lucy said softly. “And then, we need to work on both cheering you up and getting your magic back as well as bringing Remus around. You and Remus were so close, I swore you and he would be tied in who would get married first between you and Lily and James.”

"I did too," she murmured softly as she sighed a little, "It's in the black cauldron, not the silver one - it's the one closest to the fireplace," she told Sirius as she sipped the tea he gave her then sighed. "I thought... we'd get married and maybe have a couple of kids, I didn't mind bringing the money in; I support him no matter what,"

He nodded, "We know," he murmured, "I'll be right back," he said to her as he walked over to the fire place.

She nodded a little. “I could understand Sirius giving crap like this but never Remus, he was so— oh hang on, sending Sirius on his own may mean he may try to kill Remus,” She murmured, standing and walking over to the fireplace. “Bring the cauldron and ingredients, stay away from Remus for now, I mean it,” She called after him before going back to Rosalie. “I mean I could understand Sirius in this situation, rather I thought I’d be in this situation, Remus always seemed like the kind to want a family.”

She sighed a little as she looked at her, "I just.. don't understand, we used to be so happy," she murmured as she looked at her then ran her fingers over the rim of her cup. Rosalie remembered the day she met him, he'd been so shy and meek and she was drawn to him like a moth to a flame.

She sighed a little. “He probably doesn’t want to hurt your chances though it’s too late, you already love him,” She murmured, taking a sip of tea. “It’ll work out, you’re meant for each other, we knew that from ages ago,” She smiled a little.

when Sirius returned she smiled weakly then pushed a hand through her hair, "It needs to be stirred then add the rest of the herbs and it should be done in half an hour," she said to them lightly as she chewed on her bottom lip. "All we need then is for him to take it come the week before the full moon,"

“We’ll Get him here,” She said, looking st the cauldron and using her wand to put it over the fire. “Unless you want to bring it to him?” She asked curiously. “You should stay with one of us until you’re feeling better, Remus might be best but it’ll be a little hard on you.”

She nodded a little, 'Yeah, I know," she murmured gently as she wet her lips, 'The full moon is in eight days, it'll need to be soon," she said to her lightly, "I hope it works but he'll go to his regular place just to be safe," she told them as she rubbed her hands on her legs.

She looked at Sirius and sighed. “What do you think she should do,” She asked him, looking into the cauldron and stirring it. “I’ll get the herbs from the cupboard, and finish this so it’s ready. Any other orders you need, send them to me, I’ll do them in the mean time, Sirius as well,”

"I'm low on skele grow, pepperup potion and draught of peace," she said, "Everything else is fine," she said to her as she wet her lips then finished her tea. "I grew up doing muggle things, but now that i've been so immersed... i have no idea what muggles do,' she mumbled.

He sighed, 'I think Remus should let her live with him, if this potion works... it could very well be the last potion she ever makes because he is being selfish," he grumbled.

She nodded a little. “I’ll make them, and send them to you once they’re finished. And yes, I agree he should let her in as well, but this is assuming she wants to go to him,” She added. “Sirius, go get him, this should be done soon,” She said as she continued stirring.

Sirius nodded a little, 'Okay," he said then apparated into Remus's living space, "You're a dolt you know that right?" he said to him shaking his head a little as he sighed. 'Rosie's magic is failing cause of a broken heart," he told him as he walked over to where he was sitting. 'But she's just about finish a potion that could make you lucid during your transformations,

Rosalie sighed, "The dizziness is back, it's so terrible," she murmured as she closed her eyes.

She sighed a little. “Sirius won’t be kind, but it’s nothif Remus doesn’t need to hear,” She murmured. “Just rest, I’m gonna give you a small amount of liquid luck, just enough that it’ll lift your spirits.”

Remus looked at Sirius in disbelief. “Her magic is failing? Where is she?” He asked as he stood. “I guess I shouldn’t be surprised at your appearing inro my home,” He murmured, pulling on a coat and going to the fireplace. “She’s with Lucy?”

"She's at mine and lucy's barely made it out of the floo network... can't even light her wand!" he said as he looked at him shoving his chest, 'she said you told her you're not in love with her - why the bloody hell would you lie to her like that! This pity party you keep throwing by yourself is over, by gods man she's ready to take care of you," he said to him softly, "for sure thought you two would be married right out of school but the night you broke up witth her I swore I'd never seen a girl more broken in my life, straighten yourself out Remus; you two are meant to be together,"

She nodded a little then sighed, "Just place it in my tea," she said to her gently, "I've had it before, it's something awful," she laughed a little then closed her eyes as she tried to not be sick.

Remus sighed as he fell back against the fireplace. “You think I don’t know that?” He asked him. “You think I don’t know the pain I caused her? Of course I know! All those years I dealt with you and the others risking your lives for me, when you never should have gotten involved? Stupidly thinking I could be happy in this girl who made me forget what a monster I was for even a moment?” He nearly shouted, shoving him back.

“I know she loves me, I love her. But she can do better than me, she has to. She has to.” He said seriously. “I don’t have an endless amount of gold like James does, I don’t have a large home I can offer her like you do, I don’t have that. I have this condition that would end up giving whatever children we had a lower chance at life,” He said to him. “Don’t preach at me to straighten my life out, I’m trying to save hers.”

Lucy smiled a little. “Don’t worry, it should be only a slight aftertaste. Just to lift your spirits if only artificially,” She murmured. “Careful with your magic though, try not to use it if you can, you’ll be a bit weak.”