my ptsd had a flare up. i was having nightmares, sweats, constant panic attacks. thankfully my boyfriend has calmed me down as well as contacting my cpn and making sure that i had enough medication and that everything was in check. just a rough time, but i got through it. i don't go out much, but due to the lock down and not being able to visit my parents, i think it's taken a toll on me. my birthday is next month and i don't see it lifting by then either, so. but my boyfriend said he's gonna try and make my birthday special since we can't go out and celebrate, so that's a nice though.
my new phone is coming tomorrow. the mister doesn't like that it's a contract phone and just said "i'll pretend you didn't say that", but it's on its way. he isn't stopping me though, he wouldn't do that, but he can always voice his opinion. i need it to make sure i have unlimited ways to contact my family for this time. plus i'm in dire need of a new phone. i'm excited for it to arrive.
my new phone is coming tomorrow. the mister doesn't like that it's a contract phone and just said "i'll pretend you didn't say that", but it's on its way. he isn't stopping me though, he wouldn't do that, but he can always voice his opinion. i need it to make sure i have unlimited ways to contact my family for this time. plus i'm in dire need of a new phone. i'm excited for it to arrive.
April 16th, 2020 at 03:56am