I Hate That I Need You

@ Im.JB

"See surprises aren't so bad, right?" I chuckled lightly and look around at the other giraffes. I shook my head again when I for sure saw Alyssa. I stepped closer to Sabrina as I made eye contact with Alyssa. I pet the baby giraffe and looked away from her and back at the giraffe.

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"Yes! Let's do that." I jumped up quickly and walked to the closet. I looked through my clothes. "Well I'll start getting ready." I flip through my clothes and hummed softly. "Do you want to go take a shower first while I get my clothes ready?"

@ Im.JB

"See surprises aren't so bad, right?" I chuckled lightly and look around at the other giraffes. I shook my head again when I for sure saw Alyssa. I stepped closer to Sabrina as I made eye contact with Alyssa. I pet the baby giraffe and looked away from her and back at the giraffe.

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"Yes! Let's do that." I jumped up quickly and walked to the closet. I looked through my clothes. "Well I'll start getting ready." I flip through my clothes and hummed softly. "Do you want to go take a shower first while I get my clothes ready?"

@ mitty xx felix

I smile and lean to kiss his cheek, "You're right. I really love this Ryan and I really love you. Thank you for this babe." I tell him and begin to baby talk the baby giraffe.

Alyssa smirk devilishly at Ryan. She knew that he wants her more than that dumb bitch girlfriend of his. She grabs my phone, sending him a text while looking at him. You'll come back to me. She doesn't please you like the way I do. the text message reads. Alyssa smirks as he frowns before leaving the zoo completely.

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"I actually want to join you in the shower, but I know if I do, we wouldnt leave the shower." I tell her with a smirk. "Go take your shower, I'll wait until you're done." I say and kiss her cheek.

@ Im.JB

My phone dinged again and I took it out and looked at it. I growled out loud without thinking when I read her text. Sabrina looked over at me and I shook my head. "Babe, I'm going to make a quick phone call. I'm sorry." I say kissing her cheek before stepping away and dialing Alyssa's number.

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"You are very right though. I want to do something special for you tonight when we get home, okay." I lean up and kiss his lips then grabbed my clothes and headed for the bathroom. I just realize that I had been walking around naked this whole time. I turned the shower on and grabbed a towel.

@ mitty xx felix

I look at him with concern when I hear him growl while looking at his phone. "Ryan, why dont you just turn off your phone?" I try to ask him, trying to keep him from leaving me to answer his phone, but he leaves anyway. I sigh, feeling hurt but I become distracted by the baby giraffe in my arms, making me smile again softly.

Alyssa smirks when she sees that Ryan is calling her. "I knew you would be.callijg me back, begging for me. You know I'm ready to be yours once you leave that stupid bitch of yours. She looks too pure and useless." I tease, not caring that she insults Sabrina.

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I smirk at her comment, giving her a suggestive look. "You can do that special something now. You know I wouldnt complain." I tease, biting my bottom lip seductively, but then I laugh when she rolls her eyes and flips me off. "Just tell me when babe." I tease her again. "Okay, okay no more teasing." I laugh when she throws the pillows at me to hit me.

@ Im.JB

"Listen Alyssa, stay the fuck away. I don't want you back and if you say one more thing like that about Sabrina then I'll personally take care of you myself. I don't want nothing to do with you anymore. What we did was a fucking mistake. So back off." I growled into the phone. I hung up the phone when I heard her laugh. I will deal with her later. I turned to walk back over to Sabrina.

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"If you keep behaving this way then you won't get it at all." I teased back then shut the bathroom door. I placed the towel close to the shower and then stepped into the shower. I sighed in relief as the hot warm hit my body. Last few days my body has been over worked but I didn't mind. I love that he loves my body the way it is. I wasn't the prettiest. I lost weight so my skin was a little loose and everything. I shook my head to get those nasty thoughts out of my head.

@ mitty xx felix

Alyssa rolls her eyes as she listens to Ryan tell her that he's done with her. She laughs. "Whatever you say Ryan. Go kiss up to the bitch, but it will only be a matter of time before you leave her for good and come back to me." She gets in before he hangs up on her.

I'm still holding the baby giraffe in my arms, talking to it like it was my baby. I thought that the zoo keeper was looking at me crazy, but he just smile. "I really love giraffes and this one here is such a cutie." I say, not realizing that Ryan came back.

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I sat on the couch, waiting for Aleyah to finish her shower. I was so happy that she loves the bracelet I got her. I already thought the bracelet was beautiful on it's own, but the moment it was on her wrist, it looked even more gorgeous than it did before. It definitely warmed my heart and I'm just glad she loved it and loves me.

@ Im.JB

I walked back over to Sabrina and placed an arm around her waist loosely. I wasn't going to lose her for a long time. I was stupid before but I'm not anymore. "How are you liking your day baby?" I asked as she talks to the baby giraffe. She was so adorable talking to it and she wasn't caring that others was looking.

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I stepped out of the shower when I finished rinsing my body off. I hum softly as I started to dry myself off. I remember when we first took a shower together he helped me dry off and he was gentle with me. I put the towel around my body and walked out into our room. "I'm done, babe."

@ mitty xx felix

I jump slightly when Ryan drapes his arm around my waist loosely. I didn't hear him walk back, but I smile softly at him. "I'm enjoying it a lot. But it seems like something or someone is distracting you. I want you happy too, Ry. Are you not having a good time?" I ask him, when he tells me that he is, I take my free hand and reach down into his pants' pocket, I grab his phone and turn it off completely. "The guys can wait a few hours. This is our time together." I say, hoping he wasn't going to get mad at me for turning off his phone.

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I look up at Aleyah and smile as she's standing in front of me. "Baby girl you're still wet. You want me to dry you off before I get myself ready?" I ask her as I place my hands on the top of the towel, waiting for her to give me permission.

@ Im.JB

"I know baby. I just don't like having anybody mad at me, you know." I say kissing her cheek as I grab my shut off phone from her and put it back in my pocket. "Do you like your surprise, babe?" I say as I pet the baby giraffe that she was still holding. He made a weird noise and Sabrina laughed. I watch them carefully.

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"If you want, but then we might not get to our date." I say as I pulled the towel away from my body only to tease him a little. I turned around to walk to my closet. I giggled softly when I heard him groan out. "You behave now." I said, bending over to grab something off the floor. I bite my lip, looking back at him.

@ mitty xx felix

I smile and lean in to kiss him. "I love my surprise. But this makes me really want my own pet giraffe." I tell him, but then I laugh when the giraffe made a noise when he pet him because of the face he made. "He likes you too, Ryan." I smile.

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I groan as Aleyah continue to tease me. "I swear you are trying to get me to bend you over and fuck you from behind and I am very tempted to cancel our date." I say with a low growl. I got up and stood behind her.

@ Im.JB

"I like the little guy too." I laugh as he lick my hand then licked Sabrina's face. "You are going to have slobbers all over you." I said watching the other giraffes eat food. I looked back at the worker. "Baby, I think we should be heading to the next place." I said kissing her cheek then the giraffe licks where I kissee her at.

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I fake hurt, gasping. "I would never do such a thing." I laugh softly feeling him grab my hips. I stood there, feeling him pressed against my ass. I teased him a little by pushing my ass against him a little then tried to walk away from him but he held my hils firmly.

@ mitty xx felix

I smile when the giraffe licked the same cheek that Ryan kissed before. "I dont want to go anywhere else. This cutie literally has stole my heart, well besides you. Since you stole it first, but now has he." I say still not letting go of the giraffe who was content being in my arms.

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"You're doing it now." I growled into her ear as I grabbed her hips, pulling her back against me, making her feel my hard on. "Tease me again and see what happens next." I tell her, with a smirk on my lips.

@ Im.JB

"I know baby girl but the workers have to get back to taking care of the animals. I promise you'll see them again before we leave." I say as the worker stepped closer and I watched Sabrina get teary eyed. "I'm sorry baby." I rubbed her shoulders and frowned.

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I bite my lip, whimpering softly as I felt him hard against my ass. I look back at him, causing me to push back into him slightly. I giggled when he grabbed my hips roughly. "I'm sorry, babe. Am I doing something wrong?" I lick my lips

@ mitty xx felix

"I want him so bad. He is so cute." I say sadly but I wipe my eyes before letting Ryan lead me to the next section. "What are we seeing next?" I ask him.

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"You know damn well you are." I growling as she kept grinding her ass against my cock. "Well you're not doing anything wrong, it's just that you keep teasing me. And there's so much patience I have." I nip her neck

@ Im.JB

"I know baby. Maybe we can come visit again soon." I say pulling her into a hug. I didn't want her sad. I just knew that the workers had to get back. "I love you baby." I kiss her softly.

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"Maybe a quick fuck might do or you could wait to see how bad I tease you all night." I whimper softly as I felt his teeth on my neck. It was one of my turn on and if he kept doing then we really wouldn't leave.

@ mitty xx felix

I nod my head in his chest as he holds me close. "I know we can come again. He was just so cute." I sigh softly as I look up at Ryan. "I love you too. Thank you again for making this happen." I tell him, then kiss him back.

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"Fine, we'll go to dinner. But as soon as we come back home, this ass is mine." I say as I grab one of her ass cheeks. My mouth was still on her neck, still nipping at the skin. I then let her go. "Let me change into something more decent and then we can go."

@ Im.JB

"I know baby. If I could get you a pet giraffe I would." I say rubbing her back and looking over at the giraffes. "Of course baby. Anything to make up for being a shitty boyfriend." I kissed her cheek and smiled down at her grinning up at me.

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I smirk to myself as he disappears into the bathroom. I start getting dress and hum softly. I looked at myself in the mirror and saw how happy I looked and I couldn't believe after a year together that I was dating my best friend. "What do you have planned for us?" I shouted on the other side of the door.

@ mitty xx felix

I smile and lean up to kiss him again. "I know you would get me one. And I forgive you." I tell him, burying my face into his chest. "I'm kinda getting hungry. Can we go grab lunch?" I ask him.

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I chuckle, knowing she was going to ask. "Can't tell you. It's a surprise. All you need to know is that you need to dress comfortably. We'll be doing some walking." I inform her as I put on a black long sleeve shirt since I knew it was going to be a little chilly.

@ Im.JB

"Yeah, of course." I say as we walked hand in hand to the food court area. I smiled when we could smell the food. "What were you want to eat babe?" I say looking at the board.

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"Alright." I say and pick out some jeans and a long sleeve purple shirt. I left my hair down because he liked it down. I smiled to myself as I finisj getting ready. I turned around when he's phone rang.