I Hate That I Need You

@ mitty xx felix

"Let's go here." I say, pointing out to the restaurant that was similar to Panera Bread. I then pulled on our linked hands to have him follow. "God you are so heavy" I teased as he pretended to stay still when I tried to lead us to the restaurant.

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I saw my phone ring and I saw Ricky's name pull up. I knew for a fact that he wanted to work on new music for the album. I looked at Aleyah and saw the frown on her face. I answered the phone. "Hey Rick's...I know, but I'm spending the day with Aleyah today. We'll get together this weekend, man." I tell him and hung up the phone call. "Ready to go babes?"

@ Im.JB

"But baby, you said you'd carry me?" I teased her as she tried to pull me to the restuarant. I laughed a bit causing me to lose my balance a little and she started pulling me. She was so fucking adorable when she is hungry. "Alright baby girl, I'm coming." I say.

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"You are so perfect, Chris." I say walking over to him and hugging him tightly. He always made me feel loved and he always made time for me. I felt his arms wrap around me and I look up at him. "You really are. You always make time for me and you always make me feel loved. You really are the perfect boyfriend." I blush slightly.

@ mitty xx felix

I laugh, "That was before I knew how heavy you are." I tease. Once we got inside the restaurant, I found a spot for us to sit that was away from the crowd incase any fans recognized Ryan.

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I smile, trying to hide my blush. "I would give you the world just to make you feel loved. And I'd do it over and over, because I love you so much." I say and lean down to kiss her.

@ Im.JB

I chuckle softly and pulled the chair out for her, leaning down to kiss her cheek softly then sit down by her. "This place has the best food. I'm glad you picked this one." I say looking at the menu.

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"I love you so much too!" I say before kissing him deeply. It's very rare that I can get him to blush but when he does, it's one of my favorite things. I pull away and smile. "I just have to get my shoes on." I walk over to my shoe area and decided on some black boots. I pulled them on and stood up.

@ mitty xx felix

I smile as he kisses my cheek before sitting down. I grab the menu and looked at it. "I guess I have good taste." I say with a wink.

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I smile, watching her put on her boots. "Sounds good." I say and waited for her to finish. When she was, I held out my hand for her take. "We're going go have fun."

@ Im.JB

"Of course." I tease her as I wink at her. The waitress came over and took our drink orders and she would glance up at me from the menu then laugh lightly when our eyes locked.

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"Awesome! I can't wait." I say smiling as we walk out of our place, hand in hand. I looked around outside then grinned up at him. It was a beautiful day outside and the weather was great.

@ mitty xx felix

I smile and let out a giggle when I was sneaking in some glances at Ryan and our eyes meet. "I love you." I say in a cute voice once the waitress left, pressing my lips together cutely so he would kiss me.

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I lead her to my car, that was parked outside in the parking lot. I opened the door for her and helped her in before I got in. I was excited to take her to the fair today, I thought it would be a cute date for us.

@ Im.JB

I chuckle as she made an adorable expression on her face. I lean over and kissed her softly on the lips. "I love you too, baby." I say after kissing her. I smiled at her when she looked at the menu then back at me. I couldn't keep my eyes off of her. She was so beautiful and I'm such a fuck up.

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I lean over and kissed his cheek. "Thank you for being a gentleman." I say smiling then put my seatbelt on. I grabbed his free hand when we started down the road. I wonder where we were going. I was excited about our date night. He always takes me somewhere real special.

@ mitty xx felix

Once I figured what I wanted to order, I put my menu down and look at Ryan, admiring his looks. Some may say he looks creepy or that he's too skinny and doesnt have any abs or muscles, but to me Ryan is perfect inside and out. "How did I get so lucky to have the perfect boyfriend." I say, although I know that we've had our downs.

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"Of course babygirl." I tell her as we drove off. It took us about 30 minutes to get to the location that the fair was. I pulled into the parking lot entrance, smiling when I could hear and feel the excitement radiate off of Aleyah. "We're here babe."

@ Im.JB

"I'm far from the perfect boyfriend, Rina. You should know that." I said shaking my head. I so badly want to tell her all the horrible shit I've been doing behind her back but I couldn't. Not today anyways. Today was her day and I didn't want to ruin it at all. I wave the waitress oveelr before she could say anything.

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"You brought me to the fair?!" I shouted in excitement which caused him to laugh. I smiled brightly when I could see all the lights flashing. I didn't even notice that he got out and was opening my door for me. I flung into his arms and kissed him deeply. "Ohhh can we ride the ferris wheel and make out on it. I've always wanted to do that." I say looking up at him.

@ mitty xx felix

"You're perfect to me" I say to him, but it was all I could get out before the waitress came over. She brought our drinks and placed them on the table before taking our food order. "I'll take the caprese panini with a caesar salad." I tell her.

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I chuckle. God she's being so damn cute so I had to lean down to kiss her. "Of course baby. Whatever you like. This is your night."

@ Im.JB

"I'll just have chef salad." I say handing her our menus and grabbing Sabrina's hands. I kissed her knuckles and watched Sabrinas face smile wider. "We are going to be touring soon. You think I'll be able to have my girl standing side stage?" I ask looking at her.

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"I love you so much!" I hooked my arm into his as we headed inside the gates. I looked around in awe. I missed going to the fair and I'm really happy that I'm spending time with Chris.

@ mitty xx felix

I smile, slightly squeezing our fingers together as I got excited. It's been a while since I went on tour with him. "Really? I can go tour with you this time?! I would love to go and watch my favorite person do what he loves." I moved our hands closer to me and I kissed his knuckles.

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"I love you too, baby." I tell her and kissed the side of her head. Once we walked in and I paid for the wrist bands so we can go on any rides, I looked at Aleyah and smiled. "Which ride did you want to go on first?"

@ Im.JB

"Of course baby. I miss you all the time while I was on tour." I say. Even though half the time Alyssa was with me. I'm a shitty boyfriend, I know. I know once she find out I've been cheating on her then she's going to dump my ass and move on. I'm going to tell her, just not right now.

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"Lets right the dragon thingy." I laugh knowing Chris will struggle to get inside it but I had to tease him a little with how tall he was. I laughed even more when he agreed then we started over that way. "You sure?" I pointed to the ride.

@ mitty xx felix

I smile, still holding his hand close to me. "I missed you a lot when you were on the last tour. I was surprised how busy you were last time. I think I heard from Ricky more than I did you, but I'm proud of you regardless." I tell him, having no idea that he had brought another girl with him to the last tour or that he was cheating on me. "I can't wait to go with you this time."

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I groan when she mentioned about that ride, knowing how hard it is for me to get on that ride since I'm too damn tall, but I agree to go on the ride with her just to get it over with. "Yes I'm sure baby. This is your special day."

@ Im.JB

"We leave in I think two weeks." I say pulling my hand back and taking a drink. I felt sick to myself. Here she was so fucking happy that she was getting to go when she could of went all those other times. I was just a piece of shit boyfriend. I looked at her as she frowned.

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I laughed loudly and shook my head. "Babe, I'm not going to make you ride those." I lean up and kiss his cheek. He sighed in relief. "I'm not that mean to make you ride that."

@ mitty xx felix

"Two weeks?" I ask, surprise that they were going back on tour soon. "Why didn't you tell me sooner? You guys just came back home from your last tour barely a month ago." I frown slightly.

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"Thank fuck." I mumble, making her laugh again. "I don't know...you've been my best friend for a while and you have been pretty mean to me back then. Shit now that you're my girlfriend, you became extra mean." I teased jokingly as I tickle her sides.

@ Jay.B

"I said I think. I'm text one of the guys later." I took another drink after kind of snapping on her. "Plus you know how the others are with constantly touring." I shrugged and thanked the waitress when she brought our food over. Sabrina frowned. "Come on, babe. This is your day. Don't let me ruin it."

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"But baby, you love me and you love my teasing. Especially when your ... " He covered my mouth quickly and I laughed so hard that I snorted which made me laugh more. I look up and jotice Chris shaking his head, smiling.

@ mitty xx felix

I flinch slightly and frown when he snaps at me. "Sorry" I mumble softly, looking down at my hands that were now on my lap. I didn't look up when the waitress brought our plates to the table. When the waitress walks away, I quietly begin to eat, afraid to say anything to Ryan to make him snap at me again.

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I start to laugh but then quickly put my hand over her mouth to keep her from saying anything more. "Tell the whole world why don't you." I say to her, playfully rolling my eyes at her. I didn't let go of her mouth just yet, afraid she was still going to spill details of our sex life. "I can't take you out anywhere" I laugh softly before I finally let go of her mouth.

@ Jay.B

I sighed, rubbing my eyes as she was barely eating now. "Come on, babe. You know I didn't mean to snap like that. I just never know anything until last minute." I say holding my hand out in hopes she'd take my hand again.

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"You should keep me locked away forever for your pleasure. " I whispered the last bit so no one could hear. I said I was going to tease him and just wait until the ferris wheel. "You are lucky you let go or I wasn't going to do that one thing later tonight. My make up better not be messed up." I smirk up at him.