I Am You

@ mitty xx felix

I was in the middle of making me something to eat when I hear my phone ping, letting me know that I received a text. I grab my phone and see that the text is from Felix and smile softly. I love you the most I simply text him back, then went back to cooking.

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I smile as she kisses me when I pull her back. "Much better." I say and let her go get dress, not before slapping her ass playfully. I go into the bathroom to make sure I look decent when we go out and not like I just had sex.

@ Jay.B

I flopped down on my bed after a long day at the studio. I yawned but smiled when I saw her text. I pressed send to video chat with her and waited for her to answer. I grinned widely when her face popped up on the screen.

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I laugh, walking to my closet and grabbing some clothes. "I need a shower real fast." I say walking to my bathroom and waited for him to get out. I was still feeling like I was dreaming. I can't believe I get to call Han mine. He has been my best friend for so long. He opened the door and smiled at me. "I definitely need to clean up." I blushed.

@ mitty xx felix

I was in the living room eating dinner while watching tv when I saw that Felix was calling me to video chat with him. I put my plate down and answered the call. "Hey Felix." I say with a smile and blew him a kiss.

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"Babe, hurryyyyy I'm hungry" I playfully whine, only to receive a playful smack on the ass from her. I laugh but let her go into the bathroom so she could shower.

@ Jay.B

"Hey Carmen. I miss you! I smile giving her a little wave as she blew me a kiss. "How did you sleep?" I asked, stretching out on my bed and listening to her talk about her day. I love listening to her.

"You play nice or no more kisses." I teased before turning the shower on and stripping off my clothes. I wanted to tease him more but I knew he didn't have much time until he had to be back. He wanted to go out and eat as a couple, a couple that isn't suppose to be.

@ mitty xx felix

I smile. "I miss you more. I slept good, but I gotta get my sleeping schedule back to normal so that I won't be tired when I go back to work. How was your day?" I ask, smiling bigger as he looked so cute when he was stretched out and relaxed.

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I waited about 15 minutes or so until Jocelyn came out of the bathroom dressed and ready after her shower. "You ready babe?" I ask. I only had a little bit of time left to spend with her before I had to go back to the agency's building for work.

@ Jay.B

"I won't keep you too long babe." I say resting back on my arm with the phone up. I grin as I brought the phone closer. "What are you eating?" I say teasing her with my freckles. I felt my stomach rumble. I was getting hungry but I didn't want to end this call.

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"Yea. Let me grab my phone." I say walking to my room then back out after grabbing it. I grabbed his hand as I walked to the door. I felt him lace our fingers as I grab the door handle and open it. I felt his fingers slip from mine. I knew we couldn't show our status in public.

@ mitty xx felix

"I just made some tomato soup and a grilled cheese sandwich. Nothing fancy." I smile , then giggle when he showed off his freckles. "Stop teasing me with your freckles." I laugh.

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"Sorry babe." I whisper. I didn't want to let go of her, but seeing that I could easily get caught by a fan or someone else and they could easily go to my agency and tell them about Jocelyn and I didnt want them to hurt her.

@ Jay.B

"You know you love my freckles, babe." I say then heard a knock on my door. I froze when I heard Minho voice. He opened the door and I turned the phone so he could say hi to Carmen. He teased us a bit then said that food was delivered. He left and I looked at her. "How was the soup?"

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"It's okay." I looked over at him and gave him a smile. I know he was onlu protecting me and I love him for that. He always thought of me first as a best friend. I didn't think he would change since we were a couple. "Should we invite the guys so it doesn't look suspicious?" I ask looking over at him.

@ mitty xx felix

"I do love your freckles." I say but then laugh when Minho had came into view on the phone. I wave and say hi to him before I see Felix back on my screen. "It was good. But I'm already missing the foods over in Korea." I tell him with soft sigh.

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"We should be good, we're in a private area so no one should bother us." I tell her. I love the guys and all, but I dont always need them to help protect me and Jocelyn from getting caught by fans or our agency.

@ Jay.B

"My lips misses you too." I laugh at how cheesy it was but I did miss kissing her and other parts of her body. I knew that flustered her because she turned the phone away as she laughed. "I love you, Carmen." I say as I try to get her to look at me again.

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"Alright, I just don't want you getting in trouble." I nudging you lightly as we reached my apartment doors to go out. I looked over at him and smiled at him. I really just wanted to pin him to the wall once more and kiss him before we go outside but I have nosy neighbors. "I love you." I whispered so only he could hear.

@ mitty xx felix

"FELIX!" I gasped, looking away as my face turned red from blushing. But I heard him laugh so I faced the screen and stuck my tongue out at him. "I love you too...I guess." I teased playfully. "But seriously I love you too."

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"I know babe. You wont get me in trouble. If I do, it's because I did something to get me in trouble." I say to reassure her. I quickly lean down to kiss her cheek. "I love you too babe." I said to her softly.

@ Jay.B

"I love you more." I say grinning as I saw her red face. She was so cute when she blushed. I wish I was there with her, holding her and making her laugh. "I miss you." I say frowning slightly.

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I blush softly and grabbed his hand real quick, giving it a little squeeze then let go and walked out of the building with him behind me. "I have nosy neighbor though, Han. So be careful." I say then looked around at the beautiful day.

@ mitty xx felix

"I miss you too, babe." I tell him and pout. "Did you ask to see if you could take off time soon?" I ask, hoping he was and that they would be able to work something out.

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"I hate nosey neighbors, but I'll be careful." I tell her before heading to the restaurant. When we got there, I opened the door for her. Thankfully the restaurant wasn't busy and the only customers there were elderly, which was good for me since they wont recognize me.

@ Jay.B

"Not yet. I will ask them when I go eat. We have a lunch meeting." I say frowning. We had just been super busy with this new album and getting everything set up. "I promise I will ask at the meeting." I saw her frown and that crushed me so much.

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"Thank you for holding the door open for me, Han." I smile as we walked back to our table. He held my chair then sat down. I smiled and thanked him again. He sat across from me and gave me one of his biggest smiles. I love his smile. It melted my heart and I wish I could just lean over this table and kiss him. It was fine because i could cross my leg over and run my foot up and down his leg under the tablecloth.

@ mitty xx felix

I frown slightly, but I totally understand that his schedule is super busy, especially since they were working on their new album. "Its okay, I understand." I pause to yawn. "I just hope they say yes."

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"You're welcome babe." I say to her, holding her chair out for her. Once I sat down I felt her foot rub my leg up and down. "What are you thinking to get to eat?"

@ Jay.B

"I'm sure they will. Especially since we've been working extremely hard lately and everything." I say sitting up and leaning again my headboard. She looked down. "You tired, baby?" I asked leaning my head back and looking at her.

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I look through the menu and smiled. "Oooo they have my favorite. Can you guess which is my favorite? " I say grinning widely as I spot my favorite dish. It's the best chicken dish they got here. I looked at him as I saw him looking closely through the menu. He was so adorable.

@ mitty xx felix

"Just a tiny bit tired" I say using my fingers to help emphasize 'tiny'. "Its just more of me trying to get back to American time." I tease myself. "Although I wish you were here in bed with me...with your mouth on me"

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"Of course I do." I say and put down my menu and pointed at the chicken dish that she hates the most. "It's this one." I tease, but then laugh. "I'm kidding babe, I know it's this one." I tell her, pointing to her favorite dish before leaning in to kiss her.

@ Jay.B

"I wish I was there with you. Hearing those pretty little moans come from your mouth." I smirk as I saw her blush slightly. I chuckle softly as I watched for her reaction for the next thing I said. "Using my mouth to please you and making you cum." I whispered softly.

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I giggle softly as he teased me a bit about my favorite then he leaned in to kiss me. I glanced around to see if anybody was looking then quickly kissed him on the lips. I smiled after pulling back a bit. "You better have remember. I get it like every time." I smile.

@ mitty xx felix

I close my legs I felt the heat from my core become intense. "You're such a tease Felix." I whine, but my blush never left my cheeks. "But I want that and I want your cock." I whisper so that no one but him hears me.

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"Of course. I know everything about you babe." I say with a smirk, then I give her a seductive wink. "I wish they had my new favorite meal on my menu." I tell her.

@ Jay.B

I chuckle as her cheeks were still red from my last comment and I couldn't help getting a little turned on by her comment. "Who's tease who now." I say licking my lip. I love hearing her cute whine.

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"Oh what is...wait, nevermind." I blush softly as I caught on to what he was meaning. I took a drink of my water as he was still giving me a smirk. He was making me feel a different certain way like a good way.