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6 years later.. And it still hurts every day to think about how you left.. It wasn't your choice.. And you didn't mean to leave us.. But it sucks. ALOT. I haven't been the same since you left... Got a cold wakeup call that life isn't as great as it seemed to be when I was talking with you. I just wish I had a day we could chat and catch up... But that days never coming back around.. I miss you so much Sammy, and although so much time has passed, you will always have a piece of my heart.. Forever and always my angel.. R.I.P.

So.. It's been awhile.. Like a long while.. A lot has changed since everything... My hair colour, my attitude, the boys, my life.. The one thing that hasn't changed is the fact that I miss and love you so much. You are always apart of me no matter where I am or where I go. Its been so long since I've really got in touch with my feelings, I tend to be quiet and keep to myself.. That bubbly person you knew really isn't here no more... And I don't tend to care if I have friend... I guess thats what happens when you grow up.. I just really wish you were here, I really miss talking to you.. You were the one person I could talk to about anything and everything. You were the only person I fully trusted, and now you've been gone for so long. I forgot what it was like to have a true friend.. But hey on a brighter note, I'm going to eventually go to school and move to British Columbia. That's exciting! And like always I plan to go to New York and pay my respects to you. ALSO I plan on going to a medium. To see if that will help with anything.. There are many people I'd like to talk to again... And I really don't know if your watching over me.. I never know if you know what you meant to me.. You were my best friend.. And I just want answers you know.. God I miss you so much, and when it happens.. We will see each other again I can promise that.. Because I know your waiting on the other side for us.. I love you my shinning star... xoxo <3

2 years.. 3 months.. and 21 days since i lost you forever.. my heart still beats soley for you.. just because i know its what you would have wanted.. you were that girl in my life that gave me everything and still found a way to put up with my bullshit and love me no matter what.. you were there for me through everything even after i hurt you.. sammy..i miss your voice.. i miss your laugh.. i still love you to death my beautiful and i always will.. i can never forget what we did have.. R.I.P my baby girl...

It's night like these were I miss you so much...... It breaks my heart to know that your gone...... I just want you back..... I can't stop crying..... Feels like I'm going to give myself a bleeding nose..... I just can't do this anymore..... Sammy..... Come back........ <3 I love you and miss you so much........ <3 Xoxo....

It's been two years... That's such bullshit... I miss you so much...

It's days like this, when I'm home and sick that I miss texting you nonstop. It's days like this where every memory of you comes back. I miss you so much. I think everyone does. It's almost been another year... It's hard to believe that it feels like just yesterday you left us, but it's almost been two years. You will always hold a special place in my heart. <3

Hope to talk to you soon love... It might happen! I'm excited... But nervous... I hope I get some closure... I love and miss you lots! <3 <3 <3 <3

I miss you so much everyday.... Love you lots Sammy.... <3

I miss you.

A day does not go by when I don't think about you... You were my best friend and still are... You mean the world to me and right now I'm missing you a lot.. You were so beautiful, unique, and just in general an amazing person to know and a even better friend to have! I remember all the silly conversations we had... The time we got married to Sponge Bob! The good, the bad. The happy, the sad... I even remember all the tears we shared together. You were very special to me, a great friend I always wished to have... I will never forget you, none of us will! I'm going to keep moving forward remember everything.... And when I stop by your grave one day, I hope to see you smiling at me! I miss you with all my heart Sammy! And I love you even more! May you Rest In Peace my Shinning Star. ♥ ♥ ♥

Come take me away from this place Sammy........

i miss you...

IloveyuSammy;<3 i miss yu so much..its been 1 year 3 months and 21 days

I've been thinking about and missing you a lot lately...
I miss you so much.
It's been too long...
27,060 hours and counting.
I know we didn't see eye to eye the last little while...
But I keep thinking about our questions game that lasted for almost a week.
I can't believe you're gone...
I need you Sammy...
Rest in peace, love...
You were such an amazing angel,
one that will never be forgotten... <3

So... Its been 451 days already.. And I still can't stop thinking about you :/
I miss you so much.
You have been on my mind alot lately.
Someone was talking about you a few days and some one else just yelled "just shut up she's dead ok stop thinking about it'
I couldnn't believe someone would say that..
Anyways.. Its still weird without having you here..
I love you, and i can't wait to see you again hun. <3
love, your wifey..

This sucks. I wish you could come back... I need you Sammykins...

so umm.... Hi... :'(

Thing's will never be the same without you here. I miss you so much.

I've been in the states for two days...... And it's REALLY hard to be here..... Every since I've got here, I've been felling really sick....... :'( I miss you a lot..... Rest Im Peace my girl.....

I'm crying again over word I haven;t spoken to you.... I really need you Sammy.... As time passes it hurts more... People said it would get better.... They were wrong.... I feel cold and empty some days.... And sometimes the only thing that keeps me going is Nathan.....Sad thing isn't it!?? I miss and love you so much... A part of me is dead without you.... I would give anything to just havce another day to talk to you..... Te Amo My Shining Star.... <3 :'(