December 30th, 2010 at 12:16pm
So...everything is so screwed up right now...
I really wish you were here...
you always knew how to make things okay.
I'm starting to fear that people are forgetting you, Sam...
No one here mentions you, and Jesse's completely moved on.
Courtney's really happy though, she's completely in love. :)
But it just seems that lately, no one misses you.
I miss you every day Sam, and you're in my thoughts at least once a day.
I don't know why...
but... you are getting pushed to the back by everyone,
even me...
and I hate the world for it.
I know we all have to move on...
but, we shouldn't just up and forget everything...
I'm so sorry Sam.
I love you 3
I am completely in love.. :).... It's odd...
And Jesse seems to have moved on I really don't know...
Gawd.... I miss you so much....
Life is so horrible wrong right now..
I'm so confused and hurt..
I think about you everyday..
I look at you profiles everyday...
I cry most days.... I miss you to death... Its killing me not having you around...
My heart shall never be whole ever again....
When you died... So did apart of me.....
I.... :'( crap....
I hope you always know I love you and shall always miss you....
Hope you in a better place....
Until we meet again Sammy.... :'( <3 3
Love always your friend Courtney....