Gawd I miss you like fucking crazy!!!!!!!
Nothing is the same!!!!!
Nothing is normal!!
EVERYTHING IS FUCKED UP!!!
Sammy why did you have to go :'(
R.I.P 3 <3
I miss you Sammy<3
I found that rose petal you gave me 2 years ago, you gave to to me on February 27th too.. how weird.
I love you, i hope you're happy wherever you are now<3
Life is nothing without you...
After he left then you died... I died....
I thought I could never be fixed till ocher him...
He my life my world my everything my love...
Can't live without hm...
Some ppl seem to be happy others... Idk....
Life is messed up right now...
Friends are being stupid.. And I'm done with it...
Completely done...
I can't cut, cry and want to die anymore because of them.... 3
I miss you,
I love you Sammy,
You shall rest in peace..
In my heart.
Thank you for being here...
Thank you for being my friend...
Thank you for everything...
You will always be in my heart forever and always...
Te amo... <3 :'(
So i decided to watch your memorial video again today....i made it to the first minute befor i burst into tears...i really miss you baby...mayyou forever rest in peace..I Love You 3
Sam,
Every one is always talking about how they miss you, and it bothers me. Why do they miss you? Why do I miss you! We all say the same things "we miss you" "rest in peace" "wish you were here" "I love you", after a while, it stops meaning so much...
I'm not saying those words aren't true, I do miss you, I do love you, I do wish you were here, and I hope you're in peace, but I have something else I want to say. Thank you.
Thank you for being a great friend.
Thank you for being you.
Thank you for everything
Everything except dying.
I'll always miss you Sam, always...
but...it's almost been eight months...
I think it's time I move on...
Because if all I can do is write the same words in different form on your page, and fill you in on all the drama, what's the point? If there is a heaven and you are watching over all of us, you don't need to be worrying about all of that. You should be knowing we're all okay. That we have been able to live these eight months with you in our hearts and on our minds, but not breaking us down because you're gone.
We all deserve to move on, no matter how hard it is. We should keep you in our hearts and thoughts, but take steps to a greater life. That's what I'm going to do, because everyone else around me (ie, Courtney and Jesse) are moving on with their lives, they may not think they are, but they are. Whereas I haven't. I sit here and watch that video Jo(e?) made of you after you died... and I cry. I haven't moved on, but today I'm going to take that first step.
I'm going to smile when I think of you instead of cry
I'm going to cherish the memories and conversations we had, not want them back.
I'm going to let you go, so I can continue living.
I hope I'll see you again, Sammy...
I really miss you, I hope you know that.
Je t'aime <3
So...i've met this girl..and she makes me feel so special...:-/...i hope things with her can last...i miss you hun...may you forever rest in peace, Amare Tu.
Sammy I miss you so much.,. :"( 3
I wish you were here.... Maybe you could help....
GAWD I feel more dead then normal....
I love and miss you so much...
Te amo... :"( <3 3
i thought i had everything suppressed and gone...trust her to bring back everything...i do still miss you...in everyway...and i can't wait for te day my soul joins yours...i love you baby...forever and always...just like our old days....3
I don't know of it's 5 or 6 months....
I think it's six months tomorrow....
*sigh*
right mow I'm feeling sick to my stomach just... uhh..
Sammy it's been real hard wothout you....
I really miss and love you lots....
I shall never EVER forget you or the great memories we've had.....
May you alwYs rest in peace my shinning star....
Remind me how to breath Sammy....
Remind me how to life....
Remind me how to be free!
I miss yuo..
I Love you with all my heart...
Rest in peace my shining star... 3 :'( <3
Nothing is the same!!!!!
Nothing is normal!!
EVERYTHING IS FUCKED UP!!!
Sammy why did you have to go :'(
R.I.P 3 <3