"Your fat, maybe you learn how to diet" (that's what i was told by this one girl who hates me and her brother (who i wrote an journal entry about)...)Does being 3 pounds over healthy count as being fat?Some days i think i look pretty others i think i don'tI don't have anyone to tell me everyday I'm gorgeous...So now i don't feel pretty.I feel ugly, stupid, fat, not amazingI find sharp objects and...

She's 13 years old.Has sex 4 times a weekSmokesDoes DrugsDrinksShe's my best friend.Ever since March she's been a slut and totally different.I wish i was there to catch her before she fell, and started screwing her life up.But if she falls I'm going to fall with her it's what calls us best friends forever,I wish she didn't start hanging out with that one girl.The one girl that changed her from...

I really like an hot Italian/American guy who is 16(older then me) and he lives an hour away and he flirts with me and all and every time i ask him if he likes me he says "i dont know"I mean i really really really really the Italian/American, he's hot, nice, funny, and can make my day better.But i always think I'm annoying him because him and i only talk once or twice a day for like an hour or...

People tell me I'm beautifulBut i don't feel like i amThere literally is not one person in the world that knows me. The real me.I'm not this girlie bubbly girl that people see me asThe truth about me.I come home crying everydayI cry over stupid stuff like a C in a class.Because i know i will get yelled at when i get home.I try to find that one person i can tell anything to, and they wont run away...

Yesterday,I saw my boyfriend for the first time and him and i been dating for about 2 months now. I know stupid why didn't i see him before but it's because he lives like an hour away from me.But he came to my friends house and i hung out with him and his friends and he just acted liked he didn't want to be there.And he ditched me to smoke a cigarette.And i had to hug him like 10 minutes just...