11-24-11

Music seems to speak to me tonight. I keep listening to songs that remind me of you. Even so, no song can ever express just how I feel about you. I'm falling in love with you so fast. My body's wanted you since I first saw you, but I didn't know then, that my heart was soon to follow. The way you move your body to the music makes me crazy. The way you drive so fast, and yet so carefully thrills...
November 25th, 2011 at 02:35am

10-24-11

Last night my boyfriend Shane was over. My mom left to go pick up my dad from the airport, and we were having a welcome home party for him. Shane isn't into facebook at all, and I've been asking him to get on and accept my relationship request for a while now, and I asked him to last night again, and he snapped and starting yelling at me about pestering him, and so I started to cry, and he went on...
October 25th, 2011 at 01:29am

I wish it was as true as you say

I'm getting really sick and tired of hearing this one phrase, "I'd do anything for you". Because it is simply not true. When it comes down to it, you are never willing. You're leaving in 2 months, and even though it will break my heart, and I've asked you not to go hundreds of times, you always distance yourself from me when I need you most. I ask you to try and be more flirty, but you say that...
June 19th, 2011 at 07:57pm

11-10-10

I'm a volcano. But instead of lava, I erupt screams, anger and hurt. I'm constantly under pressure. If you talk to me, I'll erupt. It's not my fault. I can't control it. Why can't people understand that? Why can't they just leave me alone, and stop trying to fix me. I can't even fix me. And if anyone can, it's going to be me.Everything is too much to take. Getting out of bed is hard. Everyday I...
November 10th, 2010 at 08:03pm

10-18-10

I am now engaged to my amazing boyfriend. Or should I say, Fiancé? (;About a week ago, he asked me to marry him, and I said yes. I cannot stress enough how much I love, adore, care for and trust him. He is the one. I know it. For sure.He is was an amazing boyfriend, is an amazing Fiancé, will be an amazing Husband and a terrific father someday. I love him with all of my heart, and can't wait to...
October 28th, 2010 at 09:06pm

9-27-10

The note my boyfriend gave me:"Dear love of my life,When is it that I'll learn exactly how much I love you? Every time I think about it, I realize that there is nothing I can compare it to. I don't know what exactly it is about you, but I know deep inside my mind that I'd do anything to make you happy, to protect you, to never leave you. You're the one for me. Every time I'm around you, the world...
September 28th, 2010 at 03:55am

8-29-10

My boyfriend has been gone all weekend. He's been backpacking 17 miles with 2 of his friends, so needless to say, I've had no communication with him what-so-ever.I mean, obviously we don't see each other every day, but I usually at least hear from him once a day. But all weekend, I've had no communication with him at all.I miss him so fucking much, and I can't wait until I can see him again. He...
August 29th, 2010 at 06:59pm