I'm not sure how to really start this one off. All I know is how I feel. I feel empty (hence the title), I should be happy. Although I'm not. I keep having this nightmare where I smash my hand threw a window or a mirror. And I'm rushed to the hospital and all I hear the doctor saying is that I'm broken and I hear my heart monitor die and then I wake up. I don't understand the point of it however I...

I have this feeling weather its connected to my dreams or if its just a paranoia feeling. I keep having this feeling I'm being watched. And to top it off I got a phone call last night and this guy clearly knew more about me than he should using a name that I went by that I hadn't used for almost two years. He knew what I was going to be doing later that day and that's when I hung up (he never told...

I've been known to solve every ones problems. To be every ones mom to make everything better for everyone else. I was even called a super hero by my counselor. She said "you go out of your way to make sure everyone else's life is so much better, who's there for you? Who do you go to when your having a bad day and you just want someone to ask "whats wrong?" Who helps you out?" I don't really have...

My friend. From the start you claimed the name "big brother". You were there for me through everything. You held my hand through my first horror movie. You walked me almost through the whole town just so I could calm down. I called you when I got my first boy friend and when I first got my heart broken. I could go on forever on all the things you do for me and the things you've done for my in the...

so i just found out one of my closets friend mike was going to commit suicide, and let me tell you it scared the shit out of me. i called him cried and began to hyperventilate. it got really bad i thought i was going to pass out. he said he wouldn't leave me. he promised me even swore to me that he wouldn't but i feel like he was just saying that to make me calm down because i have never been like...