Im through..

Im so sick of feeling like this..My emotions swallow me whole to where I cannot see my existance.The pressures of life and the painful memories that I must endorse.Everything is so wrong. For someone so young, my world is soold. The situations don't make sense and the words don't add up.Only I can see what has really happend to me. All of those tinylttle lies and those unspoken words has gotten to...
June 14th, 2010 at 05:14am

[[ A new thought has crossed my mind... ]]

I don't know why, but the other day I was thinking about what it would be like to be bisexual. I have nothing against homosexuals,lesbians,bisexuals, or straight people. It doesn't bother me at all. As long as their happy, then It's not considered a negative outlook or a sin. I mean, I quite enjoy being straight, but sometimes I wonder what having attraction to the opposite sex would be like....
May 13th, 2010 at 03:48am

[[ Is staying here really worth it?.. ]]

I've been thinking about if staying here is where I belong. I'm tired of making everyone else happy. It's my turn now. My chance to be happy. I love them to death, but living in this place has brought upon feelings of hatred and despair. Look at what i've become..murderious. I can't rest anymore. My mind is constantly on " killing mode". I'm bothered by all the yelling, all of my tears in my...
May 7th, 2010 at 03:48am

[[ Attempting to regain who I was.. ]]

Have you ever looked in the mirror and wondered, " Why can't I just like myself ? " That's exacty what I say every morning when I wake up for school. It's like i can't stop the negative attitiude towards myself. Surely, eveyone gets complimented once in awhile , but even if I don, I just can't get myself going. I've read in teen magazines and internet articles that men like confident women. So,...
May 3rd, 2010 at 03:59am