I hate that I get so overwhelmed the rational side of my brain stops workingI hate being wrongI hate others being right more than I hate being wrongI hate how no one else cares as much as meI hate that I care too muchI hate that I'm proudI hate that I'm stubbornI hate that I'm impatientI hate that I'm dumb with wordsI hate that I can't write songsI hate that I never give myself a breakI hate that...

Wanting What You Can't Have SyndromeSomething of which i am a specialist. Unfortunately.There is this guy in my year. Kinda cute, eccentric, funny, sweet etc etcFor a few weeks now I've been liking him in that 'more than a friend way'. Only now i have found out he's moving back to Germany in the summer. So naturally, I'm totally besotted with him. Which just sucks for me.If i do tell him i like...

This wont make much sense unless you look at my previous post.Here goes.So we finally managed to persuade another one of my friends to come . Only now she has suddenly remembered that she agreed to babysit that night ages ago and she totally forgot about it (suspicious?). The grand total of mates coming now = 1. Pathetic.At school they were doing free chlamydia tests to our year group. It was...

So im in this band, and we have another gig at school. We've had one before around christmas time, and out of all my friends, only 1 could be bothered to come.You have no IDEA how annoyed and pissed off i was about this.So we have another gig this friday. All last week i have been going on about it. hoping they would get the message that i wanted them to come along. But no, it has resulted in my...