I have a lack of appetite lately i'm rearly hungry I bearly feel like eating and when I do its because I want to taste the flavor of the food i get full so easily from a tiny portion. I don't no if this I normal for me I kno before this I dident eat healthy for about 4 months before that I had depression for about 2 years so I never really ate then and before I ate very healthy and right now I eat...

My mother is a crazy sicotic Bitch but I still love her even after everything thing she's done to me here are some things ...........my mom was never really around when I was little we never had real mother and daughter bonding times I dident really live with her till the age of 8 my whole live change during that time my mom would get beat and I would sometimes see her get beat by her boyfriend he...

Just got done smoking weed I started laughing lol I am hecka relaxed right now but I promise myself that this will be the last time any time so and hopefully for the rest of my life bc I don't want to end up like my mom or some of my friends smoking it all the time to see my mom addicted and is a shame but I will enjoy this high while it last because after this this is going too be it because I...

I almost snapped last nightMy mom just kept doing stuff the bug the hell out of me and saying off the wall stuffI was praying to god not to let me nap. On this women she had got in my bed and started sucking her fingers and let me tell you I hate that fucking sound she did it all extra loud and I snapped for a second I turned and sat up hella fast reached my arm out and yelled it wasent really a...

Feeling shit less pouring my eyes out why mom now you fanily made me give up on trying to make this work you known what fuck im. Done now im feeled with tears just pouring and been waiting to come out you've always told me no one loved me well you know what I don't care im use to it now we've never been close you dident raise me there is no hope at all im done with you all you do is make me feel...

I singehed a modeling contrat to dayyah that's right im a model now bitchesI always been self consuis about my tummyBut now ima start working my ass of at my work out thingI feel like not eating for a day nowif I could make myself throw up I probly would o wellwell no that would never happen so I changemy mind on that 1By the end of this month my tummy is gonna b so tonedThe thing is all my fat...

We where close we went to the same school the first time we talked we instaly become best friends but I had moved to a new school then after a while like now we aren't close like we used. To be worst he mom would never let her hang out with me at my place or go anywhere with me but now I don't c her all all much at my new school I've been for 3 months there isn't anyone I can trust the feeling is...

Ok so this is what happened on new yearsMy cuz had came over I am a cuple of months older and we are hella close so are our moms so our moms had went out and we was mad because they got to go out and party and shit when we dident then I remembered my mom had some weed honey and we decided to walk to the store but it was close and we wanted some cigarettes and this gut asked us if ween went to this...

I went to the weed fest todayo yay everybody was smoking and sharing my mom and her friends where smoking other people weed that they just meet everyone for age 13 shit maybe even younger on up where smokingmy mom was trying to get me to smoke I said no because im on probation she said I wont get in trouble just tell her where I was that's why the stuff is in my system so I took a hit I ant much...

Life is a bitchyou learn the hard way no one is truly your friendDon't trust anyone because they're all back stabbersin life the only person you got is yourself your the only one that is gonna know how you feel and be there every body tells you they'll b there but when the day comes where the he'll are they?I see all these lier's and cheaters makes me believe there is no such thing of love and...

Broken and fragilea piece of shitAlone and scaredShush don't cry honey because this is only the beginningPick the gun up and blow my brains outo won't you honeyIll only do you harmIts a pityself harm is such a beautiful thingseeing the blood pore outAnd seeing the look on your mother face when she ask whyNothing can fix meLive lifeDon't give a fuck of what others thinklife is to shortSo if you...

Some info about meI move schools alot witch I hate bc that means trying to make new friendsI just moved in with my grandfather last month witch is like living with a stranger bc growing up ii never spent time with him we only went out I eat 3 times in my whole life and that was the only time I spent with him so its weird living with himI've always gotten in to trouble in schoolim depressed to the...

I am not close with my mom never have been and never will be she had me at a young age so she was never really around so she would go out and party and never was home so I would stay with my great grandmother so later I moved in with my grandmother that's when all he'll broke lose we did not get along I thing part of it is bc we both like to have the last word well in the beginning we was ok then...