That title is a reference to me and my Mandy's song, Vanilla Twilight by Owl City. I kind of picked it without asking him...but it reminds me so much of him, and he loves Owl City, so.... I'm lovestruck. Haha, I'm in that phase of "wooo everything's perfect because I'm in love!" I feel...awesome, really. My friends have been asking me if I'm high, lately. Haha, I'm just happy. I guess they don't...

I just barfed rainbows. Asking F*cking Alexandria and Motionless In F*cking White are coming to Michigan. On a Friday. During Spring Break. At a venue that is not in Detroit. For a price I can afford. Where I can get a ride to. I'm going. I don't care what it takes. I'm going. It's on my bucket list to see them before I die. Derp derp derp derp derp derp derp derp derp derp derp derp derp derp...

Yup. That's Queen lyrics right there. Lol, I don't know why, but I like the Emilie Autumn version better, though the original is pretty awesome. I don't think I'm going to bother with spacing in this journal, because it's appearing as a large block of text anyways -.-I'm finally happy. Like, truly, completely happy. I don't know why, everything just seems to be falling into place. My medication...

Someone posted a journal like this...a day or two ago. And I'm finally getting around to making mine. this is just because a lot of her turn offs were my turn ons... And...I'm bi, so I'm gonna make there be two parts to each. Because I like different things on girls and guys.Turn onsOn guys:-long hair-dark hair or really blond, almost white hair-dark eyes-piercings-gauges-tattoos-no facial...

that anyone has ever gotten me for Christmas.First off, I got a Death Note shirt :D It's got L's beautiful face all over it :')when I opened it, this was my expression:I also got a complete works of Edgar Allan Poe, and a complete fictional works of HP Lovecraft. :DDDDDD-fangirl moment!-Overall:THANK YOU MOMMY!

I made a new profile layout! :DDDDIt's epicly amazing, and it took me forever -.-But, alas, I got what I wanted. So I'm happy!Check it out, awesome peeps of mibba! It's awesome and creepyWhile looking for the perfect picture for the profile, I got a wacky, crazy, idea for a story. Kind of like a grim reaper story, but about this girl who's kind of like the Fates. She's an angel of death, meaning...

I'm sick of my boring green and black one. I'm trying to figure out how to write a layout, but I can't find anything on how. I'm fairly good at HTML, but I can't figure out what the hell I'm supposed to type. I'm about to break down and ask my dad for help, which would mean revealing that I have a mibba account to him :(All I want is something simple, with a simple picture of a grim reaper and a...

Merry Christmas, y'all. I know its actually the day after Christmas, but I didn't really have time to make this journal yesterday.I'm happy, I got two BVB shirts and a MIW shirt, and a complete works of Edgar Allan Poe and HP Lovecraft. <3 My fav horror authors. I got a gift card to hot topic as well, so I went there and got a Death Note shirt, and a Blood On the Dance Floor shirt. I love Death...

lol. I'm bored so I feel like telling y'all who I am on other sites.These are my wattpad accounts:Vampiric_Rocker Wasabi_and_Pepsi Nikki_Sammi_Katy _grim_Vampiric_Rocker is all my old stuffWasabi_and_Pepsi is where me and my sister collaborate on stories (I'm Pepsi)Nikki_Sammi_Katy is where I wrote a fan fiction collaboration with my friends (I'm Katy)_grim_ is where I've been posting my more...

I really don't care that swear words aren't allowed, this picture sums up my feelings at the moment. -.-Meh. I've just been friendzoned...which would be okay, if he wasn't so d*mn perfect. (is that a cuss word? do I even need to censor it?...the world may never know)Seriously...I don't know why we broke up. We both still like each other, and friendzone really hurts me, and him....This is mostly...

Today's my birthday...which eh, I don't care if you wish me happy birthday or not. I'm just fangirling over my presents.Okay...first, I got a Hello Kitty Pez dispenser. :D I <3 Hello Kitty. Like, my love for her is almost unreasonable.I also got three shirts...band shirts :D Falling In Reverse, Asking Alexandria, and Evanescence. Now I finally have band shirts that aren't BVB! (Don't get me...

Hehe, I made a banner. Funny this is, I'm nowhere near as morbid as the banner and my username suggest....So apparently I'm married now.... But that's not the beginning of this story.I'm so weird. I swear...every guy I date is at least two years older than me. I dunno, I've had crushes on people my own age...but they never like me back. And other people my age who like me just seem...immature. Not...

Well. It's official. The therapist said I was clearly depressed. I'll be seeing the psychiatrist person or whatever to get meds next week. It's scary. I'll also have therapy.I've posted a lot of journals now.... A lot of them explain exactly how I feel. I'll print them out and take them to the therapist next time.I just wanted to thank anyone who commented on those journals, because they really...

you probably thought this was gonna be a journal about how I'm afraid of the dark or something, right?Wrong.I have my first therapy thing today.I'm scared.I'm fairly certain I have depression...and I'm scared. People haven't believed me when I said I was sad before, and I'm afraid they won't believe me again.I've posted other journals about why I'm depressed....I'm afraid of letting people down....

ever feel like you're running in circles? Falling for the same person over and over?My life story.I just got rejected by him again....it doesn't even hurt anymore.I just feel like I can't breathe.t h i s. i s. n o t. f a i r.for some people, love is easy.I guess not for me.I wish, for once, he would feel the same for me.But he never will.I know he won't.But I'll just keep falling for...

Okay, I died of happiness yesterday. Let me explain why.First, you should know that I have a huge celebrity crush on Michael Vampire. Let's take a moment to look at his amazingness.I love him, I really do.Well, I started a story based on one of his songs, and made a trailer for it, using his music video for that song.Here's the link to my video.Yesterday, I woke up and checked my youtube, and had...

Anywho. Not a lot to say but I know there's a word minimum. Mostly all I wanted to do was show you this.Isn't it adorable? It's screenshots from an interview. It was Craig and Robert's expressions when they found out they'd be playing Sunset Strip Music Festival with Motley Crue.I think I would've done the same thing. Mostly because my band sucks.Anywho. Wonder if this is long enough to post...

I hate it when they call me emo. They're my lame excuse for best friends, and they call me emo. Then they mime someone slashing their wrists. It hurts when they do that, because I'm not like that. I'm not emo, I'm me. I go to school everyday dressed in black head to toe, eyes covered in black eyeliner, my hair dyed black, and that's just who I am. I'm not pretending to be something I'm not, and...