Maybe it means so much because the last lines say a lot.. "May your neighbors respect you, trouble neglect you, angels accept you, and heaven accept you." To me that's a lot coming from a song called "Shot For Me" which I initially thought was referring to alcohol (to my defense it is a Drake song). I guess it does make some type of sense. "Take a shot for me oh oh oh oh oh Take a shot for me."...

Public school is like not good for your well being. I use to love the thought of public school when it was distant and only subjected to high school. First of all my attention span went from on whatever I needed it to pay mind to to whatever happened to be going on around me. I mean my stupid ass boring private school taught me discipline that is slowly being erased by public school. And alll...

I just had a "beautifully" written journal with all my thoughts, rants, and opinions (etc.) on various subjects and I accidentally erased it.. GRRRR!!!!!!!! MOOOO!!! RAWRRR!!! WOOOF?!I'm not sure why, but I tend to enjoy listening to music I don't understand better than music I fullly understand. I'm not sure whether or not its because I feel like I'm stimulating my mind or because some music is...

Alright.. So today I realized nothing goes right ever. I try to kid arond have a little fun and I'm greeted with nothing more than than a slap in the face. Miscommunication always seems to be the problem. I don't know if you're talking to me or the person in front of you, you get the cold shoulder. Walk away from a conversation going nowhere, watch your back. All because of what.. Oh yeah right I...

so today i just had to listen to some My Chemical Romance because they're the awesomest. Oh and because an MCR song came up on Pandora radio Thurs and it reminded of me of my friends. They should know who they are and they are constantly changing their usernames so i will not fill in the ______. It truly made my day perfect from the beginning. Oh and was going to say something else........(..as in...

I like to think I'm a deep person. I like to believe that I will be successful and progress into a memorable human being when I get older. I like any other person have wondered how my life will be in the future. How many children will I have? Will I get married? Will I hate my life? At this point I'm even sure how i'm going to feel in the next minute nonetheless next couple of years. I have such...

So if you didn't know already the title is a song by the Runaways. I may be called a music addict because I'll listen to practically everything. This song is on a continuous rerun in my head... I can't believe I'm not sick of it yet I've listened to it about a trillion times. Joan Jett of the Runaways solo I think has way better songs than the Runaways as a whole. Bad Reputation is my new theme...

Have you ever been in a situation that you didn't know how to handle? I seem to be in this kind of predicament a lot lately. It's hard to deal with it's like pre traumatic stress (you probably didn't get it but that was suppose to be kind of funny I guess- you know pre instead of post traumatic stress). I know it's not funny.I'm not sure if I was seeing things or if she was seeing things. I mean...

I wonder what would happen if I died this summer. Like how would my parents get word out. I mean I hope most of the people I know would go to my funeral. How would my parents tell my friends? Would they just find out? Would they think I was ignoring them? I really want to know what would happen if my heart stopped beating. Even if it only landed me in a hospital bed for weeks. I want to know who...

A comment. Will you bite the Hand that feeds you will you stay will down on your knees. Will you bite the hand that feeds you will you stay down on your knees. It keeps playing in m head more dramatic everytime. Kind of like inscary movies howthe music gets faster and louder as that one scary moment comes ... Ooo so supposedly I need 59 more words. I feel like I should comment on Uganda they have...

Ok so basketball my favorite sport in the world probably won't be on this winter :(. There is what they call a lockout which is a term meaning there's no money for the players to be paid or we just don't want to pay you. The same thing for football season I mean what am I going to do with myself this year I hate hockey and although Jacoby Ellsbury is... Well I won't go there baseball is not going...

So the title was inspired by this song I was hearing.I can already imagine my life in the future if this I how it is now. I see myself on the floor dead hugging a cross. Because of course I'm lonely an I have only Jesus in my life because I'm jus that lonely. And I'm dead on because I overdosed on a combination of Zoloft and Zyrexa. If you're not sure what Zoloft is I'm not exactly sure but I'm...

So I just finished reading the lyrics to Tyler the Creator's Goblin. I really think you should check it out even if you're not a rap fan. I'm not asking for you to listen to the song just read the lyrics. It just made me feel I don't know normal. I wonder what my parents would say if i played that song for them, maybe they'd have an epiphany. It's really hard just to talk to them about certain...

I'll admit I'm not a clear person I'm not at al straight forward (well that's kind of a lie). I like to make people think. One day I'd like to be the most respected shrink in the books, literally. I'll have a series of novels on how to beat depression and undecillion awards hanging in my office. I will have the word and the bird is the word. I kind of just through you off on purpose. I'd like to...

I saw the phone today. The phone is a sign that he's still a lying deceiving piece of ship that doesn't deserve any of our presence. How can you lie to someone in their face, in front of your kids? I mean what the fork is wrong with you. I'm so close to loosing all respect for you. Oh I know it sounds like I don't have any respect for you now but it could be so much worst. I can tell you how I...

I never thought a song could bring me to tears but hear I am. The song that did this to me Cancer by My Chemical Romance. It just brings back so many memories from when my grandparents were going through chemo. My grandmother had leukemia and she died in a choma 11 days before Christmas. My grandfather died the following year just 12 days before the anniversary of her death. He had stomach...

That's where my mum was born then she traveled to the states or as the islanders call it afueda. Then she met my father then I was born and now I'm here. But that's not the point here I am today bored as a frog. Sitting writing something no one wants and or cares about in my basement. Oh boy don't I have awonderful life. And wonderful friends that answer my texts and or calls. If you didn't catch...

Geniuses are amazing especially ones by the name of Natasha. Oh wait that's me (oh yes i know that was extremely corny). No but in all seriousness I love geniuses and feel that I am a genius except when I'm not. That makes perfect sense, right?! Well at least it does to me there is no other way of explaining it. If you don't get it sorry you're just not a genius. Oh goodness I'm expieriencing (I...

Isn't it just ridiculously terrible when you have no plans on a Friday? You're forced to stay home doing important things... I'm the defiinition of a procrasinator so I tend to avoid such situations. BTW Switched at Birth is a good show you should check it out. GRRR... I haven't watched the new Pretty Little Liars yet I'm now a slacker and procrasinator. Keyshia Cole's album Calling All Hearts is...

Covers are always neccessary (I probably failed at spelling that, some words I just can't spell please forgive me). Example time cover for the journals I write on my ipod is an extremely short lists of songs I should buy on itunes. My smile the cover up to me emotions. Fake texting a cover up to the fact I'm stuck in an awkward situation, I don't want people to know I'm lonely/ rely on them, and...