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No problem. I dont know how big of a help i could be.. You know more than i do.. But i can try. Ive been told that i give good advice but i cant take my own advice. We have similar stories from what you said... Not the best of things but thats okay. The past is the past. You can only live in the present and plan for the future. Im going to go to bed because im extremely tired. Thank you! Ill talk to you later. Goodnight. (:

Oh no you didnt make it sound all weird and creepy i thought that i did. And i wont make any moves either. Although it may be hard. Lol. Just kidding. Thank you so much. You have no idea. I have a feeling ill be thanking you even more when im sober for a while. Which may be hard but i think i could do it if i put my mind to it. Ive never actually had someone that i could talk to about this because of my fear of being judged so its nice to be able to talk to you. (: And dont hesitate to text me when you need help. I dont want you to just help me.. I want to be able to help you too. If you ever need it. Or if you just need to talk because i know that when you bottle something up thats when you do things your not proud of because thats what i do. And ive been used alot. Before i met my girl i really didnt care about anything and i did allow myself to be used for alot. Drugs, sex, etc. But i really dont want to go into detail with that. :/ Bad times and id rather not remember them.

But we are not going to think about the pain. Because we are strong and we can get through this!!! And im going to be here for you just like you are for me. And if you really really really need someone to talk to you can text me. Which you can have my number but only if you really need it. Im kinda debating whether or not thats a good idea but idk. I just want to help you as much as possible and of course i need your help. But dont worry.. I have a girl and you are cute but im not into you that way. Idk. Im making this sound weird and creepy. And yeah.. I guess it is because you are real. And you are so willing to help that its just amazing and im so grateful. Im so sorry for making this all weird and awkward and creepy. Lol. :/

Very understandable. I know how it feels to be broken and it isnt a good feeling. :/ I would actually love your help if you dont mind. As much as i hate to admit it i really do need help. Im always afraid that ill be found in a ditch somewhere. Im usually not so open about all of this but it just seems like i can trust you. (: Which is saying alot because i dont trust very many people. I can be tough when i need to be. I dont get on here alot so it will be hard to talk to you whenever i need someone. But thats okay, ill make it work. Oh and anorexia and bulimia. Ive never been through that but you are beautiful the way you are Darling there is no reason to change yourself in that kind of way. And i LOVE your eyes. (:

Mine was also a book.. i apologize. Lol. And sorry about the 'Darling" thing. Its a habit. I say it to everyone.

Wow. That was a book. lol. (: I understood it all. Ive been drinking and smoking and doing drugs since i can remember. My older sister was 15 so i was about 12 when i started. So only two years. Ive tried just going without it but i always get depressed and go back to it. I guess it doesnt help that my girl does drugs and drinks too. I dont want to put that burdon (Spellcheck?) on you though. You have enough to deal with Darling you dont need my problems too. Ive been doing a lot better than i was though. It was like at least 3 times a day i would go out and get high now its like once a day. Sometimes not at all. It really just depends on what happens that day. Ive been to therapists because my mom found pill bottles and razors. But unfortunately that didnt help so i quit going. I know that i dont know you but im glad you stopped.. I wouldnt wish this lifestyle on anyone. And you seem like a really nice person. (: Thank you so much for the advice and the offer! I really appreciate it.

I may change it. But if i do it will just be Autumn Paige. (: Dont worry about it. I am too sometimes. Im doing pretty good at the moment actually. So i was reading your "about me" thing. You havent drank or done drugs since December 11, 2011.. Wow. Congradulations. (I think i spelled that right?) How do you do it? If you dont mind me asking. I would love to know so i could try to stop...

Your welcome. (: Its not that i hate the name.. Its just that it isnt the right name for me. So i go by my middle name. (: How are you?

Thank you !! :) sorry it was my birthday today so i had to plan stuff all week!

Im glad it finished good. But my day yesterday was eh, okay. There was family fighting so it sucked, but then i went to my friends house and we had fun. (: today will hopefully be better.

hehe thanks for the photo comment :)

Hey beautiful, whats shakin? Hows your day so far? Remember, youre loved. (:

ofc! <3

It actually was a pretty good day. Fridays are always good. :)

That'd just be awesome ^-^ anyways, have a good day today hun :D dont forget to show the world your beautiful smile.

Nuu y does he gotta worse. I think he should get n a horrible accident ;)

omg if you do it will certaintly make me laugh and smile and it will make my week :D

Well if its better than usual i spose thats good..and even if you do go to therapy you dont have to talk about anything you dont want to. Talk about cheerios instead. :)

You truly are the bees knees! :)

i hope so. and my day was better. (: hows about yours?