I know it will. its like my only hope right now for this situation to get better and i just need to see him again so we'll talk in person. I think thats all (:
Awh :D i feel a-speshul :3 eh, my day wasnt any better. Maybe a little worse ._. i texted the guy though, and i think it made me even sadder. He just seemed so distant while i was trying to work everything out..guh.
Oh my gosh! hahaha. I was like who the hell is leaving this comment on my profile? then I was like.. oh shoot! Its Paige(: Uhm they wont let crystal have her baby, i guess she wasnt dialated enough. they thought she was going to go into labor. if she doesnt go into labor by thursday they're inducing her and are going to put her into labor friday morning(:
But i love you as well! Psh I dont drink either(; actually i have gotten semi better! But i still dont do it!
I love you as well bessssfrann (: forever and always my love(:
Yeah i spose im pretty caring. And you seem like too much of an amazing person to deserve sadness, so i want you to be happy. (: but why do you feel like crying?
Yeah, i dont either..im super serious about them..wait does that mean youre gonna cut again? D:
Eh, im okay. The day was okay. My newest poem kinda describes how i felt all day.
Ugh, i know its bad..and im not gonna do it unless im with that specific friend..but gah i wish i could promise people that i wont do it again..but i cant promise. /: and it sucks. But anyways, im sorry. And i hope things get better asap. <3 80 days? Yay! :'D
Im sorry...thats just gotta be terrible. I cant imagine..how are you feeling now?
And my day? My day was hectic. I got high for the first time ever. I cant describe it. But i promised someone id never smoke and now im in the same room as him. To make things worse, hes flirting with my cousin. Not as bad of a day as yours though.