I don't actually plan to kill myself any time soon. I'm too much of a masochist to let myself out so easily. I failed to drown myself because I thought "wait, we were going to see how long you could stay outside of an institution."
I really do appreciate your concern, and you have asked a question that I never asked myself in considering when I should die. Your suggestions for fending off depression are also helpful, but I am actually not depressed. I am not sad. The things in my life that have gone wrong do not bring me woe-- I can tell people about them and find them somewhat amusing. This life is not wrong. This mind is wrong. It does not function as it should and more than indifferently not valuing it, I dread the thing.
Yeah.. Basically it just means the persons really mad and hurt by the person and so they want revenge but deep inside they know that they still care about them and that they just need to forgive and forget and the the obvious that youd be a crazy, narcissistic, cannibalistic, serial killer if you did all that :)
Does Mibba make it impossible for you to view Weightless? Cause if that's the case I can switch it back to PG-13. There is just abuse and self harm in it so I wanted to be safe, but I can just put a warning in the summary which I think works just as well.
Thanks for all your super sweet comments on my poems! <3 sorry i didn't reply before now, i didn't see them until five minutes ago haha but thanks again! you're a really good comment-er lol what you say actually means something to me :)