Girls this days make me sad. Don’t get me wrong I am probably as much as a sentimental slut as the girl next to me but I don’t go around sounding/acting completely desperate. I don’t change the way I am to appear appealing to a ANYONE, either you like the way I am or you don’t.I hate seeing what girls will do for a guy, I’ve seen girls who have started smoking to be with a guy, wait not...

80% of the time I’m in pajamas while the other 20% consist of looking like a homeless person.I like holding hands too much.I don’t know how to act “normal” out in public.I don’t smoke.I HATE the taste of beer.If I think you’re being dumb I will tell you the bluntest way possible.I won’t tell you what you want to hear.I won’t make a sandwich for you, I will make my own and make you...

They would never understand the satisfaction I get when my legs are all bruised up and my feet are burnt. The meaning of missing toe nails and broken worn-out feet. The beauty of flats and pointes. Working your body beyond it's limit because you live for it. When your abs are so sore you are terrefied of sneezing, your calf muscles are too big for knee socks and your leg muscles are as strongs as...

I want to stop crying at night, I want to stop calling your name in my sleep, I want to stop picturing you outside my window sitting on the fence.I want to hear your voice close to my hear again singing all those songs you sang at night, I want to see you smile, I want to hear you laugh, I want to see your gorgeous eyes staring back at me, I want to hold your hand again even thou it was icy cold,...

The more I think about it, the more anxious I get, the deeper the hole in my chest feels and the tighter the knot in my gut feels.We've been together five months, the longest relationship I've had in a few years.I would never trade you for anyone, I feel like I could never stop loving you, I feel like I have to be at your side at all times, I feel like you're everything I once wanted, but are you...

I see why I love you this much, the way that we are makes us perfect for eachother, the way that we love makes us perfect, the way that we're able to snort and smoke likes there's no tomorrow makes us perfect.People are mislead by our looks and the way we talk but none of them know how we truly are. Nobody will know me like you do, nobody will be able to put up with all the shit that I do except...

Because they would ask "Why aren't you skinny"But the truth of the matter is I do deal with a raging eating disorder and unlike most belief this sickness is incurable, some learn to control it over the years but when you least expect it you're back into the habit of purging, starving, chewing and spitting out.In my case I learn to tone it down, but I'm never happy with myself...I'm almost 5'1 and...

Fucking behind the dumpster down the street from the show. Fucking in the shower at the Hotel Carlton. Making out in the recycle bin. Looking at her tattoos while she's asleep. Taking showers together. Playing checkers with cigarette butts. Watching her band play. Dumpstering veggies together and then going back to her place and cooking up a feast. Knowing the same parts of the same songs. Both of...