I miss her .. More than anything lately . I thought I saw her yesterday .. The girl looked so much like her .. I wish she hadn't have left .. Not like that .. Not without a goodbye .. I need her , I need her back . I can't stop the tears , I cry so much . Even the thought of her , or mention of her name brings me to tears . She shouldn't have had to leave , she was supposed to stay .. We made...

I didn't really think i could feel this way . It is kinda scared tbh . i've never been in such a bad place . I've been staying with my friend the past couple days , staying home's too hard , and she's too worried about me to let me go home . Which i guess is a good thing , me not going home and staying with her .. atleast when i'm around her i feel okay and happy , feeling's i haven't felt in so...

Well my birthday's today.. but honestly I wish it wasn't. Because i'm nothing but angry and upset. i guess i'll explain why..Yesterday after school, I came home to find my mom crying because my dad was taken to the hospital by the cops because he was planning to kill himself. He wanted to OD. Then he got home, and got wasted and decided to start shit with me. Honestly, if you say that i want you...

I haven't been on here in a long time, missing having internet .-.I'd like to be able to say my life as gotten better, but it really has not. Depression is kicking my ass.. But she helps. This amazing girl walked into my life, and I love her more than anything in this world. She's why I am still alive. Maybe two weeks ago I was really bad, and she talked me out of doing some really bad shit.....

Maybe it's my fault he's leaving, and maybe no body in the family will ever forgive me, but i don't really care.. I know it's going to hurt my mom, and siblings, but my pains gone. That's selfish, but oh well. He's put me through so much hell the past 10 years. I could care less if he leaves.Or, Maybe i should be the one to leave.. I'm everyones problem, so if i leave, everyone will be happy.....