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YOU GO! :D

Seriously, get him back. I love when you're happy. Also, I should be sending your belated birthday card tomorrow :P

I wish there was something I could do or just say to make you feel better, but I've never been good for cheering people up :(

I still think that you're amazing and beautiful and should just take a deep breath and just show him what he's missing. Show the world how amazing you are!

Awwh :(

I remember the days where we had like 3 conversations going at once haha! :P xx

I will go, I'll just go when I'm ready. I never usually like going to the doctors until I feel I need to, and right now I'm okay, apart from headaches but that could just be because I did hit my head pretty hard.

I'm not sure what to say, some people will never be able to see that they're doing something wrong, and that it hurts others, it's just the way they are. Sometimes they realize when it's too late :/ *hugs*

That's awesome :D
I am glad you are!

I just had a letter that said I probably am anaemic. It said something about going to the doctors or making an appointment, but I know they're just gonna give me tablets that I can't swallow. So, Im just gonna wait till my next midwife appointment, rather than make an appointment with the doctor. -_-

And people keep telling me what to do, they're all annoying me, can't they just go away and leave me be? I like being left... can't sit in my own chair, can't do this, have to do that... grrrrr.

speaking of letters, your birthday card might come a bit later than your birthday seeing as I have yet to get a stamp still.

:(

I wish I could help you, or at least I wish I could have an answer or some advice for you, but you know I've always sucked at that :/ *hugs*

Awwh, if I could make it better I would, but for now just accept some hugs.... :(
*hugs*

I don't know why I'd be in a knife factory... Why would a pregnant teenager enter a knife factory? XD

I think I've given myself a concussion. I've had a concussion before but it didn't come on until a few days after the actual event of my head being hit. It's not bad though just headaches, so I think I'll be fine!

I remember you saying about being tested for those! I've made myself ill by stressing. I'm so laid back now though (at least I think I am), there's no way I could make myself ill by stressing.

I can't keep going. I don't want to do childcare anymore for a start. I don't get joy from looking after other people's children.

Also today, for the first time in 7 years I fainted/blacked out/passed out, and I hit my head on either the radiator or the floor (which is proper concrete tiles type thing) possibly both. I did have a lump on my head, but it's gone down now it just hurts, my knee hurts, the side of my leg hurts to touch and my ear and shoulder xD Basically battered my right side. The doctor said that it's probably just from being pregnant, and because I used to do it all the time as a child I'd be more prone to doing it while pregnant... She is also gonna find my bloods see if I'm anemic and she wants to check to see if I have a water infection or something like that..

I was gonna clean my room today and all, but I was banned from it lol. I was gonna jump in the shower, but Ima wait till tomorrow now just in case I go again. :/

Damned Mibba's comment system!
Clicking off it by mistake and it flaming closes, it's so annoying!

I need to get a stamp, I'll try tomorrow.. I'm not even sure where you buy stamps! Is it only the post office now?

Anyway, nope the college shall never know, they can just assume!
I'm not sure I can stay any longer anyway, my mind has gone, I have the memory of a fly, and I can't concentrate on anything. I'm too tired and I don't want to do childcare anymore >.< I just can't. It's a waste of time because even if I did do this year, I wouldn't go back for a second :/ I'm definitely going to keep in touch my with friends though, even though I know Ima miss a bunch of funny things :/

I'm mailing you a pic, I bought two, and I'm going to send one to you :P
It's face shape atm resembles Lewis a lot :P

The college aren't going to ever know >.>
At least I'm not telling them.

:/

My college phoned me today, well, the head woman of my course. I call her the head woman because she seems to be the one who sorts out the childcare bunch! I think maybe things are going to be sorted out for me, I don't know... we'll see.

Had the scan. I'm 13 weeks!!! It kinda waved at us + it bounced! XD I think it has Lewis' nose but he said it has mine, it looks more like his than mine :P

I remember how stressed you got with those, it made me feel quite sad because all I wanted to do was cheer you up! Colleges are so unorganised! It's insane!

I hope you can fix it!

I can die happy knowing that you have finally admitted your undying love for me :3

Of course you'll get to see! I'm not sure about posting it on Facebook because Lewis hasn't told his friends. I'm gonna discuss facebooking it with him tomorrow :P I could, if I get multiple prints mail it to you with your birthday card :3 we'll see!

I get to find out exactly how many weeks it is, and a better estimation of the due date! I think I'm roughly 13 weeks today, who knows I could be more or less! I think I get to hear it's heartbeat too... I'm excited now. I'd be disappointed now for sure if something happened *touches wood* but positive thinking :D

EMILY EMILY EMILY EMILY EMILY EMILY EMILY EMILY XD

GUESS WHAT.........

IMA TELL YOU! :D :D


............
I love you :3
Paha, no, but in all seriousness, I'm having a scan on Tuesday :3

Crazy child :P
I was expecting you to message it to me :P

Maybe the world will spam you with birthday cards :P

:P nah I love Lewis, so he's safe :)
And dude!! I know! :P I remember your birthday don't worry. I meant to ask you for your address so I can at least mail you a card :3

Emily I did wake up and now it is nowhere to be seen. I could have eaten it for all I know D: It's vanished!!!!!!

I did fund raising today for Jeans for Genes :) It was kinda fun actually! Hugged 3 randoms xD Not sure if Lewis would be happy. The last guy that hugged me was like 'that's not a proper hug' so I hugged him again and was like 'well I have a boyfriend so y'know' and he was like 'that's still not right' and then he flaming picked me up xD I have no idea why he didn't do it to Joan!!!

*hugs* :3

You punched the potato? No wonder it burnt you!! Not with it today then?

I always do something stupid before big things... It's just life :P
The spider is still there, it's okay as long as it doesnt come near me >.< if I wake up and it's like on this side of the room I will scream!