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Wedding dresses are beautiful, the one my mammy has chosen is amazing :P
I think she's secretly doubting though, but she doesn't realize how amazing she looked in it, because she's like me with self confidence and such!

You burnt your finger on a potato? At least it wasn't something silly like a pea :P I've burnt my finger on a chip if that makes you feel like less of a nob?

Awwh :/

My mother has officially chosen her wedding dress now, that's what I did today haha... Now I'm too scared to sleep in case it moves over here :/

*Sigh* I was gonna get home, get dressed and sleep, but there's a damned spider in my room. The type with a small body but gigantic long legs :(

I can't do anything about it, it'll probably end up on my face in the morning or laying eggs.. I mean what/where else is it going to go/do??

I know.. damned chrome.. It only gave me once choice and I just couldn't be bothered haha...

:O That's actually quite a shock to hear that from you.. I mean I give up all the time, which is completely different from what I was like when I was a child.. I refused to do anything else until I had finished what I was doing, and had done it correctly.. Seriously I was actually like that xD

I've lost my patients.... dammit, I spelt it wrong... Chrome corrected me.
Everything bothers me, but twice as much.. :L

I weighed myself today, and from all the sickness, and being ill these last few days, I've managed to lose 7lbs... :( Only time I don't wanna lose weight and I go and lose it. I'm suppose to weigh like ... 2lbs more not 7lbs less >.<

I also fainted earlier when I got out the shower, went all dizzy so I sat on the edge of the bath, next thing I'm on the floor... :/ I definitely need to eat more >.<

Sounds complicated D:

This is awful, I feel awful. I've been sleeping almost all day, I haven't eaten yet, I know not a great idea with being preggo and all... but I just don't have an appetite! >.<

I need a shower, I'll probably feel better with a shower but my head just spins when I stand, and I hate baths :/ I honestly don't remember the last time I had a cold like this :/

Awesome! :) For a moment then I thought I'd forgotten your birthday, but then I realized it's still September :P

I generally don't get ill anymore because my immune system is epic xD. I'd like to know where I've picked up this sore throat/cold type thing from... Probably Lewis... I guess my immune system is no longer epic :(

*HUGS* I've had so many different things done to my back, I'm just used to back pain now, as annoying as it can be.

Right now I'm pissed off because there is another spider thingy in the kitchen, Lewis isn't here, I'm all on my own and I was really hoping he'd be here. I have so much to do. I really don't like Bugs, he smells and he's a little *insert random insulting swear word*. I hate that they went on holiday and thought that I'd be able to sort Bugs out while going to college all week. When I get home I just want to die, I don't want to let a wild rabbit run riots in the garden, I want to just do nothing.

I have a sore throat too, which could be many things. It feels like tonsillitis again, it just feels the same... That would suck because Lewis wouldn't come see me when I had it last time :(

I live off of fizzy drinks.

I'm just sitting here making excuses... We had to do a power point on some random stuff, but I don't know where my usb stick is, nor can I find/understand half the information! It's about legislations and policies. To be honest, I think it's idiotic that she only gave us 3 days to do it! xD

I woke up with a bad back this morning, I must have slept awkwardly or something.

He, she... they're all the same to me... Haha, I'm not in a great mood, I just made myself food and it was like eating *insert something that tastes yuck*

Everything I drink doesn't normally taste like water though. Coke has an edge to it. Water, squash, juice, it's all disgusting. It just leaves me even more thirsty than I already was! :/

I don't think teachers care so much when they mark tests, they just mark them wrong or right, but she will probably understand.

I'm so thirsty right now, I hate water. It does not de-thirst me at all!

I'm sure you did good in your test, you are amazing after all :)

The woman gave me a pack thing and wants me to fill in some Stuff, but she didn't say how much of it I had to fill in... Urgh, it can't just be simple, you turn up, they ask questions and that's it.. it has to be complicated xD

I have a midwife appointment today :(

Sad face because I know some of them are grouchy and horrible, and most people don't believe me that I'm 18, what if she looks at me (hasn't checked my files yet) and thinks I'm like 12 xD Seriously, I get so many people shouting at me "SERIOUSLY?" when I tell them I'm 18... they all look at me shocked..

Anyway, I didn't really wanna go on my own, Jackie was suppose to be coming but she's on holiday, so I'm all alone xD

I'm not quitting now, but I know for a fact I won't be finishing it. I've already told Bethanie that I know I won't last long. Lewis knows I won't last long, he's already told me to stop going, it's only been 2 weeks!!! I've told him not yet xD

Oh and jobs, I'm not even going to explain about anything to do with that. I'm an awkward person. Lewis only has a year left in college, after that he'll probably find a better paying job , he was saying something about an apprenticeship where we could end up in another country possibly... He's already told me we're going to be fine, people around me are telling me we'll be fine, even my Nan said.

Don't worry, I'm staying for a while, eventually the lecturers will start to realize though!

I should have gone with my guts and just not enrolled. Who am I kidding?
I can't just do this, I suck at life xD Wasted £40, I know I wouldn't be feeling like this if it weren't for stupid accidents. What can I do though? I know even if I did stay up until it's born, I wouldn't go back after that...

I'm just wasting/killing time.

I don't really know what to wear ever, I was suppose to wash all my clothes today, but that never happened! I can't do this, I just can't...

I know it's only been a week but I just don't feel like I can do this, I have a full day tomorrow and I have no clothes to wear :/

I am watching awkward, ohhh the funny-ness.

Dude, I would be the same if my internet crashed! :P
Speaking of lives, Lewis told me he's going to someone's birthday, kinda made me feel like those wives that never go anywhere with husbands that always go out xD I'm going to be so lonely that day! :/

I just gotta suck it up...

:O

Connor is either calling me fat, or he's heard people talking! LOL, today, Connor started rubbing my belly and said wow someone's growing a baby! So he's either calling me fat, or he has like x-ray eyes, or he's overheard people talking! xD