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Haha, I'm with the year 9s! Cause when I left school they were all tiny year 9s!
Bless, now some of them are taller than me!!! :( I start officially tomorrow, joy. Waking up extra early just because I refuse to get on the actual college bus! I dislike people >.>

We're having curry today, my mouth is going to be like a volcano, sorry I couldn't think of a better example haha. I love curry though. OH Speaking of food, yesterday, I had... an actual... REAL... meat filled sausage! :O :O :O :O

I feel like I have a cold now, but I don't. It's only at night. Maybe it's a pregnant thing, I don't know. I do know that my taste buds have changed a lot, spicy food, is now actually spicy to me! I could eat anything spicy, and it wouldn't burn my mouth at all. The other day when Lewis and I had chinese, I only had curry sauce.. just plain old curry sauce, my mouth was on fire! I was just like WTF!?!

Wow! Thats freaky!
I used to have a reaccuring dream, that once made me sleep walk, it was odd because I woke up outside my bedroom door... Crying. I don't remember how I got there, but the dream I've had a few times.

I watched Doctor Who last night, also alone in my room. I'm not really easy to scare though. It takes a lot with t.v shows and films :P

I decided to join a random forum for pregnant people, so I'm just sitting here scanning through them all! I think Sundays are just so boring :/

Oh how disappointing.
I have just come back from dinner, and cleaning out the guinea pig's cage.
I have nothing else to do now so I'm just playing Sims 3.

I am very well thank you, and youself?

Hello - :3

Thought I'd just tell you even though you're probably gone, I got an appointment for 3 today, I shall tell you how it goes :)

I like walking, and sometimes going on car journeys, other than that I'd rather stay at home! Hah.

It's wierd with Lewis, for a moment he even seemed excited! He's gonna be fine. Going to book the appointment today, hopefully it will only be next week! My doctors are terrible xxx

I had to drag a pink suitcase around once, it was awful! At least it was only until we checked in. Oh I still can't believe you're flying alone, I could never do that, I can't do much without Lewis anymore!

Speaking of Lewis, he's much better :) it's weird, I feel like someone has taken
over him! Xxx

OH Have fun in Germany :D
I'm sure you will :) :)

I will message you, but knowing my doctors you'll be back by the time I get an actual appointment!

I'll miss you too, LOVE YOUU xxxx

Awesome Em! :)

Haha, gutted! I've done that with a project we were doing once at school... I ended up having way more time than most people! I'm sure your results are amazing even though you're not that bothered.

I just had breakfast even though I've been up for 2 hours. Everything I like tastes funny! It's weird. This has been happening for like 2-3 weeks now, I think it's linked with my hormones and such.

I remember when we were walking around ASDA, I was thinking 'I'm not pregnant, I can't be, my period is just being silly and hiding' I was expecting the test to be negative. When I told Lewis that he said he knew it was going to be positive, he said all the signs just pointed towards it!

I have never seen that, I've wanted to, just never really have.

I think he's going to be fine. I was really worried about him last night, up until this afternoon really when I asked if he was okay (when he finally spoke to me) he said yeah with a smiley face, and then after that text... He will be fine. I honestly thought he hated me for a moment though >.<

I'm going to go down to make the appointment rather than call, so Lewis will be with me when I make the appointment, he'll probably come too, I'm not sure.

I haven't talked to him since yesterday evening, it was like around 7 or 8ish and he went to lay down because he couldn't stop thinking about it and it was giving him a headache.

I did the second one as soon as I woke up (I only woke up so early because I needed to pee!) it had the same result, positive. So Im going to either call the doctor later or go down Friday. Depends on how shy I'm feeling today, because like I said I mumble on the phone.

I have no idea!

I know the easiest person to tell will be my mother. I always say to her when I have news for her, I message her on facebook and say 'I've got a surprise for you' and then on the Saturdays when I see her the first thing she guesses is that I'm pregnant, so when I do tell her I'll do that and just say yup when she says...

It's just telling everybody else xx

He is... He went to lie down hours ago, and hasn't come back since. He's not himself at all because of this, and I know he doesn't want, he made it clear ages ago. I was okay with that.

I just wish he would chill out a little. I looked again on the test earlier, definitely was positive. I'm still doing the other in the morning just to check, and then off to the doctors with me it is! :P xx

I've decided Em...
What's happened, has happened, and there's nothing me OR Lewis can do about it, if it's meant to be then it's going to happen. I do believe things happen for a reason. So I'm just going to carry on like normal. I'm not going to sit around and act as if it's the end of the world (like a certain someone) >.<

I love him so much, but he's so silly. I know all this wasn't meant to happen until we were living together, and were a little stable with our lives and the money and such, but it's happening now. >.< There's not much we can do. You're right though, maybe if I just carry on, and be calm then he will too, eventually. xx