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I think that his parents should have given him a chance and tried to get him out of that wrong croud. After all, that's what parents are there for, right? Guidence, I guess. Kicking him out will only make it worse, and he will have few to turn to for help then. Is there anything you know that you might be able to do to pull him away from that croud?

Oh, and I replied the comment you left me. Also, thanks for the comment too.

Hm, you have a good point there. My mother always thought of me as chronic/manic depressive, my stepdad thought that I might be schizophernic (can't ever spell that right, I swear), and you and a few others think bipolar. My mother had huge, excessive depression, so she thought of it as me getting it off of her; I have heard voices and seens things before, so my stepdad asumed that hard word above (which he is himself).

Keeping all the above in mind, I have very, very bad mood swings. For example: I am hyper and enjoying life, but I am suddenly on the floor crying and looking for an overdose the next, and then I might suddenly go really happy again, which then might turn to emotional anger. I also get noted for having an apparent split personality by people whoo talk to me a lot. I have this really dark, mysterious and isolated side, but I also have a loving and cheerful side.

I even have two accounts somewhere where I display two of my main personalities: the dark side and my more cheerful side. I would go on one account and post my other side message, telling that side that they are loved and wanted.because I often feel the oposite.

I am aslo very obsessive compulsive: I obsess and stalk (not in a sick way, just wondering if they're ignoring me) my friends around the Interent when I think that they're ignoring me, amd I will watch their pages for hours until they say something to me. I feel selfish by thinking they're ignoring me when they are just talking to others, though. I think that might also fit under parania. I also OBSESS TO NO END about my appearence. I am extremely obsessed about my appearence and insecure, so I'm constantly asking if I look half-dead and zombie, but people say I am better than fine.

Sorry for the long kind of rant message. I should have said that in self-rant journal to see what people think is my mental "flaw". It does seem bipolar to me, but I know little about mental health prolems.

I have mood swings too. Mine are deadly excessive. Can't stay one emotion for two minutes: I swings between happy and extremely depressed. Alll out of balance in my emotions, that's me. I have recently developed a short temeper, strangely.

I plan to leave dark emtoions on this site too. I tend to leave dark emotions in my journals sometimes, thought some of them are about life in general, but mainly insanity amd love.

Ah it's alright, ah and I see. I get on it almost everyday, unless I'm really busy, I don't know, everyone on here makes me feel better :]

noooooo problem :)
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I'm alright.. Extremely bored..

I'm okay, really bored. x[

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Hello, welcome, I'm Jenna. :]
Hehe, you joined mibba exactly a year after me. ^.^ What's up?

Welcome to Mibba. =)
I'm Jessica- how are you?

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