Good afternoon.I am writing this while tired and not ready to live.So my dream last night was one of the coolest I'd ever had.For some background, I loved the show Outer Banks. It was amazing and I loved all of the characters. Including JJ, who is played by Rudy Pankow. He is fuckin hot and I have come to love his personality he shares through interviews and his social media. Anyways, I started...

My dreams and my nightmares are incredibly vivid.Usually, I wake up in a sweat or breathing heavily no matter what the dream was about.This time was a little different. Lately, My dreams have been more fear-based instead of weird or peculiar. The nightmare began with me in a room with a modeling agent and a few models surrounding me. The agent was Jane Lynch and the model's faces were blurred. I...

Well... Hi, everyone. It's been a long minute since I've even had a thought about this website. I was caught off guard the other day when I was at work, working on some research; I had a thought about one of my favorite stories on Wattpad that I read a few years ago. It is one of those stories that I have an incredibly vivid memory of the specific scenes I pictured while reading it. I can remember...

I am terrified.I am without-a-doubt, head-over-heels, in love.I am absolutely afraid.I fear that I can be too much at times.I fear that the balance between too much and not enough is out of my reach.I fear that grasping too tightly and being too aloof are what will ultimately be my demise.I care too much or not at all.I read too much into situations or I don't read enough.I drive 10 over the speed...

Today, I almost forgot to put my glasses on before leaving the house.Today, I was late for work.Today, I didn't wear makeup for the first time in 2 weeks.Today, I resisted the urge to submerge myself in the need to be in constant communication.Today, I helped a friend understand something she couldn't click together, herself.Today, I gave that same friend a new haircut and color that makes her...

I felt the soothing serenity of a daydream in the midst of reality.I felt something very real and delicate. I felt calm for the first time in months.I did not feel anxious or uneasy. I did not feel the normal nuisance of nervousness.That night, I didn't think about the dark corners of my mind and the vulnerabilities that come along with them. I didn't think about facing them or being consumed by...