To be completely honest I stopped self-harming for awhile. I was trying to recover from self harm. I thought it was best to get help with that as I got help for my eating disorder, body dysmorphia, and my OCD.Apparently my doctor thinks I have a perfectionist personality. He thinks that has something to do with my anorexia purge subtype.I just want to cut. I'm gonna start cutting again though. It...

At school, everyone has an opinion. I understand that, but when everyone's opinion is the same about you then it's a hard fact. So that's it. I'm ugly. I knew this for years like since I was 7 (I'm 16 now).Only a few people say they think I'm pretty which they don't. 99% of people think I'm ugly. That 1% is my mom, boyfriend, and friends.I wear a size small. I asked my friends (who are guys) what...

Height: 5'2Current Weight: 109 poundsLowest Weight/ED Weight: 86 poundsGoal Weight: 100 poundsUltimate Goal Weight: 82-76 poundsI'm now 109 pounds. I'm not underweight again yet. I want to be as sick as I was before. Does that make me terrible? I honestly want my eating disorder to be the death of me. Does that make me terrible?I'm only allowed 500 calories a day. I have a vigorous exercise...