Adrenaline fogs my thoughts, i cant think clearly, cant feel the pain. I think it hurts but then i feel it. Warmth and coldness curled as one like the cruel scythes blade, gnarled and blunt yet elegantly light and easy to part flesh from bone, its funny how life can seem so important and yet so fleeting, why do we exist? why do we hurt? why do we cry? does it really end?Sometimes i wonder if death...

That ship has sunk, I tried to move on and i tried to let go, but i sunk to the bottom where all the world can forget me. I said id stay here waiting, i set my anchor down, but when i tried to leave i ended up drowning, now im far below and if i wanted i couldn't go. My decisions have led me here, but my feelings chained me here.I know you wanted me to give up, to move on to someone else, but it...

My friend..ex-friend who i had a crush on and who promised me a chance to have a relationship with after her current one inevitably falls appart has blocked me online and ceased comunication with me of any kind. i feel my heart slowly melting away and it wouldnt be the first time with her doing this to me, but i promised her id wait for her. im wondering if this heart will turn toxic and be my...

life is terrible, isnt it?i spent all day working my ass off as usual, and when i get to sit down for a few minutes my mother tells me im being lazy and shes sick of the way that i do nothing for the family. yet my 15 year old brother is allowed to fester in his dark room for weeks on end playing stupid Cod or some other terrible games. i spend all my money payng rent to stay in my house and i buy...

SO im new to blogs or whatever this shits called, this will just be a sorta intro or sumshit.One thing to note is that most of what I do/say is not intended to be taken seriously. I like to be intentionally tasteless. And I don't mean "I say the F word a lot." I will ironically say ignorant, morbid, or uncomfortable things. If you are easily offended, you are my punchline, and if I were sorry, I...