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mmm...yes i think its okay...it smells like bananas though. eep!! meh at least you get to give into deliciousness.

have fun dear, and i am going to bed now! mmm tired and giving up.

:)

sure! i'll just squish them into my laptop and pour the hot chocolate in there too, and pm it all too you!! geez this better not wreck my computer cos then i wont be able to write any more :(

mm...how does banana pancakes sound? i am completly and utterly obssesed with them! and hot chocolate. that stuff is soo good.
ha guess what. i might be writing a frerard. haha just as i have been paying them out. but it will be different. a choose your own frerard. you know those books where you choose what happens to the characters?? well like one of those and i'm writing it with someone else...haha i think its a good idea cos it might be fun for readers.
gah no closer to finishing assignment. in fact, i think i am going backwards!

haha i type like a child. just whatever pops into my head i say. like frerard. i like frerard, but i think everyone thinks that frank is the only one gee can be with cos i have noticed all the other stories which have him with anyone else dont really rate high...like they have to be pretty good to be noticed!
i should read some of your stories. i will one day, i promise nof, after i do my stupidddddddddd assignment. which will be never.

nice thinking!!!!! seriously, really good thinking nof! i will do that, i have been doing it but unintentionally. he just get embarrassed around her when she says she wants him! haha.
see this is why i love getting comments, cos every now and then someone will come out with a brilliant idea like this one!
i'm sorry. i would be writing right now if i didnt have stupid assignments to be doing :(. trust me, i wish i was writing.

you know the thing about writing love stories with gerard, is no one wants them to be together in the end. unless its a frerard, where everyone just goes crazy for the happy ending...you know what i mean. haha i was just thinking that before. i have a habit of typing like i'm talking. sorry! :)

yay you thought of her too! i thought that would be pretty weird and twisted, but sadly i can fully see that happening! ha its not that hard to imagine...or write about. but we'll see huh....
yes uni is hard but for me its better then doing nothing. like i dont want to have some crappy job that i am stuck in all my life cos i couldnt be bothered to study and oh god i think i have just talked myself into doing my assignment with that one sentence. geez i am slack.
my advice, have some idea of what you want to do before you drop out cos you dont wanna have to work in like....maccy d's your whole life...you know. have something to fall back on or be passionate about something. dont drop out to do nothing! (like so many of my friends)

haha wow that was a bit of a rant! sorryyyyyyy NOF

ahh school. i miss that place. i go to uni now, so the work is a lot harder.

what are you going to do if you leave school? i still have no idea what i want to do, yet i am in uni!

i think bob is the one for the story, but you never know. i plan all this stuff, go to type it but write something completly different. so you never know! haha it could be eliza! that would be pretty funny!!! hahaha now i'm laughing just thinking about it.

meh i'm weird.

NOF i was thinking about bob!! like theres a few i was thinking about and he is most definatly up there! i just think he is sooo cute!
or someone like realllly nerdy and weird would be cute too...hmm...that was just a random thought i had then haha...just thought i would share.

i have started...i just have problems keeping going. i really find it hard to work. it sucks so bad, but i can never do my assignments until the night before they are due. gahhh so slack. dont ever be like me NOF

FW i love it NOF!!! haha sweet we have nicknames, loves it.

ooo who do you think honey is going to end up with?? do tell do tell!!! cos i reallllly would love it if it was the same person i have in mind!!

i have been thinking about other stories...i wont start one yet cos i have lots of assignments (hence why i have been on here all day procrastinating sooo bad when i have 2 due tomorrow!) and i would like write more of my first story before i start a new one!

i'm glad you think its a good idea. cos i didint want gee and honey to end up together (cos everyone knows him and frank are made for each other haha).

and i have a very very weird idea that would be funny who Hon will end up with in the very end. haha but i wont give that away ;)
i'm glad your like me and just type and your story happens. cos that is very much how i write and thats why i think its so s**t sometimes!

i value your opinion sooo much N.O.F!! (number one fan!)

what did you think would happen??
cos i dont think i want gee and honey to end up together....but i do want him to change her. i want him to be someone special in her life that fixes her messed up life and makes her be someone more meaniful that wants to help the world.

but i dont know, cos i just type and it comes out. like half the stuff i have written i never planned for!

Tomorrow night I think...I haven't seen my father today yet..We've only spoken on phone and he said it'll be something like tomorrow night or the day after tomorrow in the morning..I don't know..That was pretty fast..I know...He has his connections haha.
A friend and you're nervous?...Something must be going on between you 2 lol...Tell me.. =)
I'm going to be spending the day saying my goodbyes to everybody...I don't know what I should do with Stacy though...I think she knows I'm leaving...I just told her best friend I am...
I can hear my friends downstairs are here...so I guess I'll be off now =(
I'll TRY to get on mibba for this one last time before I leave tomorrow...But I'm not sure that I'll be there/...
Anyways, I'm expecting to see comments from you when I get back from AZ!
I don't want to come back to see you've forgotten who that stupid depressed guy called Kevin is!!
So for now..bye...Chris is already behind me on the pc...And he's all like who's that cutie! (you)
I'll seriously be missing you! I'll be reading this last comment from you then be off..TALK TO YOU WHEN I GET BACK! BYE DEPRESSION BUDDY! wow that was long..sorry lol

okay well for my story i am thinking: honey and gee will eventually give into lust and have a night of passion which they both enjoy. Gerard will feel guilty but i think (THINK) he will end it with eliza in order to be with honey. and then they start a relationship, its all wonderful at first but then it starts to suck cos honey isnt as committed to it as gee and she eventually begins to get bored of it as she does with all her other relationships.
everything with honey is pretty much a whirlwind and gee just gets swept up in it.

so i think it will end...do you want me to keep going???

sorry if i said too much number one fan! (i'm going to call you nof)

Hehe, yes it does make sense... it seems like you've known me for years because I've poured my entire life out to you those past couple of days...haha it has helped though..So thank you!
And hey, when was the fun side of a person scray? Or is it the fact that I have sides? lol. Everyone does, don't they?
Actually, Angela slept the whole night on my bed...Yeah...She was really comfortable...Ok...For the next part...try not to laugh too hard at me...I had to squeeze myself in her pinkish little bed...Man I almost felt like a girl..and my back still hurts..But...as long as she was comfortable...right? lol
I'm feeling better already...The thought of going back to my old friends..Ahh =)
I won't be playing soccer there though...=( So...now you...What's the next couple of days plans? =)

I just got off the phone...Stacy's best friend called me... it's weird because she's her best friend and she was asking ME what's wrong with Stacy...Appearently she hasn't told her what she did yesterday and now...from what I understood...Stacy won't talk to anyone..Emma said she's been crying a lot and her parents don't even know about it...Anyways I told her the whole thing...Even though it's killing me to know what's happening with her...I'm still leaving...And yes...I will be missing you so fucking much!! But hopefully...I'll be back and you will see the fun side of me whoa!! haha you only know the depression buddy...
And seriously....I didn't know they cover marshmallows with chocolate...That must great...can I please have some? Please?

Going with your little sister to school! Sweet! Had fun?
And no! It's not my last night as in I'll be away forever...cause I'll definitely be back...
I won't stay in AZ for long...Just to visit my friends...Besides...the house is too big there and I hate the fact of being all alone so I'll be back in no time. Just to figure things out...=) So wait for me! lol
So what's my depression buddy doing now? I know...Listening to....Green day?
You better not be on the floor though...!!!

Back..You on? I forgot to ask about your day earlier...What a jerk.
You need to be on!! I may not be able to come online anymore for a while...
My parents just booked me a flight to AZ...I told them the whole story and they thought if it makes me feel better to go back to where my best friends are then I should so...I'm going to start packing and say goodbye to everybody here...I already did to some....So this may be my last night on here...So I'm here...

oh yes i am very accepting to have stalker. i mean the fact that i am worthy of being stalked makes it cool!
of course i want to know what you want to happen! some of the things that happened in my story are cos of readers comments.
now...do you want me to tell you what i want to happen? it might give it away and you have to keep it secret! hehe.

Yeah nevermind me. I don't know what I want anymore...I'm going to take Angela to her piano classes now...I think we're already late but she doesn't seem to mind.
I'll be back later...Talk to you then...If you were on...And had nothing better to do lol
Bye Bex! Thank you for listening! You're a real sweetheart!

Yeah ofcourse I know you wouldn't mean any harm. But the thing that's bothering me the most is that I know she loves me a lot and I know that she THINKS I'll be better off without her..She always used to tell me I'm better than her...This annoyed the hell out of me but I never thought she'd do something like that. I don't know.
I have decided to go back to AZ but I'm not sure about leaving the team, besides being the shitty captain who's suddenly leaving the team... I fucking messed up enough already in those past couple of days, I haven't been playing well so..Yeah..What should I do? lol easy question yeah