Forgotten.Deathwish / Comments

It's not just that. She came to my soccer practice yesterday. It really made me happy to see her and all so I didn't practice with the guys I just sat with her and we started talking...Actually she did...It was about her mom...then her dad....then her mom again...and I was listening...until she came to a conclusion that...We're better off away from each other!! I mean what the fuck!! Is she trying to mess with my head or something? It did look like she didn't want to be with me...But I hate myself for fucking understanding her...Does that sound right? I still think she's a really really sweet girl and still fucking love her...Man I'm weird the girl just broke up with me...Yes, I think I'm moving back to AZ without my parents...just for a while...I mean we still have our house there too

And I call it crazy since I'm only going back there to be away for a while and see how life was before I met her. You still there?

After I read my comment I noticed that I looked like I was going to killl myself or something. The crazy idea is that I might move back to AZ for a while.

BEX!!!! Depression buddy!!!!! My lady of sorrows!!!! ARE YOU THERE?!!!
Sorry I couldn't be on earlier, I was out. Even though I wasn't feeling well but I just couldn't stand the idea of sitting home, that would devistate me even more.
It's really sweet of you to keep checking mibba for me!! I like you =) lol
But don't worry about me I mean I'll have to deal with this shit but I'll be ok soon.
I have this crazy idea in my head though...I don't know what I'm going to do.
I'll wait a little to see if you were on....I don't have much time though I have to drive Angela to piano classes since mom has some friends from some club over.

yay i have a stalker thats sooo cool! i've always wanted one.
what do you want to happen in my story? i always love hearing what people want!
your my number one fan! haha i LOVE it!

i'm watching some weird movie with will ferrell but hes not funny in it. its called stranger then fiction. its weird seeing will play someone serious.

hehe how is it that you are always the first to comment me when i update!? gah you have a gift woman!

i hope you liked it. cos i didnt mean for it to go that long and then i just kept writing and was like OH crap thats like a whole chapter of nothing!! haha.

=(
I don't think you'll be on today......The day is seriously cursed. If I was lucky enough we'll talk tomorrow.
Sweet dreams!

Where are you!............Wake up!..............Please?...Pretty please?

I'm on now..come online come on come on come on!!!

Please don't tell me you're not on =( I'm really not okay.

BEEEXX!!! =( I'm not okaaaay!! isn't that a my chemical romance's song?
Fuck my life man. How's yours?

Hey sorrows lady!! Were you able to wake up early today? Or did I make you stay up so late you woke up at noon....Like in my case here =)
Don't tell anyone.....But I kind of liked the movie yesterday...I don't know why but it actually made me laugh too!! Have you seen it?.. Surf's Up? lol
I was on my way to practice and thought I'd check mibba. Nothing from Stacy but it's good to know you remembered me =) lol
Hope your day goes well !! Talk to you later!

What are you waiting for! Go go go!
Seriously go to bed. At least you'll get to sleep.
Angela seems to have fallen asleep on my bed and I know if I tried to move her I'll wake her up and god knows I wouldn't want that to happen.
Anyways, good night!!! Sleep tight.....I'll be watching Angela's cartoons now haha bye! =)

She's on my bed watching a movie too. So typical of you 2 haha and she seems to be so into that Surf's Up dvd so I'll leave her alone for a while but mom is going to go crazy when she finds out I let her stay up so late...Then she won't leave her under my responsibility again...whoa! Nice plan!
I just finished your story...It's awesome...You do know you're going to have to update it or I'll be going on and on about it =D haha.
I can't believe I haven't given it to you yet here you add kev.arizx@hotmail.com. Cause I'm not on right now. Actually I don't use it much since Stacy doesn't anymore and because I have no idea who most of the people there are but they, somehow, know me, and so many strangers' IMs sometimes make me freak out. Mibba sounds way better. Except for the need for refresh every 2 minutes!

I got more into this story because my sister's name is Angela, close to Angel lol. But the difference between them is that when you put Angel to bed she stays there, now Angela is back insisting on staying awake. And you're probably right she might be scared the house is too big and right now it's too quiet...I hate it when there's no noise, I don't know why though. So what are you doing? besides laying in bed..!!

Chapter 4!! Whoa! It's good so far !!
Hey, wait, you're in bed? That means I might lose you like any minute now...WAKE UP GIRL!!!
No seriously, if you were sleepy then just go to sleep and nevermind me, I'm enjoying reading your story. Natalie seems to be into Gerard so far but she just doesn't want to admit it! Am I right? Am I?
Oh by the way, we got some chocolates today if you want to, I saved you some lol
and sorry for the late reply I was tucking my sis back in, it's been 3 days she's been acting like that, she keeps finding excuses to stay up and my parents are spending the night out with friends so I'm in charge of her.Man it sucks to have responsibilities...I don't think you're still awake dude lol I can feel it.
You must show me your drawings sometime come on!

I was hoping you'd be on!! I started reading your story!! Still chapter 2 though lol
That's about what I'm doing right now, yeah, real busy.
I'm a little 'depressed' too...Typical of me those last couple of days. Actually I was fine all day but then I read this message from Stacy and I haven't spoken to her all day, she doesn't sound ok which is really frustrating me and it's a good thing you're on! Wooo! I can complain now! haha
what are you doing? You haven't shown me any of your drawings yet by the way =(
I'm expecting a reply from you. DO NO FALL ASLEEP! lol

My lady of sorrows!!! I cannot believe you fell asleep yesterday am I THAT boring? lol and so not only you sat on the floor you also slept on it! Not good! I'm telling your mom!!!
Anyways how was your day? Mine was really busy, I tried to get on mibba but couldn't, and now that I read Stacy's message, I got even more depressed so I came looking for my depression buddy!! =D BE ON BUDDY!! lol

My depression talking buddy is off isnt she! anyways I'm here to say GOODNIGHT! I'm going to bed now so hope you're having some sweet dreams....about me....haha......just kidding. So night! Talk to you tomorrow =)

Ok lol, I did think they were straight, but after reading a story after another, I kind of started to believe it lol there are more Gerard and Frank gay stories than the straight ones and at the time (yesterday lol) I didn't know what Frerad was so I didn't know how to avoid them. Not that I have anything against it but it kind of freaked me out in the end..
Right now I'm reading Stacy's story...And then I'll be starting with yours =D I don't know why I haven't before..I didn't see it until now. But I did read the poem about your grandfather. I loved it! I'm sorry about him though =( I never knew my grandparents, only my one grandma =)
Anyways what are you listening to now...I'm listening to I Don't Love You...it's goood!