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I would love to be your Valentine. :D Even though I am eeeeeven later. I've been away in our little cottage in the middle of nowhere for the past week. I've missed yooooou, blue.

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Gah, I know. But sometimes they make me laugh. Like my other friend, who was so sheer desparadoes - he asked out two girls in one day. They both said no. lololololol.

I know, he's just so "I think I'm so smooth". I think he partly does it for a joke, or at least, I hope. Like today I was telling him about how much I like Green Day. He told me I must be obsessed, so I told him that was an understatment and he should see my bedroom (because of all my posters and my framed shirt and all), and his reply was, "I'll bet I'll see your bedroom soon ;)"
OH MY GOD I HAVE NEVER MET ANYONE SO DESPERATE.

... And yet, I know what you mean. That sort of attention is a rarity for me, anyway. So yes, I too get a bang out of it, haha.

Really? No, I don't think you've told me that before. Oh well, 'tis no big deal. I had my first kiss about three days before my fifteenth birthday. I haven't had one since July. A lot of my friends haven't had boyfriend or been kissed either. I guess some people are just lucky enough to get the guys they want and such. And I guess you and I just aren't one of those people. :P

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They are such trouble. I'm having issues with this one boy who happened to find out about 'how far' my last boyfriend and I got and is now all interested. He thinks I'm really cheap and I'll drop my pants for anyone. I don't even know why, because the guy it all happened with and I were actually TOGETHER at the time, y'know. I didn't just pick him off the street and y'know *shudders*. So yeah, he's all, "Babe, what can I say to get you to do all those sweet things to me" and "Maybe you should come over when the house is free" and UGHUGHUGHUGH. But it's weird because he's not even popular, he hasn't had a single girlfriend, I've known him for years and our dads work together. It just seems that every guy I know is suddenly monumentally desperate and very sexually frustrated. D:

Oh, blue. I am so sorry. I hate it when that happens. I had an awful day last year when the guy I had like for a year started going around with this completely phony who wore floral prints and liked 'indie' music. And there was me, practically a female equivalent to this guy. Sometimes you just want to scream at them. "I'M HERE, PICK ME!"

Ah, that would be uber lovely getting a wollipwop from you. I snuck off a break today to order one for my best friend in secret. She has no idea. ;)

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HAPPY ANNIVERSARY! <3
i can't believe it's been two years!

Ahh yeah, I've 'eard of them. Can't say I know much of their back catalogue, but hey. Gives me something to YouTube. ;)

Well, I guess my answer is that I would LOVE for him to come crawling back and tell me that he's always loved me more than his girlfriend and if he breaks up with her will I be his one and only and he'll make me feel all loved and special and we'll go out and get married and EVERYTHING. But I guess that's a little ambitious. As long as I don't go all desparado and practically DRAG him back - I don't care what he does. :D

Yeah, it happens I guess. Well, I'm happy if you're happy. :D Just make sure you bash him into shape this time! No more hypocrisy and other issues!

Ah yeah, and I think my GBF and I are sending each other Valentine's Day roses. Our school does it, you go in there say you want a rose for so and so, and they'll send one to them during class. It's terribly corny but I secretly want one, so I think I might be lucky enough to get one this year. Haha :D

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Haha, no, not quite that sort of cottage. :D The sort of old fashioned one with a big fireplace and pretty countryside. :D

And I officially LOVE that phrase. Haha.

Oh, that's absolutely non-existant right now, which I'm pretty glad about. Cooties Boy has like, completely dropped off the face of the earth and to be honest, I don't really mind. He'll come crawling back. He always does. :P But yah, so right now I married to my gay best friend on Facebook and all is well. :D Yourself?

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I FORGIVE YOU I FORGIVE YOU I FORGIVE YOU!
I hope everything is allriiiiight for you. M'alright, going away next week to stay in a cottage is some god for saken part of England, so yah, that's pretty cool. Tell me about your life, when you're free - of course. ;)

DAMN PANTS! They're quite annoying I must agree, but good for hiding unshaven legs. Although I have no idea how much 19 degrees is :P But I take it's quite cold :B

Woaaah. Sorry that one was so long.

DEFINITELY IN THE SAME BOAT. And yes, I suppose I do like cooties boy. And I knowww exactly how you feel. You read my journal didn't you, when he told me he had a girlfriend and I was BUH I LUB YOU, and he was all, "omg/i'm so sorry/i wish i knew/ i had been thinking about you too for a while" and ugh, it made me feel good at the time but now this little 'second place' ribbon is starting to chaff. D: So hey, I er, ignored him for a few days. Seriously, he started to act like a right dick - not talking to me as much and waiting for me to start talking to him first on MSN and whatever. Ergh, it drove me mad. He just suddenly developed this cockiness sort of because he has a girlfriend but this other 'potential girlfriend' is now in love with him. Verrrry rubbing-salt-into-the-wound. I have issues with any guys that have overly sized egos anyway. So today I signed on all huffy and female and guess what? He starts gabbling away to me and starts talking about meeting up again! (I met him on work experience and because he lives in the next city I haven't actually seen him properly since, unless you count seeing him in a show). So yah, I've NOOO idea what's going on there, so yes, you and me both my dear.

So yeah, well, my guy has cooties. We know that. And he's all arty and an the best young actor I've ever seen. He was the puppet master (for Pinocchio) in the show I saw him in and ohmygod. He also turned 19 a couple months ago, which makes him 3 and a half/4 years older than me, which is risky ground a little. But I mean, we've met and we talk and that and it really doesn't feel weird in the slightest so I don't think that's much of an issue. My mum was a bit "D:" when she found out, but it's okay. Haha. My guy can be annoyingly sweet, like, for the whole time I was moody and female at him, I kept thinking about the day we spent together when I was on work experience at his theatre and we kept meeting up in the auditorium and finding seats to watch rehearsals in and one time he actually got called down and they were all, "Rich - you're supposed to be backstage". And there was this hilarious bit when the lights went down just as he was climbing over the seats to get to the loo and fell right over them! But it was compensated for when I did the same and ripped my trousers. Typically. We had so much fun, though. And then he asked if he could look me up on Facebook and the end of the day and gave me this hugeee hug and said it was nice to meet me...
Ugh. I HATE UNREQUITED LOVE AND "BAD TIMING". That's what he called it when I confessed my love: bad timing. SHUTUPSHUTUPSHUTUP AND PICK ME.

Woaaaah, I'm getting carried away. Sorry. Tell me more about your guy! And then we'll sit down together and do detailed analysis on them and pick out their bad points from amongst their ridiculously adorable points. XD

And yeah, y'know the way good books get turned into terrible films and plays? Well, it'll be the opposite. A good book being turned into an equally beautiful play. :D

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If i could be a boy for one day i would to ! Just to do exactly what you explained ! :D
sorry.. just thought i'd say that :P Couldn't resist.

I live in Melbourne, which is really really hot right now. -collapses and dies- Hurr.

Gaahhhh, he sure does sound like an idiot. Especially the whole 'innocence' thing. Errrghhh. And please, feel free to rant. I do it all the time. Hence the length of my journals about the guy with cooties. Haha. Things are alright-ish with him, except for the fact that he still hasn't left his girlfriend for me (hahaha) and doesn't really talk to me much anymore. Partly because all we ever used to do was flirt when we talked and naturally, that's INAPPROPRIATE now. Ugh.

So yeah, don't worry - I appear to get a little crazy too. I think we should be nuns. :D

Woooow that would be awesome. I'd love to own a record store - but have it be a sort of underground one, so no Miley Cyrus or anything. Just the good stuff. Eeee, can I cut the ribbon when you open it? :D
I'd like to beeeeeeeee a director of stage shows. Y'know, like when the Rocky Horror Show comes live, and be like Richard O'Brien who created it, but also stars in it himself. And I'd make Perks into a completely UN-RUINED screenplay and make you my producer, if you wish. :D

Hahaha, thank you. His ex-wife, Heather Mills in on a celeb reality TV show over here called Dancing on Ice. If you hadn't guessed, it's where celebs learn to ice dance professionally and get judged by a load of professional judges (one of which I saw in a show the other week!). But yah, I have little respect for her. I mean, WHY THE HELL WOULD ANYONE DIVORCE PAUL?!

Yes, Sunday afternoons likewise.

Ugh yeah, ex-boyfriends should be thrown off cliffs. My ex and I don’t even look at each other anymore. It’s weird. But I am sure as hell glad we didn’t bother “staying friends”. Ergh. But that’s another reason I can’t wait to leave school. It’s only four months now, and because there are so many different colleges in the area, you probably won’t see many people you know again. I really can’t wait for something different. New people, y’know. :D

I, er, think it works the same way in France. It probably does, I mean, France is about 20 minutes on a train underneath the sea, so I can’t imagine it would be that different. I’ve only been there once, and that was to go to Disneyland. :D

OMGONVINYL D: fdgsferhgil indeed. Jesus, I can only imagine how beautiful that must look. I really want to start my collection in vinyl’s, but I don’t have anything to play them on hahaha. But my sister did get me 21st Century Breakdown special edition. Man, aren’t our siblings awesome?

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Sorry for the late reply, I've been busy :/ Working a lot, and when I wasn't working, I was sleeping xD But I have today off, which is quite lovely. So I'm very well thank yeh! :D

So whereabouts are you in the world?

Ergh, work. I know the feeling. I'm currently revising for my exams. I only found out on Monday that I have a Tourism exam next Tuesday. T__T
Ego freaks and drama queens? Sounds like my school.

Ohhh, I am 15 - 16 in May. We leave school at 16 and go onto college until we're 18. Theeen it's uni from 18 until whenever. Verrry confusing. But yah, I can't wait. I had one of my interviews on Tuesday, and they gave me a place! So yeah, that was my second choice, so at least I know I'm guarenteed a place if my first choice doesn't work out. :D

Yeah, it was a'ight. Pretty average. Christmas can be a little overrated sometimes, but I did get my Green Day tour shirt in a frame with my ticket! Hahaaa.

Hope all is well for you. *Hugs*

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Tell me why, tell me why?!
And me? Well, I am bored of school and forgive me, bored of my friends and I'm sorting out all my stuff for college, and really, I can't wait for it.
Did you have a nice Christmas?

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boooooo, i miss you too D:
how are you doing?

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