This is for her. The girl I used to love. You know who you are. God, there are so many things I wish I could still say to you. After all this time, I've moved on, I've found someone I love very much, but you and your ways are still ingrained on me, and I have to say this. I'm done with you, I've decided to move on. I hold no regret anymore, I don't hate you and I still love you. Of course I don't...

I knew it from the start. The moment I met you, the moment I fell for you, I knew it. I knew that this wasn't going to be easy, it was going to be hard. I knew that we were facing something scary, something dangerous, almost forbidden, but I didn't care and I still don't care. Because when I'm with you nothing else matters. When I'm in your arms and I brush back your hair and you kiss me. Nothing...

You guys don't really know much about me. Few people do. I have had a lot to handle lately. I think I fell in love. With who I won't say because nobody knows the truth. My best friend is always there. But I doubt if she really knows. I know she will probably read this sooner or later but I don't really care. She loves me and she won't mind my pain. She has always been there for me. You know who...