You know those days when you just wish someone would give you a break.All i need is a chance to actually make some money, I just want a job so I'm doing something with my life but its impossible (it feels that way at least).If I had a job then I could save my $1000-5000 and then invest it how I want to, in a way that I KNOW is going to give me a great return, and from there I could grow through...

As of fifteen minutes ago I'm 19!Wooh last year of my teens! Actually... I'm not so sure how I feel about that.I think this year I really need to get out of the country, if I'm going to shackle myself to the defence force for the next few years. Maybe Canada, if I go soon I can be around for Canadian summer (hahaha). I wanna go skiing actually, maybe I can go for a while and play some very...

GROWING PAINS... they f*cking suck!Why must they always have a sudden onset when your head might actually be considering sleep?Also, one day I hear they are in fact legit growing pains, and the next they're not. Who wants to be the brains behind that research operation?Goooooosh its moooorning, oh what a morning!Maybe I'll be awake now and write for the whole day to compensate for my...

It's been a good day,For my first day of 2013 I...- started by crying about the previous year.- managed to sleep in (again).- thought about my novel.- watched about 4 movies.- thought about procrastinating instead of writing.- thought some more about becoming an Au Pair.- decided to start a business.- started actually putting all my junk up for sale.- read lots of Mibba postings, including more...

Every year I do consider making one, or a few small ones. Or a cacaphony of life changing wishes.For example I should have a pretty big GET A JOB! plastered to the the inside of my skull as a reminder.Last year was a rough year, one that I'd like to forget mostly.I rang in the new year alone in a motel room between two groups of friends (in one creepy place), and on New Years Day I got...