So I barely ever write these things, I had intentions too one time, but then someone kind of made me feel bad about it. All I did was put MY own personal thoughts down in here and she pretty much told me that I was wrong, It escalated, and I told her I was going to kill myself... She said I was over reacting, can you believe that stranger reading this? I told her I was going to kill myself. I, a...

So I have never really kept a journal before. But for some reason I have decided to start doing so. I guess the main reason I wanted to start keeping one is to keep complete honesty with someone, incase I do pass away I want someone to know who I was and what my philosophies are/ were.I just see myself dying young for some reason, I haven't the clue why I just feel it will happen. I also see...

It was pretty magical and confusing at the same timeso last night we have this festival in our town for 3 days and last night was the last nightthe whole day was pretty fun i was hanging w/ a few of my friends, flirting my ass off w/ he gorgeous girl and i even got her to kiss me (her gum was already out of flavor)but towards then end of the night i saw an old friend, not just any old friend the...

The other dayQuiggles rode the walrusAnd I was eating limeStarted a mosh pitMade me a riotNow I’m being fined(chorus)Teenage graffiti coming from my mouthDon’t make fun of me or you’ll be going southProfanity is a foreign languageBut use small words cause I think I’m brain damagedCharlie Manson is a very bad manIf you like good music then of me you’ll be a fanIf you wanna be a lame drive...

Do what your heart desires and if it bites you in the ass bite it back and forget the mark it left behind[(getting louder as forward)up coming stays @ the same note] so stop crying, and put a happy face on I'm tired of seeing u like this, it breaks my heart in 2 that i never loved you but i go(stretch on "go") through so much shit!( louder note on shit but not to a scream)this is a dedication to i...