Stress/College?/Tatooing?

I'm REALLY stressed out and have no idea of what to do at the moment....I really wanted to go to college....Even though it was only a community college...I had everything sorted out, money for the two years I would be there...Classes scheduled...And all I need is books...But I can't afford them...And I have nothing that I would need to live in a dorm room...So right now..I'm thinking; get a job...
August 24th, 2011 at 09:39pm

Recomendations...

Ok Can some people please recommend some stories? Not band fanfics though I'm sick of reading the impossible ways of some random person falling for a celebrities....I like reading pretty much everything but mushy romances...I don't mind action with a hint of romance....But when the whole thing is OMG!!! I love you and I will somehow show you my undying love and we're going to be together forever...
February 6th, 2011 at 10:29pm

Help...

Okay, so I'm writing a story called Ever wish you had wings and I'm stuck...I need weapon ideas, anything that can take down tons of zombies....And I need advice with school....I'm taking algebra and I don't know how to ask the teacher for help since he's teaching three (now four) different algebra classes at once...He's always busy...And I can't afford to fail this class again...I need to move on...
February 2nd, 2011 at 01:23am

Get ready for the crash

Mood alert...Mania is amazing,The crash sucks,How can I make these easier to deal with,The meds aren't working,I just need a little advice,I was diagnosed with manic depression aka bipolar,It sucks but I can deal with it,The meds I take now dull all my senses,Making me feel like a walking corpse (ZOMBIE!!!!!),And I hate it....Right now I'm just waiting for the crash and burn...And that's what I...
November 26th, 2010 at 07:16am

Fan fictions and advice for future stories

I've been thinking of doing a movie fan fiction and I don't know if I should or not and I can't come up with any idea's at the moment that would bring in a lot of readers and subscribers...Since all of my current stories seem to suck, I don't know if it's the titles or what I seem to get no readers and no comments at all...Which makes me want to stop writing...And I'm sure all you readers know...
June 12th, 2010 at 10:57pm

Down the Drain

Twenty one days of sobriety (no cutting) just went down the drain...I couldn't deal with the stress anymore and I broke down...I feel like I've betrayed everyone...I just wish I could turn back the clock and take it all back, I feel so stupid, and just earlier I was thinking oh my god I'd made it 21 days one more and it's 22, but now I'm at the beginning all over again...And when I go to school...
June 2nd, 2010 at 02:31am

problems

I definitely have a problem...I steal way too much...Every time I go to walmart I have to get something and I'm disgusted with myself...I guess I like the rush of it...When my heart pounds and I get shaky...Whet would you call that...And I know that someday I'll get caught...I'm such an idiot...And yet I do it again and again...I need to do something about it...Stop...On another note I got called...
May 29th, 2010 at 03:50am

I really need some advice

I just found out horrible news from my mom...It makes me hurt so bad knowing what my grandpa is going through...He has to get his feet amputated, and is currently on oxygen...He is my hero in so many ways and hearing this has broken my heart...I know that even though I've only seen him a few times throughout my lifetime I will still be broken when he passes away...He has emphysema, diabetes,...
May 26th, 2010 at 02:04am

WOW

I can't believe it...I actually like how I look today... :) It makes me smile at what a all nighter, a shower, makeup, and two cups of coffee and a cigarette or two will do to a person...It makes me giddy with excitement for the day to come...And I can't even remember the last time I've felt good about myself...Weird what aging does to you...Makes you think about the future...And maturing and all....
May 23rd, 2010 at 01:35pm

Stupid

I feel so fucking stupid. I had so many people tell me that my friend was using me and that she was only going to fuck me over in the end, and did I listen... No of course not. So here I am feeling like a total fool, and feeling betrayed as to why she would go and talk shit about me to my other friend. This is the end of it. I've dealt with her backstabbing ways for to long and now I just don't...
April 25th, 2010 at 03:58am

GRRR

What’s wrong with being different? I’m sick and tired of everyone being so mechanical. I DO NOT want to be like everyone else. What’s the point of life when you look like everyone else? Who cares if you have the typical ‘emo’ haircut? I get sick and tired of being bullied because I have awesome hair and a sense of style. Just because you want a blond boring life doesn’t mean I want to,...
February 23rd, 2010 at 05:15pm