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Thank you for the comment! :) I know! That's what I was hoping for :p

I can't wait for that! Again, I'm not trying to be creepy, but you are SO pretty and I love certain types of photo shoots...mostly if I'm the one having my picture taken. Ha!

Thanks. Doesn't mean I can't flirt with him, though. ;-) He's still cute and a good kisser.

OH. MY. GOD. It was amazing! I sold merch for them at a biker rally. Lol. Met up with them at 12:45 p.m., was with them for both shows they did that day, didn't leave their presence until about 2:30 a.m. Great effin' day! Exhausting, but great. The thing that surprised me the most was that it was David's idea for me to tag along.

I'm glad that you're happy haha. :)

Ooooh, another photo shoot? Or is this one you've already told me about but haven't done yet? Lol.

Umm...well, I skipped the last show they had in my area because I was sick. But I talked to someone who is friends with one of his "exes" and apparently, he's a prick. Duh, right? He's a 23-year-old band guy. What did she expect? On the bright side, I got to take a road trip with Lynam this weekend. :D

hey i just updated payne in my ass! so sorry for the wait i'm a horrible person! :S

He does. There's a serious lack of maturity going on. But I've noticed that in guys who have been in bands their whole lives and never really worked a "real" job. They don't ever really have to grow up. So if he can keep doing this with the Pygmies, he might be like this forever.

Amen! I actually enjoy being single. And I'll definitely be staying that way. Unless I meet someone who just sweeps me off my feet. ;-) Hey, a girl can dream.

Lol. I wish I could have good enough timing to share them while you're online. That'd be easiest.

I think that's so stupid. When Jeanie met Avenged Sevenfold, that was the rule, too. Worse than that, the guys were only supposed to sign the posters that Hot Topic was giving the fans at the meet-and-greet. But Jeanie took the drumstick her son had caught in 2009. It was The Rev's, so the band signed it anyway, despite the rules.

I'd say he knows, though last time he just said that I wanted to...do something dirty to him. Lol. I'm not too shy to say it, I just don't think it really bears repeating. It was an asshole thing to say.

Oh wow. That's worse than my situation. I haven't had any verbal promises, but the person in question really likes to flirt and act like he's going to do something. He even told someone I was his girlfriend once. However, if I even act the least bit interested in him THAT way, he gets all weird. At first, I was convinced he was different from other guys...now, though, I'm starting to believe they're all the same. -.-

I'm posting them as Timeline photos. People seem to notice those a lot more than albums.

Ew. Extra work. Fail. And I agree, I miss Ville's guyliner days, too. One of my other friends met him not too long after you did. She said he said that she and her husband were romantic. (I'm not sure they were married yet; I think they got married, like, two days later.) Anyway, she got a picture with Ville and the husband and someone commented that Ville looked like the Unibomber. It kinda made me giggle.

The worst part to me was that the night he said the thing about juggling two girls, I told him I was backing off. We got into this mock wrestling match and I pretended I was going to grab him...um, somewhere personal. He caught my arm to stop me, twisted it behind my back, and basically felt me up. So, let me get this straight: I can't do anything to him, yet HE is the one with a girlfriend (or two), but he can still kiss and touch and whatever? How does that make sense?

Ahhh! It's like Cody and his girlfriend. Rock star and exotic dancer. :-) Teach me how to let it go! Okay, honestly, I am usually able to dismiss my disappointments. There is only one person I haven't been able to get over.

I would LOVE that! I don't know how I'll ever get out to California, but hey, you never know. Stranger things have happened. One of my friends always did my makeup and took the pictures. I'm gonna be posting some of those on Facebook soon. XD

I was sick for most of the weekend. It sucked. I'm better now, though. And going to see my guys next Thursday. OH! And David messaged me to thank me for promoting Lynam so much. They had asked their FB followers how they discovered the band and David said my name was mentioned the most. (Yeah, I'm lame, but it made me happy.) How was yours???? May I add that I'm totally jealous you got to meet HIM? :P

In regards to the guy from the Pygmies...yes and no. He went into this speech about how he had to be careful and said he was "juggling" two other girls, right? Then, I saw him again about a week ago and he claimed that he never said that, that he actually said he was "maybe" talking to two other girls. I rolled my eyes, because I know what I heard, and hugged him (that's just how we say goodbye). Before I could draw back, he leaned down and kissed me. Ugh. I mean, he's cute and all, but I'm not one of THOSE girls. We're either talking for real, or we're not. He can't just play around with me.

Oh, that's disappointing. =/ I'm sorry. It's funny how married guys sometimes just want to leave that tidbit of info out when talking to you, huh? *sarcasm* Haha! Well, you seem like you're bouncing back just fine. ;-) Can't wait to see those photos. I miss doing photo shoots. Mine weren't professional, but they were still fun.

He is...an adorable dork. He decided he needed to embarrass me in front of Lonny Paul (from Adler) when he played a show with Lynam. He made this big deal out of how low cut my top was and asked me if I was trying to get laid by the new guy. I told him to suck my dick. Lol. Lonny didn't seem to know how to take the exchange, but it's okay. He was really nice. And called me pretty. :-)

I kinda figured you'd been working a lot and stuff, just judging by your posts on FB.

Oh, he's the guitarist for the Velcro Pygmies. But I don't think that's going anywhere. He's a nice guy, I just think he's getting too carried away with being in a band that...well, they aren't exactly BIG, but they're bigger than anything else he's ever done. He's on the road all the time and he's the youngest member of the band--and totally the cutest--so he's getting a lot of female attention. It's enough to turn any guy's head. I don't think he's going to want anything that even remotely resembles a relationship for a while. =/

Oh, ew! Sloppy kissers are the worst!!!!!! Lol. A new guy, already? If (or when) you meet up with him, you'll have to tell me about it. ;-)

The car is fine, except for the body. I had damage prior to being rear-ended and I was told not to bother fixing it because it will cost more than the car is worth. So my car doesn't look great, but I guess it's going to run forever. David Lynam said he bets he could throw a stick of dynamite into it and it would STILL be running after the explosion.

thanks, babe! i'm glad you're excited! :D

We should just start messaging each other on Facebook. I think we're both on there more. Lol.

Well...I've kinda met a guy. I mean, I'm not saying this is going to be a relationship, but who knows? He's sweet and adorable and cute and last time I saw him, he greeted me with a kiss. =) Oh, and he knows Jacob and Jacob said he was a nice guy. Flirting with a hot guy is good for the soul.

I'm feeling great and we got the check for the repairs to my car, so all of that's taken care of. ^_^

How are you?

You're welcome!

Oh, I saw Lynam the same weekend we went to Atlanta and Jacob told me he loved me about six times. AFTER he commented on one of my statuses on Facebook saying the same thing about two days earlier. He was in a weird mood. He also told the crowd that he was the president of my fan club. Gah! That man <3

I like that kind of honesty. I think it would make it easier to trust him, or if you know that he's typically blunt, you might be able to more easily identify when he's lying if he suddenly starts sugarcoating stuff. :-) Are you going to see him again? Or have you? (It's been a while since we've talked. I'm not sure what all has happened in that span of time. Lol.)

No, we're good. I was sore for about a week following it, but I'm pretty sure I'm fine. Mom is, too. She has other medical things going on right now, bless her heart, so I'm glad there was no damage done in the accident.

That's exactly what I planned to tell David Draiman. I saw Disturbed in September 2010 and that was after ten years...his new band, Device, was supposed to be in Huntsville and he had said he was doing meet and greets at all the shows. I was going to tell him how long I've been a fan of his. Unfortunately, Device had to cancel the show. :-( Anyway, he sounds like an absolute doll. I can imagine him being charming. I pretty much swoon every time I hear him talk. Haha! You're a lucky woman!

I'm going to need your positivity and pep talks, I'm sure! :-) Thank you for that. *Hugs*

I'm not going to pry into your business, but I hope things are getting better! <3

The Sevendust show was amazing! And one of the bands that opened for them--Almost Kings--played in Atlanta last weekend and I got to go. Speaking of epic. Lol. I had so much fun.

He kept kissing you because you're PRETTY! ;-) No, seriously, did you have fun, though? And is he nice?

Some woman wasn't paying attention at an intersection. We were waiting to turn and the people in front of me stopped, so I had to stop. Well, the woman behind me slammed into my back end. It made me so mad because she was trying to get me not to call the police. She's screaming about how trustworthy and honest she is...like, how am I supposed to know that's true? I didn't KNOW her, you know? She could have been a liar or tried to blame me or something.

AAAAHHHH! That's SO cool! Haha! Well, Manson would have to be blind to not notice that you're adorable. Lol. And I know you don't mind being called the future Mrs. Manson (or Warner). I'm glad you had such a great time!

I had an interview last week, but I didn't get the job. Back to the drawing board, I guess. I'm beginning to lose hope.

Thank you! *blush*

Well, we went to the Sevendust show and I knew one of the bands opening for them. So after the show ended, I was hanging around outside, waiting on their bassist to walk me to my car (he offered and he's adorable...) Anyway, I looked up and Lajon was standing behind Sevendust's bus, talking to some drunk girl. He climbed onto the bus, for some reason, and told her to just wait on him to come back...THEN when he came back, he walked around the front of the bus--to avoid her, I think--and walked up to me and said hi. Lol. I hugged him and he told me exactly where I'd been standing during their set. Then one of the guys from the band I know offered to take a picture of us. It was awesome.

Oh yes! Boys who play guitar, for the win! Lol. Sorry it didn't happen, though, and hope that y'all get to hang out soon. :-)

I applied for two more jobs yesterday, though they said it might be a while before I hear anything, due to the number of people applying. SO many unemployed people. AND...I was in a car wreck yesterday. But my mom and I are both okay, and my car is okay, and we weren't at fault. I'm just sore. And, ya know, it was scary while it was happening. That sound of metal on metal...*shivers* And you? Anything new on your end?

I'm so sorry it took me so long to reply. I'm awful at replying on here in a timely manner. Actually, I suck in general at replying to anything, but I'm still really sorry for taking so long.

I finally got around to writing something, but I feel like everything lately has not been up to par. I feel like everything isn't good enough. I don't know. Maybe I'm just being too hard on myself. And I hope you are able to get inspired soon. I know what it's like to have life just get in the way.

Yeah, I'm glad that she decided to wait a while so there is proper time to plan everything. She has ideas, but trying to get that all together in such a short amount of time was going to be ridiculous.

I still haven't had any luck with finding a job. I don't know why it was so much easier before and now it's so difficult. I guess I was just lucky before. And you need a new job, too? I hope you've had better luck than I have.

And my Easter was alright. Went to my mom's boyfriend's mother's place. Wow, that was a lot to say. But it wasn't as bad as I thought it would be. How was yours? And I don't really have any plans for the weekend, how about you?

Haha! Glad I'm not the only one who thinks so.

It is, isn't it? Of course, I told him he was beautiful first. LOL!

You're welcome. :-)

Okay. I'd like to add you. My display name on there is Melia Haner. I should be easy to find. My profile picture is me with Lajon from Sevendust. (OH MY GOD! I TOTALLY MET HIM WEDNESDAY!) Sorry. Still freaking out a little.

It's perfectly fine! And ooooooh. Give me details, lady. What's his name, how'd you meet, etc.? Yeah, I'm totally nosy. ;-)

Isn't he adorable? Lol. *sigh*

Oh yeah. And every guy I talk to compliments me with a smirk, except Jacob. :-) My favorite compliment is still when he told me I was beautiful.

Wow! Those are hot! You really are lovely.

YAY! Thank you so much! I can't wait to make those. It will happen. Soon.

I'd say you should add me on there, but the only thing you would get is about a billion pictures of Jacob and his band mates in your news feed. Haha! Seriously, every time I see them in concert, I take at least 100 pictures. Don't ask me why. ... Thank you for the congrats! I hope it goes well. The guys are really nice, so I don't think it's going to be a problem.

That sounds like a great time! And there's nothing better than hanging out with a sexy musician and making new friends. Lol.

Well, I almost went to see the Velcro Pygmies on Friday, but I found out at the last minute that their guitarist that I'm friends with wasn't going to be there...so I went on a "date" with one of my friends. We had dinner and went to a movie. Saturday, I did nothing because I'm lazy. And today, I went and visited my grandmother in the hospital. You know the one I told you about that we were helping out, who had the jerk of an ex-boyfriend? Yeah, she went to the hospital with severe stomach pains, nausea, and a headache. The tests they did all looked good, so it's probably nothing major. But when we left, she was still complaining of pain and nausea. =/

Tee hee! I always appreciate compliments from girls more than guys, to be honest...I always feel like guys have ulterior motives. Ha!

You're very welcome, and I'd love to see them, so long as you don't mind sharing them with me. :-)

Okay. Take your time. My mom has been on a dessert kick and we have cookies and brownies to make it through first. Lol.

No, actually, that's pretty accurate. We're pervy. And we're okay with that. *giggle* Maybe you should create a Facebook and add him, just to see the videos. (I kid, I kid.) I'M GOING TO DO THE INTERVIEW! We just have to set up when. I'm so nervous.

I did skip the show, but...and this is how my life works...I woke up Friday morning with a mild case of the flu. I've been sick all weekend. *cries* Awe, what did you do this weekend? Monday needs to never come, ever. Because I said so. Lol.

Hooray! I'm pretty! ;)

Ahh. Yeah, I'd keep those a little more private. You really looked beautiful in those pictures. <3

I wanna have a FOODGASM! Hahaha!

The videos are so funny. In the first one (aimed at the Velcro Pygmies), David had Cody's help kinda throwing me around. The second one, their merch guy was there beside me and he said I stuffed my bra. Lol. They're so obnoxious. ... Thank you!!!! I really want to interview Within Reason, but they live about 2 hours away, so it would probably have to be via phone or Skype or something. I'm considering it, though.

Just laze around with my girls and watch movies and eat junk food! The show is a band called Splendid Chaos. I've seen them before, and I liked them, but the main reason to go this weekend would be for the friends who are going to be there. The main person I want to see is my friend Jason--and we'll be at a show together next week. We're going to see Device, David Draiman's new band. :-)