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yes! I LOVED it, vonn. :D
I had a feeling the email thing was inspired by real emails... it's just such a relatable thing, and although most people maybe didn't kill anyone (:3), I think most people in some ways worry about all those things which maybe won't happen, but are still hovering possibilities. you know? anyway. I could relate, and I utterly loved the tone, and just... YES. it's the one! I cannot waaait to read the whole thing. I promise I'll leave you an actual comment this time like you deserve. <3

I love you too, and I especially love your talent and brilliance. gah!

VONN
YOU
RATE THE STORY
GAH
GENIUS
I CAN'T SPEAK IN COMPLETE SENTENCES HELP

you are going to look [i]so[/i] beautiful in your prom dress, gah :'D I'd probably pass out if I saw you. :3

You're welcome(:

hi. i love you. bye. <3

You are very beautiful and seem amazing, so you should cheer up(:

well you're just too lovely not to compliment, so. c:

thank you so much. i'm trying to get better now. it feels better knowing that. <3 <3

Haha, I find out if I got in in like three to four weeks, which is ridiculous. But, my interview was Saturday and it was terrifying. But every Disney cast member I've spoken to told me I have a resemblance to Tink, and that I could probably get her. :)

Oh, well there's this thing called Disney College Program that I signed up for. You go to Disney for a certain length of time(I'd be there for five months) and work and take classes and my interview is to see if I got the position or not. I'd be fucking Tinkerbell. :) But yeah, it's super exciting lol.

you don't have to explain it to me. I'm very unhappy with my body, too. But if you don't try to change the way you think about yourself, if you don't try to take the blame off of yourself, then... well. I don't think I have to fucking explain it. changing your thoughts is the hardest thing IN THE WORLD but you have to try. you actually fucking have to. it is not impossible to lose weight, and if you want to lose weight, you can do crunches and eat almonds between meals etc. there are tips like that which have been proven to work. what you can't do is count how many degrees your BMI is from being overweight. everyone's BMI is a certain number of degrees from being overweight. you can't go to dressing rooms and cry (or not cry) about clothes that don't look right. I probably weigh the same as you right now and I can find clothes that look good on me, even if it's a struggle sometimes. there is always, always the possibility of losing weight if you do it the right way. but it's going to do a lot more for you if you try to change the way you think about it. I know it's nearly impossible... but it's not impossible. i'm sorry this isn't more sympathetic sounding, because i do feel for you, vonn. I think you're one of the most beautiful girls I've ever seen, possibly the most beautiful, and I wish that you felt the way I feel when I look at you. :/ but I'm not the type of person who thinks gaining weight is some big fucking tragedy. my best friend has to shop at plus-size stores and she is fucking beautiful. feeling bad about yourself, hating your body... those things are really fucking sad and awful, and those things are what make me wish I could fix things for you, make you smile, hold you until everything gets better. and I do support you wanting to lose the weight you gained because I want you to feel better about yourself. but i don't think your body needs to change as much as your thinking does. it can't happen in a day or a week or even a few months, but you can work on it. If you're willing to put so much into wanting to lose weight and into hating your body, put some of that towards fighting to show yourself that you are still worth seeing, and loving, because of things that have NOTHING to do with your weight. and from your confessions, I know that the month in which you apparently gained all this weight has been fucking horrible. I think you deserve a little break from your own standards of beauty, considering.

p.s. you do not fucking look pregnant, vonn. I admit, I look a bit pregnant when I slouch, especially in those awful lights in dressing rooms. but that's not how I look in real, live action in other people's eyes, and it's not how you look either. you remain the girl I'd most like to look like, whatever your BMI says.

you are BEAUTIFUL. go and buy some clothes, but go telling yourself that you are strong enough to skip the crying part (you are). if there are a thousand things that don't fit or are unflattering, that's fucking unlucky. but that is not the fault of your body, which is gorgeous and will look it when you try on the right top/bottom/pair of jeans/whatever.

I love you vonn <33333333333

we can try tomorrow? i am being interviewed today! we have so much to catch up on, i feel so out of the loop lovelyyyy.

i MISS you vonn!

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thank you, vonn, that made me smile :']

said girl you don't know, how much i missed you, but, we better run.
i love you so dearly vonn. i feel like words mean nothing between us sometimes but you are buried deeply in my heart.
all the matter in the world, that's how much that i like you.

I love people like you.

it's like chocolate malt, which you probably have, but it isn't milo so umm i'm sorry but you do not know the meaning of life!

i just suddenly had this thought and it seemed really important and i would say 'because it's late' but it isn't particularly late but DO YOU HAVE MILO IN AMERICA?