I sorta wanna let the stupid people know...If I cared about their little critiques when I don't even know them That'd be cool! but I don't so...it's whatever :) I honestly can't believe you honestly misjudge me for someone whose all into being hurt by something you say...honestly drama's not my forte and if it's yours Have fun with that, I'll stay here where I like it, with no drama :) so I really...

last night I almost threw up....I couldn't bear to have my ex's voice in the same room..... rapist... I can't bear this pain but I'll still try...I write poetry to quell my feelings...only to have it ignored by people because it's grammar....is apparently incorrect....is that what poetry's about if so I should just give up....this is all to much for my mind first I am silenced by my ex now the...

it seems I've decided in my heart to delete this site, but my msn is finalrelmheart@hotmail.com add me if you wish to stay in touch as everything started on a saturday I suppose on this site it'll end on a saturday with my last update, I just can't seem to bare looking at this site any longer cuz he still plauges my thoughts and pain is strune throught his name, I will soon be done with this site...

sorry about being gone so long, I was giving up all my time to not only a guy that happened to be fake but a guy that is a lier, he never tells the truth he lies and does anything to get ahead he said he loved me but he didn't he waited till i said those words to hurt me, if you meet him don't go out with anyone close to him it's likely they are not real and just as fake as he is, but upon that...

my story will be postponed till sunday to update...this chapter part is very long and I just am creatively out of energy, have it up at least by tomarrow sorry bout that the next chapter will go on as planned on saturday, I sghould've had this one writtin on the cpu before hand I promise the next one will, now back to ff7 for me to refresh my brain :D >W< :D >W< :D >W< :D...

I promise it was extenuating sercumstances I was at my uncles house for a party and and! I had to stay the night because my mom ...couldn't drive...>.> (drinking) she's cool though i loverz my mommies, thennnn my internet at my house wasn't working It just OMG! my cpu hatez me!!!! *running around wildly* soooo I'm soo sorry everyone! ILU all <3 and I'm listining to avril levigne...omg!...

I just changed my grammer all around V.V I'll probobly still be asked to make the text smaller, oh, andI know I asked for critisism but I also wanted imput on my actual story, a girl just went off on my grammer, what about my thoughts my story line my lead up? what about the story should I just trash it? what do you think of that? why didn't she even talk about my story why only grammer? god...

amd I like this part even more than the first :) oh I can't wait till things start getting going, I have sooo much to write >.>' wish it'd just all apear ;p well anyway I'm lovin my writin and I'm thinkin bout goin out side today, can't wait till my first storys finished hope it doesn't take too long D: YAY *does a dance* and I'm starting outlines on the sequals allready and I've allready...

he was a friend, he died early yesterday, due to drugs, a gun, and a withered mind, how tragic, and sad, how utterly dasteredly, he was going to go to collage soon, but he went to his mothers house like always...that was were he died, and she didn't get the police for 6 hours till after he shot himself, ...I heard it was because of the drugs in her house...now keep in mind she took her childeren...

I have someone but... I feel like I'm theirs because I want somone to treat me right and I know they will, though they arent my type...I'm trying...but I feel afraid...and sometimes I wanna be alone...when I see them it changes but when they are away, I wanna run away, to find my one true love...what is wrong with me, why cant I be content with this?? how much times do I wanna get hurt...? it's so...

oh this'll be fun though this part is a bit short, I make up for that in an uber lonnnng part at I think part 4 or 5 so yeah I'm working hard on meh story hope ya like :) I actually put alot of last minute editing into all of these cuz, I think it needed it, and it made it a teansey longer, If I go and take from this site and ever publish, I'll probobly re edit again lolz :) hope you all like my...

I went for a walk and it really got me thinking and todays such a nice day I can't wait to go into the city and see some friends, I just wanna emerse myself in the sunlight and get some water in soon :) can't wait for summer, and...dare I say it ...(port-con) but thats a month away, :) *smiles inscesently I'm going as lockeeee! yays!! :) it'll be so fun now to order it were's my mom and my...

this site is full of such nice people no drama is here it's very easy to walk around it's not even expected that you wwrite or draw, :) people think it's weird I put my stuff up so fast here, but on any oter site they get angry if you don't lolz I love it here....and I met a few interesting friemnds, I'm gonna try to make myself seem useful for them and follow some of their ideals that way we can...