Head Over Heels

All three of us were sprawled across my bed staring at the TV watching cartoons. I had stole the remote from Ian about an hour ago because the discovery channel always bored me and I could tell it was driving Parker insane as well. Ian didn't seem to mind he let me change the channel without complaining about it. I was lying flat on my stomach with my head resting on my arms, Parker was doing the same thing and I was as well except one of his arms was slung around my waist so I was slightly buried into his side. We were having a good time it wasn't that exciting but I was just enjoying their company in silence.

Parker kept laughing at the show and I couldn't help but smile to myself at his behavior. He always acted like such a little kid and I loved that about him. He continued laughing and I felt a flutter in my stomach, he laugh was always contagious. I started laughing as well and he turned to me with an amused look on his face.

"What's so funny?"

"You."

""Huh? Why am I so funny?"

"Its just amusing watching you. You get really into the shows you watch. You just always seem happy." I explained and when I finished his expression slightly changed and a frown was slowly appearing on his face. He mumbled something under his breath and I nudged him to get him to say it again.

"What did you say?"

"I said I'm actually far from happy at the moment." He mumbled again but this time I heard him clearly. This caused me to frown as well. Parker was always a happy go lucky guy. Seeing him sad was extremely rare and though I've known him forever I still wasn't used to seeing him that way.

"What's wrong?"

"It's just Jaz." I rolled my eyes of coarse it was her god that girl was such a bitch! I hated her. "She's just not the girl I used to love."

"Why what happened?"

"She's only using me, she doesn't really like me at all. She's just dating me for popularity. I think I'm going to break up with her." He said looking down at his hands. I patted his back out of support. I was extremely glad he was considering breaking up with her because the girl was a class A bitch. Parker could do so much betterlike me. She treated him like shit and just walked all over him. Parker thought he was in love with and I know he's just fooling himself, she's the first real girlfriend he's ever had.

"Well whatever you decide to do you know I support you." I was surprised that Ian hadn't jumped into the conversation so I turned to look at him. Ian was fast asleep and I couldn't help but go 'awe' because he looked so damn cute. I didn't want to wake him up so I slowly removed his hand from my waist and sat up. He started to stir and I quickly put a pillow underneath his arm, Ian snuggled right into it and Parker and I both tried to hold back our snickers.

"He looks so cute when he's sleeping." I mumbled.

"Yeah like one big teddy bear."

"You want to go downstairs and grab some food?" I suggested and Parker just nodded. We both got off of my bed and proceeded down the stairs with Parker in front of me. When I was half way down the stairs I tripped. I yelped out of surprise as I fell and Parker managed to catch me just before I hit the floor. I looked up my body slightly shakey and I gasped as my eyes came in direct contact with Parker's. We were barely inches apart and if I moved my face anymore closer to his them we would be kissing. I gulped not sure about what else to do. He was staring down at me with an expression that I couldn't read. I wanted to ask him what was wrong, but I was transfixed on his eyes. Neither of us moved, but me stomach was bursting with butterflies from the feel of his touch.

"Ah...thanks Parker." I said awkwardly chuckling. Paker blinked a couple of times before chuckling himself and standing me up straight.

"No problem Tan." He said patting my back as we walked into the kitchen.

"Anything specific you want?

"Hot chocolate." He beamed and I rolled my eyes but turned on the stove and put the kettle on none the less. Parker rested his elbows on the counter, while I started to raid the cabinets for something to eat. Not really finding anything I wanted I settled with one of the hot pockets in the freezer. I took in out of the wrapper and but it in the mircowave after I pressed start I turned back to Parker.

I frowned when I noticed his expression. He looked so confused, I could tell there were a lot of conflicting emotions running through his mind. I walked around the counter and gave him a hug. He tensed up at first but then I could feel his back relax into my chest.

"This whole Jaz thing still bugging you?"

"Yes and well other stuff is too."

"Like what?"

"I really think I'm going to break things off with her because she said some things about you guys that didn't sit well with me at all. I can't believe I'm dating a homophe. That doesn't work considering my best friend is gay. You will always come first before some girl." I was glowing inside knowing that I meant more to him then his girlfriend. It let me know that a relationship wasn't going to get in the way of our friendship.

"Thanks Park. That's not the only thing that's been bothering you lately is it?"

"Well...I've been having these weird thoughts lately." I nodded wanting him to continue. "I think I'm slightly you know... curious."

I furrowed my eyebrows in confusion, what was he curious about?. "Curious about what?"

"You know..." He trialed off giving me a 'duh' expression. I wasn't understanding. Just as he was about to speak again his phone started ringing. Parker reached into his pocket and his eyes went wide. "Fuck its my mom she's probably wondering where I am. Tanner I gotta go." He said rushing out the kitchen.

"Wait a minute, Ian will drive you its no big deal."

"He's sleeping don't wake him up I'll just walk I don't live that far away, just about a mile."

"But Parker..."

"Tanner seriously its fine don't worry about it." He said slipping his shoes on and opening the door.

"But you didn't tell me-" I was cut off by the door closing. "What you're curious about." I mumbled the rest of my sentence to myself. I sighed deeply to myself and walked back into the kitchen. I turned off the stove because I didn't want any hot chocolate. Feeling my appitite leave me completely I just left the hot pocket in the mircowave and walked up the stairs back to my room.

When I opened the door Ian was slowly starting to wake up. "Hey Babe...where's Parker?"

"He left."

"I would have drove him home."

"I told him that but he just rushed off."

"Oh..."

"You want to just spend the night? My parents aren't going to be home tonight. They wouldn't care anyway." Ian just shrugged.

"Sure my parents probably already figured that I was staying over." I smiled before climbing into my bed next to Ian.

"Good cause I'm tired and I need a cuddle buddy." I stated and Ian just laughed.

"Well I'm your guy." I rolled my eyes at him and smiled. Yawning to myself both of us stripped down to our boxers and crawled under the covers. I snuggled into Ian's chest and sighed in content.

"Love you."

"Love you too, goodnight Tanner."

"Night Ian." I said as he shut off my lamp. He slung his arm around my waist pulling me closer and I smiled into his chest. But I couldn't help but wonder what was bugging Parker.