Status: Haitus
One
This is it, the moment has finally come.
So why am I not happy for them?
Why am I standing here contemplating if I should ruin their wedding or not?
Should I ruin the supposed love and happiness between two people based on a feeling?
Based on what I think is true love for me?
"If anyone can show just cause why this couple should not be joined together in matrimony, let them speak now or forever hold their peace".
All I could feel was my heart beating inside my chest, and without a second thought, I said it.
"I can!" I shout out nervously.
It was mind-numbingly silent and the look of shock amongst family and friends sitting in front of me compared nothing to the look of hurt and confusion slowly showing on my two best friends face.
Was it worth it?
So why am I not happy for them?
Why am I standing here contemplating if I should ruin their wedding or not?
Should I ruin the supposed love and happiness between two people based on a feeling?
Based on what I think is true love for me?
"If anyone can show just cause why this couple should not be joined together in matrimony, let them speak now or forever hold their peace".
All I could feel was my heart beating inside my chest, and without a second thought, I said it.
"I can!" I shout out nervously.
It was mind-numbingly silent and the look of shock amongst family and friends sitting in front of me compared nothing to the look of hurt and confusion slowly showing on my two best friends face.
Was it worth it?