I Love You, Is That So Wrong? Unfortunately, Yes

“Nadine, answer me right now, where did you go?!” Frankie yelled.

“All right… we went off to some club… will you stop yelling?” Nadine said, it seemed that the alcohol hasn’t worn out yet. The guys seemed to be shocked hearing that and they turned to me.

“Is this for real?” Frankie asked.

“Sadly Frankie, yes, I went with them.” I said.

“Why the fuck were you girls in a club?! You’re girls! What’s more you girls got drunk! You could get raped! Abi since your dad isn’t here right now I’m responsible for your safety!” Bob shouted.

“Bob’s right Anna, we heard Ryan got a phone call from Pete about you and Patrick—“Gerard was going to say more when Ryan intruded.

“Gee, I’ll handle this, Anna, let’s talk in private.” Ryan said, Anna nodded and followed Ryan just outside the room.

“Bob has a point Nadine, I may just be your cousin but I am at least one year older than you!” Frankie said.

“But Mikey was with us…” Nadine said.

“So what if Mikey was with you?! He’s just one guy! That’s not enough to fight off 4 other men! No offense Mikey.” Frankie said.

“None taken.” I said.

“Why were you girls even in a club?! Mikee we had an agreement that you wouldn’t just go somewhere without me knowing! I was worried sick for you! Why did you girls do it?!” Ray said.

“Yeah girls, why?” Bob asked.

“I’d like to know too.” Frankie said. After a while of being silent, we just noticed that they were all crying, it was a shock for us there.

“It’s because you were with those whores!” Nadine exclaimed.

Normal POV:

While the guys and the girls were having a problem back in Gerard and Mikey’s room, Anna and Ryan were just standing at the hallway with an awkward silence between them.

“Ryan…” Anna started but was interrupted by Ryan.

“Anna I didn’t know how to react when Pete called me, and told me something about Patrick making a move on you.” Ryan said, looking at Anna eye-to-eye. “Anna I thought you liked me.” he said.

“I do like you Ryan… I like you a lot… what about you?” Anna asked.

“I like you as much as you like me…” Ryan said softly, it was then that he saw tears starting to form in his girlfriend’s eyes. “Anna?”

“I don’t believe you.” she said, turning to leave.

“Anna! Wait!” Ryan said, grabbing the girl by the arm just in time, but she didn’t turn to look at him. “What do you mean you don’t believe me?” he asked, it was evident now that she was crying.

“I know the whole story, the girls told me, you guys went to a club too and made-out with those Italian bitches!” she started shouting a little.

“I didn’t make-out with any of them Anna! I swear!” Ryan said.

“How am I supposed to believe all that bullshit?!” Anna said, turning to Ryan, crying and angry.

“And how am I supposed to believe that you and Patrick weren’t making-out either?!” he said back.

“Patrick and I were just talking.”

“Bullshit.”

“So is your story about not making-out with an Italian slut.” Ryan sighed deeply as he looked again into those eyes; he hated seeing people he was close to cry.

‘We just started and I’m already making her cry… I suck…’ Ryan thought. Ryan could do nothing else but just hug her; surprisingly she didn’t pull back as he just let her cry on him. “Shh… Anna please… stop crying…” he whispered.

“Ryan…” Anna croaked out.

“I love you… and I don’t like seeing you cry… for our relationship to work out we should learn to trust each other…” Ryan said.

“All right…” Anna said.

“Now I’m going to ask again, did you and Patrick do anything aside from talking? Anything at all?”

“No… we were just talking… did you make-out with an Italian girl last night?”

“No… I didn’t get drunk either…”

“Okay… Ryan?”

“Yeah?”

“I love you too…” Ryan couldn’t help but smile at this, Anna had stopped crying and she was smiling too.

“Do you want to go back in the Way room?” he asked.

“I don’t really feel like seeing the guys shout at the girls…” Anna answered.

“I know how you feel… where do you want to go then?” Ryan said.

“Can we walk around?”

“Heheh, all right.”

Mikey’s POV:

(Recap)

“It’s because you were with those whores!” Nadine exclaimed, we all know too well she meant the Italian girls that were with us the night before. Suddenly everything was quiet, the guys didn’t know what else to do but just feel really guilty and try not looking at the girls eye-to-eye.

“If you feel really pissed that we went to some club without you guys knowing how did you think we felt when you did the same?!” Mikee said, particularly glaring at Frankie who wasn’t doing much but looking at the floor.

“What is it with those Italian whores?! What do they have that they don’t?!” Abi said, standing up from where she was sitting and glaring directly at Brendon who was brave enough to step up and take the glare. “Is it because they’re European and we’re Asian? Is it because we’re Filipinos?!” Abi said right at Brendon’s face.

“A-Abi…” Brendon whispered after not having talked like most of us guys, he tried to pull Abi into a hug but she pulled away again and stormed out of the room.

“I’m outta here.” Nadine said and followed Abi; Mikee herself left the room, just leaving us guys here. After a while of silence Frankie went up to me.

“Mikey, did Pete and the other guys do anything to the girls?” he asked, I sigh a bit and look at the other guys who were also looking at me in a questioning way.

“They were kissing… making-out… and… the guys were… touching them…” I said, feeling uneasy saying that.

“What?!” Frankie said, shocked.

“What?!” the rest of the guys said.

“Did… did… did they…?” Ray said, afraid to ask the question. I shook my head and he sighed in relief.

“Anna and I stopped them before they went any further.” I said.

“That’s good…” Bob said, Brendon let out a sigh.

“Well, we’ll have to deal with this for a while, we won’t patch up it just one night.” he said.

“Ryan and Anna did.” Spencer said.

“Well it’s because Ryan didn’t make-out with anyone and so did Anna, lucky them.” Jon said.

“Lets all just hit the sack; we have to go to Switzerland tomorrow.” Frankie said and left the room, everyone else left, leaving me and Gerard alone.

Gerard’s POV:

Gosh, this is awkward. Mikey and I are finally alone together and I don’t know what to do, either I just go back to sleep and pretend nothing happened or I go up to him and try apologizing again. Who knew it was so hard to try and reconcile with someone you love? Mikey doesn’t seem to feel like sleeping either as he just sits on his bed, not looking at me but looking out the window.

I go for option two and try to apologize for him again; I get up from my bed and approach him from behind. He seemed to have felt my weight on his bed when he turned to me for a short while but then looked away again. I hug him again from behind, not tight, but only enough so he could stay still and let me explain.

“Gerard…”

“Mikey please let me talk.” I whispered in his ear, Mikey didn’t say anything, giving me time to talk. “Look I know you’re mad at me, I just want to say, though I know it’ll take about a million of these to get you to forgive me, that I’m really sorry…” I said as sincerely as I could, Mikey was still silent. “Mikey…”

“Gerard… do you love me?” he asked suddenly.

“Of course I do… I said that before right? I love you… so much… I really feel shitty when you’re mad at me…” I said, he smiled a bit.

“I love you too Gerard… I guess I was a little hard on you before, you were drunk, and that wasn’t the first time you got drunk, I guess I reacted a little differently because we’re… ‘together’…” he said.

“Yeah… I guess… so are we cool now?” I ask.

“Yeah… just don’t make-out with anyone else in front of me again.” he said, I smiled and kissed him on his neck.

“From now on it’s just you I’m going to make-out with now, and not just that either.” I said, now using my seducing arts. “We haven’t done Italy yet…” I said as I unzipped his pants.

“Gerard do we—ooh God…” Mikey moaned when my hands slipped inside his boxers and started groping and rubbing his groin.

“You like that Mikey?” I whispered in his ear.

“Gerard please…” Mikey said, trying to contain his moans but he knows he’s just loving what I’m doing right now. He manages to get my hand out of his boxers and he zips the zipper back up. He turns to me with a bit of sweat running down the side of his face, signifying that he got really turned on by that and is trying to keep from pouncing on me. Man I’m good.

“Mikey?” I said.

“Gerard… we have to be up early tomorrow… and anybody could just burst into our room or knock really obnoxiously and get suspicious if we like… answer it really late…” he said, I smirked at this.

“At least let me make-out with you.” I said.

“Oh hell yeah.” it seemed he really couldn’t contain all of his lust. We locked lips in a really fucking hot and passionate make-out session, better than any Italian girl could give me.

Mikey’s POV:

I was happy that me and Gerard got back together, oh man, the make-out session we had last night was waaaaaaaaay hotter than the one back in Spain! The next morning since no one was waiting for us to get out of the room and we got up pretty early coz we were going to take the bus to Switzerland, we kept brushing hands with each other, I couldn’t help but smile.

“Mikey.” Gerard said.

“Yeah?” I said, turning to him.

“You owe me big time when we get to Switzerland.” I laughed a bit at this, Gerard’s techniques to get to me could get amusing at times.

“Right, right.” I said. When we got down to the lobby our mood changed a bit, the atmosphere wasn’t as lively as it usually was. The girls were on one side of the lobby, their eyes looking red and puffy from crying last night, they probably cried themselves to sleep too. The guys were on the other side, being very quiet, Frankie, Brendon and Bob looked like they didn’t get enough sleep last night because of the small eye bags under their eyes.

“Guess we should hold our happiness for a short while…” I whispered to him, now seems to not be the time to go all secretly lovey-dovey on each other. Ryan and Anna were the only couple acting together at the moment, well they did just reconcile last night so I’m guessing they shouldn’t have any problems. Gerard went off to talk to the guys as I went over to Anna and Ryan.

“Am I interrupting?” I said.

“No, it’s okay.” Ryan said.

“It’s uncomfortable isn’t it? Everyone seems to be fighting with their pairs.” Anna said.

“After what happened last night this was expected to happen.” I said.

“What happened last night?” Ryan asked.

“Oh yeah, I almost forgot, you two were outside reconciling.”

“Tell us! Wait… how did you guys know about me and Ryan?” Anna asked.

“It’s obvious, you guys didn’t come back in our room last night, and you’re together right now.” I said.

“Oh…”

“Anyway, could you tell us what happened last night?” Ryan asked. I explained to them what had happened and why everyone looked so messed up right now, especially the girls, Frankie, Brendon and Bob. “That’s tough…” Ryan said.

“When do you think everyone’s going to get back to normal?” Anna asked.

“How am I supposed to know? I can’t look into the future.” I said.

“Right, damn you Mikey for not being psychic.” Anna joked, Ryan and I stifled laughs. The bus driver came into the lobby to say that we were going to go now.

Oooookaaaaaay…

This is really getting uncomfortable…

The bus rides used to be noisy and loud, but right now it’s the complete opposite. No one was talking to anyone, the girls were on one side of the bus and the guys were on the other. What is it with the girls being on one side and the guys being on one side thing?!

Sorry… the uneasiness is getting to me…

Ryan was with Anna on the girl’s side, both of them were already sleeping. I guess the uneasiness made them sleepy.

(uaaah... I'm sorry if it sounds so fast that Gee and Mikey reconciled... I can't stand Gee and Mikey fighting... >.O and neither can you! o.o)