Can't Have You

He is not my boyfriend. But I love his smile, his eyes, his kindness, & all the times we laughed together... I guess I fell in love with our friendship him.

That quote seems to be right. He's my best friend and he means the world to me. And he's just not only my best friend until I realized that he's my first love.

I was always thinking that I'll always have him as my best friend but things change and I finally know that I'll never have him.