Title: Show Me Love
Rating: NC-17
Type: Original fiction
Genre: Drama/Black comedy
Status: Active, regular updates
Summary: Zackariah Harlow is a precocious trainwreck on legs with too much money, too much time, and too many self-inflicted problems. He's in love with his closeted best friend, is having an affair with a much-older colleague of his father's, and is on the fast track to drug addiction and an early grave. Let's watch him self-destruct.
Excerpt
Every weight, every thought, every worry, every piece of evidence that I’m human at all—released in an instant. Just like that. Suddenly nothing mattered anymore.
But every coin has two sides, and within two hours I was clutching the toilet for dear life, red wine and stomach acid shredding my esophagus, organs boiling in my blood and choking for oxygen, heart slowed to a near stop. My skin was hot to the touch, drenched with sweat, but I was shivering, colder than I’d ever been.
I remember regaining full consciousness in a cold shower with Jay’s hand on my hips, his lips on my neck, smoke-stained voice ringing in my ears like an old memory. We smoked two more times before I went home, so strung out I could hardly walk. Even Mom noticed I was on a different high than usual and asked what I’d been doing. "You better not be on that shit," she told me, and I kind of laughed and told her not to worry.
Rating: NC-17
Type: Original fiction
Genre: Drama/Black comedy
Status: Active, regular updates
Summary: Zackariah Harlow is a precocious trainwreck on legs with too much money, too much time, and too many self-inflicted problems. He's in love with his closeted best friend, is having an affair with a much-older colleague of his father's, and is on the fast track to drug addiction and an early grave. Let's watch him self-destruct.
Excerpt
Every weight, every thought, every worry, every piece of evidence that I’m human at all—released in an instant. Just like that. Suddenly nothing mattered anymore.
But every coin has two sides, and within two hours I was clutching the toilet for dear life, red wine and stomach acid shredding my esophagus, organs boiling in my blood and choking for oxygen, heart slowed to a near stop. My skin was hot to the touch, drenched with sweat, but I was shivering, colder than I’d ever been.
I remember regaining full consciousness in a cold shower with Jay’s hand on my hips, his lips on my neck, smoke-stained voice ringing in my ears like an old memory. We smoked two more times before I went home, so strung out I could hardly walk. Even Mom noticed I was on a different high than usual and asked what I’d been doing. "You better not be on that shit," she told me, and I kind of laughed and told her not to worry.
November 4th, 2013 at 02:33am