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@ totallyugly

Sebastian just laughed, giving him a small smile. Kade had a pretty infectious laugh, and it was kind of adorable. Noticing the other wanted to sit back down on the bed, he scooted over to make some room for him and patted the side of the bed next to him while his character died once again. "Hey, you're doing pretty good for a beginner though. You should get it sometime, we can always play multi-player whenever." He was having a lot of fun with Kade, but he knew it was going to most likely end at some point.

Eric was going to eventually come home tonight and the magic was going to be over. Kade was going to realize how much of a loser Sebastian was compared to Eric and things were going to go back to normal just like they always did.

Kade took Sebastian's pat as a welcome to sit and did just that. He looked at Sebastian when his own character died as well and smiled. "Yeah. With Eric having another girl now, we could play a lot more often," Kade suggested as an agreement. He had actually forgotten about Eric there for awhile, he was having so much fun with his brother to notice.

"You're pretty cool, you know that?" the words came out before Kade had even thought about what he was even saying. Sebastian was pretty easy to talk to, and Kade felt comfortable with him. Hell. They had only hung out for less than a day and Kade felt as if they had been friends the whole while. Kade looked away and nodded, quickly getting back to the game.

@ totallyugly

Sebastian died once more in the game before deciding he was going to take a small break, placing the controller down and smiling over at Kade. "You are probably the only one who thinks that," he said with a small laugh, yawning as he laid back on the bed with his hands rested behind his head, stretching his legs out in front of him. It was true, nobody else seemed to think he was cool, but here someone was telling him he was pretty cool.

All in all, he did feel pretty comfortable with Kade. It was nice finally having somebody to hang out with rather than being by himself. Yeah, sometimes he liked being alone but it was nice to have a companion with him to share things with and just be himself. God knows he couldn't do that at school.

@ olober;

Kade frowned when Sebastian put down his controller, but followed in suit. The game really wasn't as fun if he had to play alone. It was sort of relieving to take a break though, Kade's eyes started to strain from staring at the screen for so long.

His frown deepened at Sebastian's words. "How do you figure?" Kade questioned as he turned on the bed to face the other. In the amount of time they had spent together, Sebastian seemed just like every other guy out there. He was oblivious to everything Sebastian went though, being as they had never really hung out or talked until now and everything. When Sebastian yawned, the corner of Kade's mouth twitched with a tiny smile. Sebastian looked so innocent in the moment.

@ totallyugly

Sebastian's smile faded slightly, turning over to face the other. It was slightly weird having someone in his bed, it was a foreign feeling, but he just chose to ignore it for now. "Well, I mean, I'm gay so nobody at the school really likes me too well." He said with a small, bitter laugh, shaking his head and scratching the back of his neck. He didn't know if Eric even told Kade his brother was gay, but he figured not. Eric didn't really like the fact that his brother was gay, so he was sure to not hang around him at school.

Eric was never mean to his brother, no, but at school he was the coolest guy ever, so why would he want to hang out with him at school when being Gay was highly frowned upon in this area? "So that makes you the first person to think that,"

@ olober;

Kade tried to remember when or if Eric had ever told him about Sebastian, but couldn't seem to grasp whether he had or not. They never really ever talked about him at all for that matter, so it wasn't much of a surprise. He instantly felt bad for Sebastian; knowing how prejudice their school was.

"Oh.." he finally replied. It didn't really matter to Kade that Sebastian was gay, after all, they had just been hanging out and having a good time before he had known, so why would anything change. "Well I guess I'm just lucky to have experienced your radiant coolness." Kade was quiet for a good two seconds before he burst into laughter at the stupidity of what he'd said. Kade smiled at Sebastian once he'd finally composed himself. It was a wonderful feeling. To be completely comfortable with someone you just met. Theoretically speaking, of course.

@ totallyugly

"My radiant gayness, more like it," he said with a small laugh, flashing the other a smile. It was nice hanging out with the other like this, it was also just nice to have a companion that he could share things with and make jokes with. He was lonely a lot of the times, he never got the chance to be with anybody like this. And what was even more surprising was that Kade hadn't left the room and ran for the hills when he told the other that he swung that way and was into dicks rather than chicks.

Most people wouldn't want to be around him, and the ones that wanted to hardly were there for him when he needed, only there when it was helpful to them.

Something about Sebastian drew Kade in. He couldn't quite pinpoint exactly what it was that did so. It was there though, and it was strong. That's what the form of a friendship is right? Kade thought nothing of it.

Kade laughed with Sebastian and smiled back before getting off the bed and walking over to the window. He peered out and noticed the rain had finally stopped and it was already extremely dark outside. "I don't know about you," he said turning back around to face the other, "but I'm starving." He smiled again, something he couldn't help himself from doing when he looked at Sebastian. "Pizza or Chinese?"

@ totallyugly

He thought for a few seconds before shrugging a shoulder, not really in the mood for some greasy pizza. "Chinese food, if you don't mind." It was his favorite type of food, as well. He wondered how his brother would feel at their new found friendship, or would Kade not even tell his brother? Maybe things would go back to normal once his brother decided to show up, who knew. He didn't think Kade was that type of person, but then again he didn't think Kade was going to be the type to hang out with him either. There was a lot of things he thought about Kade that turned out to be wrong, so maybe he would give him the benefit of the doubt and see what happened later.

The one thing he didn't want was for Kade to just go running back to Eric and forgetting all about the friendship they were forming and the good times they were having. He was actually enjoying his company, he just hoped it would last.

@ olober;

A smile yet again crossed Kade's face, he was always a person for Chinese over pizza. It was funny to him how a like in ways he and Sebastian were. and it still baffled him how they had never been friends. Kade actually started to question why Eric had never suggested they hangout with Sebastian or invited Sebastian out with them. Really, they were only two grades apart, technically only a year and a half in age. He figured something along the lines of what guy would want his little brother tagging along.

Kade's stomach grumbled as he searched his pockets for his phone and wound up empty handed. "I think I left my phone on the couch," he said as he walked to the door and paused to ask Sebastian, "what do you want? I'll just order it down there real quick."

@ totallyugly

Sebastian frowned slightly, standing up from his bed and walking over to where his window was, pulling the curtain back and peering out the window. The rain was still pounding on the concrete road, blocking a lot of the view that was needed to see so you could drive properly. "Are you sure you should go out there? The rain is coming down pretty hard," he said, realizing he was pretty worried for the other male. It must've been hell trying to get here, so he didn't want the other risking his life just to go order some damn Chinese food. Sebastian would starve if he had to, he didn't want the other getting hurt.

For some reason, he found himself extremely worried about the other male. His stomach clenched and fluttered, a feeling he was somewhat familiar with. Sighing softly, he moved and placed a hand on the others shoulder. "We don't need you hurting yourself," his hand basically on fire touching the other male. Damn.

@ olober;

"I was just gonna order delivery, but I guess you're right," Kade groaned as he realized there was no way he would be able to get his Chinese. They wouldn't be delivering in this weather. He was still starving though and he needed something. Kade was about to ask what the options in the house were when Sebastian laid his hand on his shoulder. That sliver of something he had felt earlier had come back, this time more intense than the first. Kade cleared his throat softly as he bit down on the inside of his piercings, something he did whenever he was nervous or anxious, which in this case was both.

He looked away as he replied, "yeah, we sure don't need that." With an uneasy laugh he remember his near death experience just trying to get here. Which only reminded him of the fact that Eric still hadn't come home, and as long as the rain kept up, he wouldn't be anytime soon.

@ totallyugly

"I never commented on this," he said softly, peering up at the other from his brown bangs. "But your piercings are pretty cool, dude," he said with a small smile, pointing to the one on his nose. "I got this about a year ago for my birthday. I'd always wanted one and finally my mom was like, 'Hey still want that nose piercing?' It was pretty awesome." Sebastian cleared his throat, awkwardly removing his hand from the others shoulder, realizing just how awkward he was probably making this for the both of him. It clearly made Kade uncomfortable, so why was he still doing it?

Rubbing his hands on his dark skinny jeans, he wondered what even possessed him to touch the other one so much? At first it had been an accident, placing his fingers on the correct buttons of the controller, just trying to help it. But then, he found himself wanting to touch the other one and not stop, a feeling he found weird.

@ olober;

Kade smiled at Sebastian as he rambled on about his nose ring. "Right on," he commented. It was sort of adorable the way Sebastian hid behind his perfectly swept hair and smiled the way he did. Kade found himself staring at Sebastian and looked down briefly before looking up again. Where Sebastian's hand had been on Kade's shoulder was a pool of warmth and as soon as Sebastian moved it, the feeling disintegrated. It was the same feeling he'd gotten earlier. It confused Kade to feel that way when Sebastian touched him. He didn't understand why, but he wanted it to happen again.

Kade tugged at the piercing again as he watched Sebastian rubbing his hands on his pants. "It's okay, you know," he said with a cocked eyebrow and half a laugh, "to touch me." Of course he knew why he thought it, he wanted Sebastian to touch him, but he didn't know why he said it out loud. He probably sounded like a moron. Kade laughed at the awkwardness between the other and himself.

@ totallyugly

Sebastian opened his mouth and closed it again, much like a fish out of water would. What the hell was he supposed to say to that? He felt that if he added anything to that really awkward statement he would just make it more awkward. And somehow Sebastian managed to make everything even more awkward. It was especially a problem for him because he was, well, gay so people always just assumed that if he touched them in any way they would somehow managed to catch the 'disease' he had. The cursed butterflies were fluttering back around in his stomach as he felt his cheeks heat up, clearing his throat awkwardly.

"Uh, what does that mean? Like.." He awkwardly managed to sputter out, his nerves almost making him slip up a few times, causing him to stutter a bit. He couldn't help it, it was just.. something he felt he had to say. But then he berated himself for saying such a stupid thing, shaking his head. "N-never mind, don't answer that. That was dumb," he groaned, shaking his head once more.

@ olober;

Kade watched Sebastian's face as his mouth did little spasms. He hadn't meant to make it more awkward than it already was. Funny how they had gone from awkward to comfortable and back to awkward again. As color rose in Sebastian's cheeks, Kade smiled. The color made his freckles stand out more than they had before. A friendly smirk crossed Kade's face as he listened to the other's stuttering. Was it weird that he enjoyed making Sebastian nervous. Yeah, it was. It was definitely weird.

They were still standing within arms length of each other, and Kade made the space even smaller. Taking the smallest step closer, "no, it wasn't dumb," Kade frowned. It actually bothered Kade how negative Sebastian was about everything. How Sebastian automatically assumed that Kade was just like everyone else and that a little discomfort would make him shy away when in reality he wanted to get close to Sebastian.

@ totallyugly

Once again, Sebastian swallowed thickly as he watched Kade scoot closer to him, nearly closing the distance between the two. As it was, they had only barely been standing an arms length distance away from each other, but taking that big step forward left little room for Sebastian to move. Not that he really wanted to, anyway, but he wasn't going to say that out loud and make himself all the more awkward sounding. Letting his eyes take a little glance down towards his lips, he chewed on his bottom one as he saw a smirk laying there, twisting the corners of his mouth.

He felt his insides twist as he saw the smirk, his heart pounding in his chest. They were so close, if he even turned his head the wrong way their lips would brush against each other, and he was sure that would go over real well with the other. "You're, uh, really close to me there.." He said awkwardly, unsure of what to do. God, why was he so awkward?

@ olober;

Kade would have regretted making the advancement if Sebastian would have stepped back, but he didn't so what was there to regret. His head flooded with uncontrolled thoughts of what he wanted to do. God, they were standing so close. He was sure Sebastian could feel his heart beating, pounding through his chest. Kade's breathing quickened as caught Sebastian's glances down at his lips, and as he bit on his lower, Kade felt a wave of electricity. He never felt it before, not like this. It was strong and extremely convincing.

Without thinking Kade replied, "then move." It wasn't an order or a suggestion. It was a confirmation. If Sebastian moved, he would know he was pushing it too far. If Sebastian stayed where he was, he would know that the pull he had towards Sebastian was mutual. He parted his lips slightly as he breathed out the words. His hands were shaking. He'd never done anything like this before, and it could turn out so badly if he messed up.

@ totallyugly

"I don't want to," he said quietly, his voice barely above a whisper as he averted his eyes in sheer embarrassment, once again chewing on that spot on the bottom of his lip. Never in his life had he dreamed he could ever be this bold, especially with someone he never expected to be this close to. Kade was around all the time, sure. He'd even gone on little family outings here and there, their parents loved Kade and they were glad Eric had at least one best friend he could reply on. While Eric was a real popular guy, most were only friends because of that reason. Kade.. that was a different story. A story that Sebastian was just now beginning to figure it out. No longer was he that annoying friend of Eric's, but they were becoming friends as well. Maybe even closer than that, if things were going the way Sebastian thought they were.

At first Sebastian had begun thinking it was silly, Kade wouldn't want this. But here they were, and Kade could have moved had he wanted to. He could've just opened the door behind him and slipped out, never saying another word to him unless he absolutely had to. Licking his lower lip, he let his eyes gaze into Kade's, wondering what his next move would be.

@ olober;

Kade's words came out raspy with a pitch of nervousness, "me neither." His fingers were hot and still shaking as he reached out and touched Sebastian where his ear met his jaw. His thumb ran over the low freckles on Sebastian's cheeks in the process. Kade swallowed the lump in his throat while his eyes slowly traveled down to lips so close to his own. He never wanted something so much. It was almost an overwhelming feeling to have such a force pulling him places he had never gone. All Kade could see was the face before him, and himself reflected in the eyes in front of him. Caving in before he could talk himself out of it, Kade took advantage of the situation and closed the minute space between he and the other and kissed Sebastian. Letting his hand slide around behind Sebastian's neck, and drawing him closer, Kade's body hummed. Sebastian's lips were warm and soft against his own.

While his body was moving on it's own, a red flag popped up behind Kade's eyes. He prayed that Sebastian wouldn't hate him for this. So much could go wrong and Kade pulled back slightly from the kiss, allowing Sebastian full freedom to turn away and end it right then.