Beau was not someone who was impressed easily. This was due to the large influx of voodoo influence in his family, the most obvious being his uncle Naveen, who owned a suspicious-looking shop around the outskirts of New York City, right behind his cousin's diner. Yet today, Beau couldn't help but feel strange.
He felt strange when he awoke. He felt strange when he ate breakfast. He felt strange when he left his dorm. He felt strange when he sat in class and greeted his girlfriend with a sweet kiss. And then, in the middle of class, he realized why he felt strange.
As a Cajun, Beau felt things. Maybe not like you felt a kiss or a caress, but he felt things and this time, instead of being a simple brush against his mind, it was an invasion.
Beau gasped for a second, eyes widening, paralyzed for a single moment before another whisper flared on his ears, giving him a splitting headache for just a second.
"I need my coffee, why didn't I grab one before class...?"
It was a familiar voice, and he looked discreetely behind him in time to see Ophelia sighing, with bags under her eyes. Inhaling deeply, with a shudder, Beau made nothing of it and tried to pay attention to class again, gripping the table tightly.
"I shouldn't have done it. I shouldn't have slept with her."
Jesus christ, was that AJ? He was on the opposite side of the enormous room, he couldn't have heard him. He couldn't have. No. It was impossible.
A cold sweat broke on Beau's back when another whisper came, as if someone were placing their lips right behind his ear the headache didn't come this time, just a mild throb, but Beau still tensed.
"Maya, God, Maya, please be okay..."
"I want to go home."
"I should've gone to bed sooner."
"She's so fucking ugly."
"That jerk."
"Whish he'd die."
"He is so pathetic -"
"What?" Beau turned to his girlfriend Alice, sitting by his side, who glanced away from her phone with a caught look dancing in her eyes. Beau and Alice were still for a moment, his wide mocha eyes scared.
"What?" she chuckled nervously.
"Who's pathetic?" he swallowed. She must've said that out loud. She has had to. And the whispers... he's so tired, rehearsals were brutal yesterday, that must be it, right?
"Oh, I said that out loud?" she plastered her usual smile and leaned to kiss his cheek, probably leaving a pink stain behind it. "Just that Remy boy other there. Word says his cousin's in the hospital and he's got something to do with it."
The Cajun boy looked towards the front, where said Remy was fidgeting in his seat. He didn't know him, but he'd waved at him one time or another. He seemed shy, so Beau didn't ever press him for anything. Some people didn't like him because of his ethnithy but Beau thought he looked too sad to be a stereotypical muslim.
"I'm so sorry"
"Fuck," Beau tangled his fingers in his hair, shutting his eyes, but the action only made more whispers get louder and louder.
"You okay, Boo?" Alice pouted at him, resting her flawless dark hair on his shoulder. "Were rehearsals so late last night?"
He would've said no. He would've told her that it wasn't anthing she could even think about, feel. But in that moment he couldn't hear anything, just them, all of them. Voices blended and blurred, getting gradually louder, saying such horrible things, telling him such terrible thoughts that before he could even process what was happening, he was on the floor, gasping for air.
"...I'd do so many things to that body..."
"...She's just another girl...."
"...How am I ever going to pass this class...?"
"...Maybe if I tell him it was an accident..."
"... he's staring at me again..."
"...what's happening to me...?"
"Beau!" he thought he heard Alice gasp.
It had to be a hex bag. Somebody cursed him, threw something at him, made him hear everyone's goddamn thoughts and he couldn't fucking breathe.
"Beau, man, you alright?"
"He looks utterly stupid."
"He looks lke he's having a panic attack!"
"He just wants all the attention, doesn't he?"
"Call the paramedics?"
"Maybe I should slap him?"
"Someone do something!"
"He's always the center of attention."
"So fucking dramatic, he's such a good actor, fuck him."
"Beau doesn't just like to act on a stage, doesn't he?"
He broke through the crowd of people, staggering towards the door and trying to get away from it all. People shouted after him, sounding concerned but thinking so, so badly of him. Tears of frustration, confusion and desperating welled in his eyes but Beau just kept walking, hearing new voices whisper behind his ear and say mean things about other people.
With phone in hand and back against the wall of the bathroom on the lowest floor of Columbia University, Beau called his uncle Naveen, rubbing his eyes furiously.
When he didn't pick up at first, he wasn't surprised. As he was about to hang up, though, the soothing voice of the voodoo warlock responded with slight panic.
"Beau?" he asked, hesitant. "Are you alright, my boy? You're supposed to be in class."
"Uncle," The Cajun sobbed. "Something's happening to me. I don't know why, and I don't know how, but I'm hearing voices and I think it's everyone's thoughts."
"Oh, dear," he seemed to rub his face, but Beau could only guess. "Alright, why don't you come to the hospital?"
"The hospital? Why would I -" Beau froze, swallowing the knot on his throat. "It's mom, isn't it?"
"She just had a mild one this time, forgot to take her pills last night, she says." Naveen sighed. "She's stable, but I can't go to the shop just yet, so you'll have to wait until later for me to do something, Beau."
"It's okay, uncle," with a hand pushing his hair away from his eyes, Beau left the bathroom, flinching at the voices before heading towards his motorcycle in the parking lot. "I'll be there, too. Is Dr. Kizer there?"
"As always. They say he'll be the one to take care of her from now on, which personally, makes me as happy as a partridge. Between you and I, Dr. Knight was an ass."
Beau laughed, dried his tears, hung up and started the bike, oftentimes breaking the speed limit. Thankfully, the speed of it didn't let any whispers become full sentences, and he could finally breathe.
He knew he'd forgotten his bag, his coat, and his everything in the classroom, but maybe Jake and Alice would bring them back to his dorm. Yet, after all he's heard, he doubted more than any ther time who really liked him, and who really hated him.
He felt strange when he awoke. He felt strange when he ate breakfast. He felt strange when he left his dorm. He felt strange when he sat in class and greeted his girlfriend with a sweet kiss. And then, in the middle of class, he realized why he felt strange.
As a Cajun, Beau felt things. Maybe not like you felt a kiss or a caress, but he felt things and this time, instead of being a simple brush against his mind, it was an invasion.
Beau gasped for a second, eyes widening, paralyzed for a single moment before another whisper flared on his ears, giving him a splitting headache for just a second.
"I need my coffee, why didn't I grab one before class...?"
It was a familiar voice, and he looked discreetely behind him in time to see Ophelia sighing, with bags under her eyes. Inhaling deeply, with a shudder, Beau made nothing of it and tried to pay attention to class again, gripping the table tightly.
"I shouldn't have done it. I shouldn't have slept with her."
Jesus christ, was that AJ? He was on the opposite side of the enormous room, he couldn't have heard him. He couldn't have. No. It was impossible.
A cold sweat broke on Beau's back when another whisper came, as if someone were placing their lips right behind his ear the headache didn't come this time, just a mild throb, but Beau still tensed.
"Maya, God, Maya, please be okay..."
"I want to go home."
"I should've gone to bed sooner."
"She's so fucking ugly."
"That jerk."
"Whish he'd die."
"He is so pathetic -"
"What?" Beau turned to his girlfriend Alice, sitting by his side, who glanced away from her phone with a caught look dancing in her eyes. Beau and Alice were still for a moment, his wide mocha eyes scared.
"What?" she chuckled nervously.
"Who's pathetic?" he swallowed. She must've said that out loud. She has had to. And the whispers... he's so tired, rehearsals were brutal yesterday, that must be it, right?
"Oh, I said that out loud?" she plastered her usual smile and leaned to kiss his cheek, probably leaving a pink stain behind it. "Just that Remy boy other there. Word says his cousin's in the hospital and he's got something to do with it."
The Cajun boy looked towards the front, where said Remy was fidgeting in his seat. He didn't know him, but he'd waved at him one time or another. He seemed shy, so Beau didn't ever press him for anything. Some people didn't like him because of his ethnithy but Beau thought he looked too sad to be a stereotypical muslim.
"I'm so sorry"
"Fuck," Beau tangled his fingers in his hair, shutting his eyes, but the action only made more whispers get louder and louder.
"You okay, Boo?" Alice pouted at him, resting her flawless dark hair on his shoulder. "Were rehearsals so late last night?"
He would've said no. He would've told her that it wasn't anthing she could even think about, feel. But in that moment he couldn't hear anything, just them, all of them. Voices blended and blurred, getting gradually louder, saying such horrible things, telling him such terrible thoughts that before he could even process what was happening, he was on the floor, gasping for air.
"...I'd do so many things to that body..."
"...She's just another girl...."
"...How am I ever going to pass this class...?"
"...Maybe if I tell him it was an accident..."
"... he's staring at me again..."
"...what's happening to me...?"
"Beau!" he thought he heard Alice gasp.
It had to be a hex bag. Somebody cursed him, threw something at him, made him hear everyone's goddamn thoughts and he couldn't fucking breathe.
"Beau, man, you alright?"
"He looks utterly stupid."
"He looks lke he's having a panic attack!"
"He just wants all the attention, doesn't he?"
"Call the paramedics?"
"Maybe I should slap him?"
"Someone do something!"
"He's always the center of attention."
"So fucking dramatic, he's such a good actor, fuck him."
"Beau doesn't just like to act on a stage, doesn't he?"
He broke through the crowd of people, staggering towards the door and trying to get away from it all. People shouted after him, sounding concerned but thinking so, so badly of him. Tears of frustration, confusion and desperating welled in his eyes but Beau just kept walking, hearing new voices whisper behind his ear and say mean things about other people.
With phone in hand and back against the wall of the bathroom on the lowest floor of Columbia University, Beau called his uncle Naveen, rubbing his eyes furiously.
When he didn't pick up at first, he wasn't surprised. As he was about to hang up, though, the soothing voice of the voodoo warlock responded with slight panic.
"Beau?" he asked, hesitant. "Are you alright, my boy? You're supposed to be in class."
"Uncle," The Cajun sobbed. "Something's happening to me. I don't know why, and I don't know how, but I'm hearing voices and I think it's everyone's thoughts."
"Oh, dear," he seemed to rub his face, but Beau could only guess. "Alright, why don't you come to the hospital?"
"The hospital? Why would I -" Beau froze, swallowing the knot on his throat. "It's mom, isn't it?"
"She just had a mild one this time, forgot to take her pills last night, she says." Naveen sighed. "She's stable, but I can't go to the shop just yet, so you'll have to wait until later for me to do something, Beau."
"It's okay, uncle," with a hand pushing his hair away from his eyes, Beau left the bathroom, flinching at the voices before heading towards his motorcycle in the parking lot. "I'll be there, too. Is Dr. Kizer there?"
"As always. They say he'll be the one to take care of her from now on, which personally, makes me as happy as a partridge. Between you and I, Dr. Knight was an ass."
Beau laughed, dried his tears, hung up and started the bike, oftentimes breaking the speed limit. Thankfully, the speed of it didn't let any whispers become full sentences, and he could finally breathe.
He knew he'd forgotten his bag, his coat, and his everything in the classroom, but maybe Jake and Alice would bring them back to his dorm. Yet, after all he's heard, he doubted more than any ther time who really liked him, and who really hated him.
February 21st, 2015 at 02:12pm