Lights Will Guide You Home

@ frank castle.
Killian frowned when Layla clearly saw that fake him was married with a son, but then he heard the hint of jealousy in her voice when she spoke, causing him to smirk, "Jealous, love?" He teased. He knew that he shouldn't be saying anything because of how he reacted to fake her having a boyfriend, but he couldn't help it. He it was weird to him to think that he was married and actually had a son. Even if this world was fake, in some way or another, he was a father. That concept was strange to him, but he tried not to focus on it too much.

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Emma nodded at Dean's words before he started speaking with Ezekiel, "Dean it's the only way." She said, knowing that he clearly wasn't too happy about having to lie to Sam even more. Emma knew that eventually all of this was going to come back and bite them in the ass, but until that moment came, they were going to have to lie their way out of this situation. Emma didn't like it and knew that Dean hated it, but what needed to be done had to get done somehow.

Layla scoffed in response to his words. "Please." She said as her eyes remained trained on the screen and she continued to scroll through the Wikipedia article. "I don't get jealous." That was a total lie and she knew it. Everyone got jealous every once and a while, and she knew that she'd felt this surge of jealousy when she'd read about fake Killian being married with a son. It really shouldn't have bothered her, but for some reason it had. That was never something she and Killian had ever talked about before. Sure, they loved each other, but marriage and kids just wasn't something that had ever been brought up.

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Dean sighed, running a hand through his cropped hair. "Alright, yeah. We'll tell Sam that another asshole with wings showed up." He said. He really didn't like lying to his brother, and he knew that Layla didn't either, but there wasn't much of a choice here. Ezekiel was right. If Sam knew the truth, the angel keeping him alive right now would be ejected. "Lets just get out of here and see what we can figure out so that we can get my sister and Killian back in the right universe." Shaking his head slightly, he started back towards where the Impala was parked.

@ frank castle.
Killian smirked at her words and nodded, "Whatever you say, Love." He replied and kissed her cheek lightly, "Fake me might be married, but the real me loves you and only you." He stated with a smile before he read more of the article about fake him. He knew they should be finding a way out, but until they could remember or find a new way out, this was the best thing they could do to pass the time.

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Emma nodded in agreement at Dean's words, "I'll call Belle on the way back to see if she can look around the shop for stuff to possibly help until we get there." She said as they started to walk towards the Impala. Emma knew that Henry would instantly be asking questions as to where Layla and Killian were, but she also knew that he was going to be more than willing to help.

(sorry these are shitty. I'm hella tired with a really bad headache.)

"That was somewhat cheesy, but I love you too." Layla said, a small smile tugging at the corners of her lips. She refused to admit, even to herself, that she was jealous. They'd never talked about marriage or kids before, so it really wasn't something that should make her jealous anyway. Plus, it wasn't actually him. It was just fake him. Killian wasn't married to some other woman with a son. Colin O'Donoghue was. It was like how Jared Padalecki was married to fake Ruby. Sam wasn't married to her. That certainly wouldn't have flied with Layla or Dean. It was the same exact logic with Colin and Killian. And Layla totally wasn't jealous at all. Nope. Not in the slightest.

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Dean nodded. "Alright, once we explain everything to Henry, I'll give Kevin a call too." He said. He figured that if they had a bunch of people looking into this, things would run more smoothly and the chances of getting everything all sorted out sooner rather than later were much more likely. He hoped that would be the case anyway. He just wanted to get everyone back in the universe they belonged in.

Once they reached the Impala, Henry was quick to get out of the car. Dean noticed the frown on his son's face and immediately knew that he'd noticed that their group was smaller. "Where's Aunt Layla and Killian?" He asked.

"They're alright, kid. Don't you worry about that, but they aren't exactly in the same universe as us right now..." That probably would have sounded a lot more bizarre if Henry lived anywhere but Storybrooke. Dean was certain of that much.

@ frank castle.
Killian smiled at her words and nodded, "Good." He replied before he stood up and started to walk around the trailer, "So what happens if I have to get accustom to this universe. I have no idea how most of this technology works over here. Plus I don't know how to act. What if I screw all of this up for us?" He asked worriedly, "I mean you've done this before. You know what to do." He stated with a frown. He had no idea what he was going to do if they were going to be in that universe for a while. His fake self had a wife and son, but Killian didn't know them. Killian loved Layla, nobody else. How was he supposed to be fake married to someone he didn't even know.

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Emma nodded in agreement as they near the Impala and frowned when she saw Henry rush to get out of the car, noticing that Layla and Killian weren't with them. When he spoke, she let Dean answer. To Henry the whole different universe thing wouldn't sound crazy, Emma knew that, "We're going to get them back, Henry. Believe us. We already have a plan set in motion to get them back. We just have to get back to Storybrooke and get Belle's help." She explained to her son, knowing that he would want to help no matter what.

Layla set the laptop down and stood up, crossing the trailer to where he was. "Hey, no one's screwing anything up, alright?" She told him quietly as she wrapped her arms loosely around his neck. Her eyes never once left his as she spoke to him. "We'll figure it all out as we go. Sam, Dean and I were horrible at this last time. I'm pretty sure the crew and rest of the cast thought we were all on something." She let out a quiet laugh before continuing on. "But it's all going to be fine. I'm sure that Dean and Emma will be working on finding out a way to get us back on their end once they find out what's happened. Between us and them, I'm sure we'll get this all sorted out soon enough."

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"How'd they end up in another universe?" Henry asked. Before Dean could answer, Sam, er Ezekiel, cut in. "That was my doing. It was for their safety." The angel said. "Things got a little out of hand when you were back here, kid." Dean told Henry. "Your aunt, uncle and I have gotten stuck there before. Layla and Killian are fine, but we're going to do everything that we can to get them back ASAP." He knew that Henry would want to help. He was just as ready to help family as much as everyone on both sides of the family were. "I'm going to give Kevin a call and see if he can find anything out too."

@ frank castle.
Killian nodded at Layla's words, still slightly unconvinced, "I was just starting to get used to Storybrooke though. That's my problem. I want to be back there with you and our friends. Your family." He stated and ran a hand through his hair and over his face, "But I know that we will figure everything out. We always do." Killian stated. He had no idea what they were going to do, but he knew that between the two of them plus Emma and Dean, there was no way that someone couldn't figure this out.

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Emma watched Henry's expression, knowing that he was probably worried about Layla and Killian, "They're going to be okay, Kid." She assured her son before she looked over at Dean and nodded when he spoke, "I'll call Belle then. After that we can head back." She said to Dean before she pulled out her phone. She put in Belle's number before waiting for her to answer. When she did, Emma explained the whole situation to her friend and then asked about if there could be anything in the shop or in the library that could help them. After Belle said she would look and let Emma know if she found anything, Emma hung up before walking back towards Henry.

Layla frowned slightly. "I know, and we're going to find a way to get back there." She told him. She could definitely understand where he was coming from. She knew that Storybrooke originally was not a permanent destination for him. She knew that he'd only gone their to exact his revenge on Gold. He'd told her everything about the man he used to be. All of the things he'd done in the past, but none of that changed how she saw him. The way she saw it, everyone did things they weren't so proud of. That didn't need to be something that was held against them. Killian had changed, he was a good man now. With everything he'd done to help Storybrooke, he'd become a hero. And in that time, the small town had started to feel like home for him. Layla knew that. To be completely honest, it was starting to feel more like home than the bunker ever did, and that was really the only place she'd been long enough to even begin to call it a home, so that was definitely saying something. "Exactly. We're going to figure this out. I'm sure of it."

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"You'll let me help too, right?" Henry asked. "Of course we will, kid. I'm sure your aunt and Killian would really appreciate it." Dean wasn't at all surprised that his son wanted to help bring Layla and Killian back. Family was something that was never given up on ever. And that was for both sides of the family. "Alright, I'll give Kevin a call before we head out too." Pulling out his phone, he ran a hand over his face as he waited for the young prophet to answer. "Hey, Kev...yeah about that...I need you to see if you can dig up anything on bringing people back from other universes...yeah you heard me right....just drop a dial if you find anything, alright?" He hung up moments before Emma started walking back towards them. "I'm assuming you'll be taking your car back and I'll be taking mine?"

@ frank castle.
Emma nodded at Dean's words and held her hand out to Henry for her car keys, watching as he placed them in her hand before he looked over at Dean then back towards Emma, "Can I ride with dad?" He asked. Emma knew it was so he had more knowledge on how they were going to get Layla and Killian back because Dean had been through it before, "Yeah, kid, go ahead." Emma said with a small smile before she nodded at Dean before she walked towards her car and got in the driver's side, starting it up, waiting so she could follow Dean back to Storybrooke. Emma wasn't worried about getting Layla and Killian back, knowing that they were going to get the two back because they were probably in whatever universe that they were in trying to figure out a way to get back to their universe as well.

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Killian nodded at Layla's words before he took a breath, "I'm sure that Dean, Emma, Henry, and Sam already have thought of ways to try to get us back as well." He said and wrapped his arms around her, pulling her close. He pressed a kiss to her forehead with a smile, "I can do this. Even if my acting is rubbish." He joked with a laugh before he leaned over and kissed her quickly, needing to feel some kind of normal in that moment because everything about their situation was not normal to him, "And just when I thought I had been through everything after that giant snow monster." He said with a chuckle before he smiled down at her.

Layla nodded. "Exactly, we'll be back in the right universe before we know it." She said. She'd almost said 'home' instead of 'in the right universe', and that almost scared her. Almost. But she knew that it was true. Storybrooke really was starting to feel like home. Something told her that she'd feel at home anywhere eventually if she had Killian there with her though. She smiled when he wrapped his arms around her and pulled her close. "See? Maybe it wouldn't be so hard after all." She let out a quiet laugh and then kissed him back softly. "I did warn you when we first started dating that crazy kind of follows me everywhere." She laughed quietly.

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"We'll meet you back there then." Dean said to Emma before leading Henry back to the Impala. "Looks like you're in the back today, Zeke." He said when his son climbed in on the passenger side before the angel could get anywhere near it. Without another word, he got in on the driver's side and started his Baby up. He knew that Henry was probably going to have a lot of questions to ask him on the drive back, but that honestly wasn't something that he minded at all. He knew that Henry just wanted to help get Layla and Killian back ASAP, so the questions would definitely be welcomed.

@ frank castle.
Emma drove behind Dean on the way back to Storybrooke. There were a million thoughts running through her head, causing her to almost hit Dean a couple time before she was in a whole different world. Only her thoughts weren't mainly focused on Layla and Killian. They were on everything. Everything that was going on was all too weird. Everything in Dean's life was weird and then everything in her life was also weird. Putting them together was probably one of the worst combinations ever, but for some reason it almost felt semi normal in a sense. Maybe she had just been around so much crazy things happening in Storybrooke that she sort of learned to expect the unexpected now and nothing surprised her that much anymore.

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Killian nodded in agreement, "That is true, you did warn me." He said with a laugh and he kissed her once more quickly before he pulled back, "So how do we figure out how to get back. Like is there something you can look up in that magic box or do we have to figure this out?" He asked curiously. She was clearly more of the expert on this kind of situation than he was, seeing as he didn't even know how to work that box let alone what he would have to look for in order to get home.

"We looked a lot of stuff up last time, but that was mostly just where to find ingredients for the spell..." Layla told him. She really wished that she remembered what the ingredients were. If she did, then they could easily be well on their way to getting back home already. The last time that this happened had been two years ago though, and a lot had happened since then. It was easy to see why she wouldn't remember the ingredients. "If there was an angel here, we could be home already." She mumbled, frowning slightly.

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"There isn't anything in the books that could help, right?" Dean glanced over to his son when he spoke to him and shook his head. "The last time this happened was two years ago, after Chuck stopped writing them." He said. It would have made things a whole hell of a lot easier if they hadn't though, that was for sure. The simple fix would be for Ezekiel to use his angel mojo to get Layla and Killian back, but that wasn't going to happen until he was restored to full power. "And Castiel can't help either?" Henry asked. Dean shook his head once more. "Cas isn't...he's human right now, kid. The best thing he can do is lay low until this all passes over. But don't worry, we'll figure this out. We always do." He assured him with a smile as he parked the Impala outside of Gold's shop.

@ frank castle.
Emma parked her car in front of Gold's shop, getting out and looking over at Dean, "I haven't heard from Belle since we left, so I don't know if she found anything." She said once everyone was out of the car and headed towards the shop. Emma was hoping that Belle found something or they could find something in the shop. Emma wasn't sure there could be anything at the library that could use in order to get Killian and Layla back. If they were going to find anything to help them, it was going to be in Gold's shop.

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Killian nodded at her words. He knew that there had been a lot that had gone on in her life since this had last happened. He wasn't worrying as much anymore, knowing that somehow they would find a way to get back to their universe. When she spoke again, he raised an eyebrow, "How do you know if an angel is here or not? I'm not saying there is, but what makes them stand out." He questioned. He was curious if there somehow could be a way that they could be brought over with them.

And just like that, Isaac's work had been undone.

"So, was that payback for all of the times I've scared you?" Layla asked Killian as they walked, hand-in-hand, towards the docks. Henry had successfully managed to undo everything that Isaac had done, and that included bringing back her pirate. Losing him like that was something that she never wanted to experience again. She'd lost far too many people she cared about to lose him too. "Because, if it was, consider us even."

Despite everything that had happened, she was still capable of joking about it all. It was a defense mechanism of sorts. Whenever something bad happened, she liked to bring humor into it and offer up sarcastic comments, and nearly losing the man she loved certainly called for a bit of humor in her opinion.

That was when she realized that they weren't quite headed towards the docks. They'd started going in that general direction, however she'd been so caught up in the sheer relief and happiness of knowing he was alright to realize that they'd turned down a side street a block or so away from the water. "I thought we were going to the Jolly. Shouldn't we have just kept going towards the water?" She asked, pausing to look up at him with a confused expression written across her face.

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Dean had definitely seen it all at this point. Angels. Demons. Werewolves. Ghosts. Any and all supernatural creatures out there. Giant snowmen. Dragons. Fairytale characters that actually existed. Magic pens. Yep, he'd definitely seen it all, and he was so freaking glad to be back in Storybrooke and the right goddamn universe. "You did good back there, kid." He said, ruffling up his son's hair as he, Henry and Emma made their way towards Granny's. Where else would they go after such a long freaking day?

"I don't know if I can speak for your mom, but I'm proud of you. Henry." That was something he really wished he could have heard more from his own father, but he wasn't about to bring his own daddy issues into this right now. No, this was about Henry. Since learning that he had a son, he'd gotten to know Henry pretty well, and he was proud of the person that he was. He was just as much a Winchester as he was a Charming, and those were both great families to come from. In his biased opinion.

@ frank castle.
Killian shook his head at Layla's words with a small laugh, "Love, you know I would never do something that drastic on purpose just to scare you." He replied as he took her hand in his, kissing the top of her head lightly, "Plus remember I didn't even know who you were. Given there was a part of me somewhere that knew, but I didn't really know who you were." He explained. Of course, he was still sure of himself and of Layla that he ended up sacrificing himself for her to get away, so that was something.

Killian could tell that Layla was still upset about the whole situation that had played out, and he didn't blame her. He would be just as upset if he had just watched her die and there was nothing that he could do to stop it, "I'm not going anywhere, Love. I'm not leaving you." He stated. Killian knew that his words probably didn't help at all, but he felt that he needed to reassure her in some way that he wouldn't be leaving her side any time soon.

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Emma was still not sure what had really happened. All she knew is that Henry had saved everyone and brought them back from that crazy alternate universe. She put her arm around Henry's shoulders as they walked to Granny's, and she smiled at Dean's words, "You're dad's right, Henry. You saved everyone. You did really well." She agreed with a smile towards her son. She knew that it was probably a usual thing to hear it from Emma that she was proud of him, but she knew that Henry really liked hearing it from Dean.

"I'm so proud of you, kid." She said with a nod as she opened the door to Granny's for Dean and Henry, letting them walk in before following and going to their usual booth. The way things had turned out made Emma happy. Sure, Layla had to watch Killian die, but Henry was able to save everyone and managed to bring back Killian, "I'm sure your aunt is really thankful that you saved everyone. She's probably just as proud." Emma said with a grin.

"I know...I'm just really glad that you're okay." Layla said quietly. She didn't know what she would have done if Henry hadn't discovered that he was the new author and found a way to reverse everything that Isaac had done. She didn't know what she would have done if she had actually lost Killian. She'd lost so many people in her life already, and that had caused her to spend so much of her time with her heart closed off from the world, but Killian had gotten her to open it up to him. That meant losing him would hurt even more and she knew that.

When he'd sacrificed himself at the expense of saving her she'd frozen up. She hadn't known what to do. If Sam and Dean hadn't pulled her along with them, she would have stayed. But what would she have done if her nephew hadn't managed to reverse it all? What would she have done if she'd actually lost him. She tried not to think about it too much now. Everything was alright, and she didn't have to worry about it any longer. They were back in Storybrooke and that was what really mattered. "You didn't know me, and yet you sacrificed yourself so that I could get away along with the others..." Some part of him had to have known or felt something when they met. That was the only explanation she could think of. "You never did answer my question, you know. Where are we going?" She punctuated her words with a raised eyebrow. She had no idea that her nephew had been helping her boyfriend look for a house in town.

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"Oh, she's definitely proud of him. I'm sure she's going to tell you just that as soon as she sees you next." Dean said as they walked into Granny's and took a seat at their usual table. He was certain that his sister would be spending some time with Killian now though. He didn't really know where they'd gone off to, and he was somewhat surprised to not see the pair there in Granny's with them as well. He figured Layla would want a burger or something, though he supposed she was just relieved that Killian was alive and well. He'd hated seeing the pained expression written across her face back there in Isaac's twisted version of the Enchanted Forest. He never wanted to see her like that again.

"I really don't know where those two went off to though. I figured they might have been here." He said as Ruby brought them over their usual beverages. "Killian had something to show her." Henry said, causing Dean's eyebrows to rise. It was clear that Henry knew more than either he or Emma did. "Yeah and what exactly is that?" Dean asked curiously as he took a sip of his coffee. "It's a surprise, I'm not supposed to tell anyone."

@ frank castle.
Killian smiled at her words and nodded, "I'm glad that Henry was able to undo everything so I could come back to you." He said. He knew that in the alternate universe that Killian didn't really know Layla, but he still felt it deep inside and that was why he had sacrificed himself for her and her brothers to get away with Henry and Emma. If he hadn't of felt it, well he didn't know what that meant, but he didn't like the thought of not feeling that. If he had to go back and do it over again, he would. He would save Layla over himself anyway.

Killian smiled at her question, "That, my love, is a surprise. You're just going to have to wait and see when we get there." He replied and sent a wink her way. They weren't very far from the house that he and Henry had picked out, but Killian still wanted to keep it a surprise for Layla. He had been incredibly anxious about it since he and Henry started looking for the house to begin with. He had no idea how she would react, but he was continuously told by Henry that she was going to be thrilled that she wasn't living in a hotel room anymore or on a ship.

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Emma smiled at Dean's words and nodded, "See if your dad says that she's happy you saved everything and everyone I would say that she's pretty happy and proud of you, Kid." Emma said and laughed lightly. She gave a smile to Ruby when she brought over their usual drinks, and Emma took a long sip of hers. When Henry said that Killian had a surprise for Layla that he couldn't tell them, Emma began to wonder what it could have possibly have been, but she knew that she would more than likely find out soon enough.

"So now that it looks like we've got some down time for a little bit, what is Sam up to?" Emma asked curiously. She knew that he was still with Ruby, but Killian was constantly keeping Layla busy, and Dean had Henry to keep him busy, Ruby worked a lot so Emma could see Sam spending time at the library or just sitting in the diner with Ruby. Either way, Emma was curious as to what the youngest Winchester brother was up to.

Layla smiled at his words. "I'm going to have to thank the kid next time I see him." She said. This was the second time her nephew had done something for her. The first time was when he'd saved her life and now he'd undone all of the damage Isaac had caused, and brought Killian back to her. She really did owe him big time. Maybe she'd see if Charlie could get a hold of some new comics for him or something. She knew that what Henry had done for her was worth much more than a few comics, but it would do for now until she found some other way to repay him.

She raised an eyebrow in response to his later words. "Keeping secrets from me now, are we?" Her tone was light and teasing and it was obvious that she really didn't care that where ever he was taking her was a surprise. Her curiosity was definitely peaked to say the least though. She had absolutely no idea as to where he could possibly be taking her. Not even a small one.

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"She most certainly is." Dean said before smiling when Ruby brought over their usual drinks. He'd never really imagined he'd become a regular anywhere, the only time he'd come close was when he'd lived with Lisa and Ben for that short while, but things here were still a bit complicated. He still didn't really know what was going on here. He still had Abaddon to deal with, and Crowley was always a major pain in his ass, and there was still that whole mess with the angels too, and Cas had been acting strange lately, but he was still perfectly content spending time with Emma and Henry and helping out around town whenever he could. There seemed to be just as much constantly going on in Storybrooke as was going on in his life.

"He's been talking things over with Kevin a lot recently. They're trying to figure out if there's a way to undo what Metatron did." He told her as he took a sip of his coffee. There was also the fact that Sam still had no idea that he was being possessed by an angel too. He knew that shit would hit the fan when his brother found out, and he wanted to tell him, he knew that Layla did too, but Sam's likely reaction was enough to keep them from doing so.

@ frank castle.
Killian smiled at her words, "I will have to as well. He did save my life after all." He said with a laugh. He was really happy that Henry was able to bring him back. He had been spending a lot of time with the lad lately helping to find the house for Killian and Layla. He could really see that Henry adored his aunt despite only finding out about her a few months ago. It made him happy that someone adored her just as much as he did.

When they neared where the house was, Killian stopped Layla, "Alright you have to close your eyes because it's a surprise, not a secret." He replied to her words with a smirk, "I would cover your eyes with my hands, but with the hook I'm pretty sure you could see through it, so I'm going to trust you not to peek." He explained with a smile. Once she had closed her eyes, he took her hand in his and started to lead her towards the house, "Henry's been helping me find this place and we knew you would love it." Well, we hope you'll like it. He thought to himself. Killian wasn't sure what he would do if Layla didn't like the house.

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Emma smiled when she saw Henry beaming as Dean told him that Layla was really thankful for Henry saving Killian. Emma couldn't have imagined what would have happened to Layla if Killian couldn't have been saved. Dean told Emma that he has never seen her like this with anyone before. He said that she was never a relationship person because of the life that they lived. Emma could tell that Layla and Dean were alike in that sense, at least from some of the things that Dean had said to her about his thoughts on the "white picket fence" life. After Dean had left her alone all those years ago, Emma thought she was the same way. Then Henry came into her life, and she realized that she didn't have to be with someone to settle down with a family.

She nodded at Dean's words as he spoke about what Sam had been doing recently, "Is there any progress on that?" She asked. She didn't know everything on what happened with the angels, but she knew that it wasn't good and that things looked very bleak for the angels. Emma knew that Ezekiel was still in Sam and that everyone, especially Dean and Layla, hated lying to him about what was going on with that.

"Yeah, I think that might be something worth thanking him over." Layla said with a slight laugh. She honestly was still just so beyond relieved that Henry had been able got reverse everything that Isaac had written. She really didn't know how she would have handled losing Killian. He was the first man she'd really ever let into her heart. She always had these walls up with anyone before him, and she had her reasons for that. When Killian came into the picture, things changed. That didn't mean her fear of losing people she loved went away though, and she definitely didn't want to think about that actually happening with Killian. And, because of her nephew, she didn't.

Layla looked over to him when he stopped her, and rolled her eyes playfully when he spoke. "Alright, fine. I'll close my eyes for the not-secret." She teased before closing them. "See? They're closed. I won't peek, I promise." She smiled when he took her hand and started leading her somewhere. They had to be close if he was having her close her eyes, but she still honestly had no idea what the surprise could possibly be. She had been looking for a place to live in town for a little while now, of course that got delayed a bit when everything with Cruella, Maleficent and Ursula had gone down, and then everything with Isaac happened too, but she'd been planning to start up her search again the following day. The only one who knew about her search was her nephew, and it hadn't crossed her mind even once that he might tell Killian about it. "Henry's in on the surprise too? Who else knows about it?" She asked curiously.

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Dean didn't want to think about the state his sister would have been in if Henry hadn't been able to bring Killian back. He and his sister were very much alike in most instances. Neither of them every really saw themselves living that apple pie life with a house with a white picket fence. Sam always had, but never him or Layla. He knew that all sort of changed when his sister met Killian though, and he was happy for her. All he ever wanted was to see his brother and sister happy, and it was clear that they both were now. He knew that it was what their parents would have wanted for them too.

"It's...complicated." Dean said with a sigh. "Zeke's still fixing him up. I just hate keeping things like this from him. I know Sam though. If he found out the truth before he was healed, he'd expel Zeke immediately." That was honestly one of the biggest things he was worried about right now. He knew there were other issues to deal with too, but losing his brother was one of the bigger, more important ones for him.