I thought I'd be more like, idk obsessive or super up in my feels but I'm not. But I like that I'm not. I like that I'm lowkey or at least relatively about this. But that doesn't mean that when I think about him I don't smile or laugh at something stupid he's done or said bc I do. Ya girl DO. I think bc he's so chill and it has literally been a week that I'm like nah it's g. Plus I know how he feels, so it feels vastly different from anything I've had before and so I'm not constantly insecure or second guessing. Granted I'm more confident now so there's that too but still. Still you know?
I know it hasn't been long but we're going out on our fourth date!! On Sunday to the zoo and I'm so excited. Yeah alright I'm done gushing now. Life's nice ATM