I'm really worried about seeing my tutor on Tuesday about putting in a Personal Extenuating Circumstances form. What if is just looks like I'm milking a bad situation?
apparently I wasn't supposed to respond to anyone on here and I apologize. OOps, but just know that I know what some of you are going through.On another note, I'm thinking about taking my boss/landlord to court.
I don't know wtf it is but something about outlast is helping me work through my rape and dealings with the mental health and legal system on a higher, more complex level.
OH MY GOD THE NEW GAME OF THRONES EPISODE THOUGH I'm so excited to not have to work tomorrow. Even though I have a three hour class, I don't even care, I'm just excited to sleep in and not have to deal with people.
Things I am nuts about right now: - Waylon/Miles comforting each other outside after everything. - Pre-variant Chris comforting pre-variant Gluskin before experiments. - The twins sharing Miles. - Wal!Miles' voyeurism and minor influence over Eddie/Waylon. - Trager tryin to operate on Wal!Miles. - Chris callin Miles his lil pig. ~
i probably should have said something last night but i didn't want to since i was already upset over stupid shit and getting dumb and emotional over nothing but i saw my datemate refer to themselves as a lesbian and i know, i know it doesn't mean shit it was just a stupid are you an x lesbian or a y lesbian but it still hurt because i'm a boy and they're dating me so clearly they can't be a lesbian or anything
but i mean i call myself gay all the time but always in like a blanket term like queer where you get that i mean gay as in i'm attracted to this guy not gay as in only attracted to guys and you can't really do that with lesbian but like.
i feel so stupid and petty and i don't want to upset them or think i'm mad at them i'm not it just triggered dysphoria last night especially since i'm on my period and just ugh it sucks being a trans man it sucks it sucks so much i fucking hate it