I didn't think I was strong enough to do it, but I did. My heart hurts. But it's the only choice, the only road I could take now.
I'm still ... happy we met. You know? I'm still glad that you were there when I had no one else. Even though I never told you so. I sometimes wish I had. I've always been a coward that way, I guess. Afraid of every single step, word, breath. Instead of living in the moment, I lived in fear. And now look at me.
And I still hope that one day, you find happiness. If you've already done, then that's wonderful. If you haven't, I hope you do. You deserve to feel the same joy that I did for a time.
I fell down stairs at work and Im kinda pissed no one laughed. Like, yeah I hurt myself but that was a damn good fall and I'll be damned if no one appreciates it.
Sherlock season 4 spoilers and rant below, whited. I ALWAYS WANTED MARY DEAD BUT I NEVER WANTED IT LIKE THIS. THIS IS HORRIBLE. IF THEY DONT MAKE UP MY LIFE WILL BE HORRIBLE. YOU CAN DO IT SHERLOCK, SAVE HIM.When the Google ads start trying to get you to buy scrubs....
All I really want is a guy with enough patience to understand how I feel about my body and sex but in starting to feel like that's asking for too much.
I keep going back and forth about going out today. I should. To get groceries and new shoes for clinical. But I know if I go out that I'm going to also end up buying makeup and clothes...